Seriously Heart?

When I was discharged from the hospital, Chanyeol drove me to the SM building. It was time for me to work.

“How’s your head?” I ask him.

“It’s doesn’t hurt anymore. But I feel a block in my mind. Like when you can’t remember what you had for dinner last night, but you know you had it, but no matter how hard you try you can’t remember it.”

“Is that how you feel about me? You know you know me, but no matter how hard you try you can’t remember me?” I asked.

Chanyeol nodded.

It felt good to know that he was trying so hard to remember me.

“I feel a love toward you but I don’t remember anything.”

“Please don’t give up, and even if you do, don’t leave me because you can’t remember.” my eyes watered.

“I won’t leave you, just because I can’t remember why I love you.”

“Thank you.”

We got out of the car and a gave him a hug before I ran into the building.

___

I finally was able to move around without the feeling of passing out. I learned the dance quickly, and memorized most of the songs. Once I was done there was a meeting with the other SM employees.

I was stuck sitting behind Kris, the whole time I was trying to see over his head, which never worked.

I tapped on his shoulder.

“What?”

“Can you slouch down a little? I can’t see.”

He laughed, “I’ll try.”

“Don’t try, do!” I yelled in a whisper.

Kris chuckled and turned around. He slouched down but I could still barely see.

I looked over at where Chanyeol was sitting. He was staring at me! Chanyeol looked startled to have me look his way, he smiled and turned back around quickly.

I smiled back at his back.

In the meeting, they announced some new bands waiting to be debuted, and some news on the next big concert.

When the meeting was over they allowed us all to go to our dorms early.

___

At home, I jumped in the shower and changed into my pajamas. I wasn’t planning on doing anything today. Usually when we finished early from work I’d hang out with Chanyeol or the other EXO members. But things have changed. It has been a week since Chanyeol lost his memories, it seems like so much longer.

___

I was cuddled up next to Chanyeol and we were watching a movie. Once the movie was over Chanyeol kissed my forehead, then cheek, nose, and finally my lips.

We sat there kissing for a while before Chanyeol became more forceful. I tried to hold him back, and he backed off a little. But continued kissing me.

His hand kept under my shirt and I pushed it away. He kept it away for a few minutes before he stuck his hand again under my shirt.

“Chanyeol stop.” I said, pushing his hand away.

Chanyeol stood up angrily, and started yelling at me. I couldn’t make sense of his words, they were unclear. I told him to calm down and speak so I could understand him. He slapped the table angrily.

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I sat up on the couch, and looked around. It was just a dream. Chanyeol wouldn’t do that, especially when he didn’t remember me.

A knock came at the door, I wobbled to the door and opened it. Chanyeol walked in and closed the door behind him.

“Chanyeol what are you doing here?”

He just stared at me for a second before walking towards me. I walked backwards, away from him. Why is he acting like this?

I stopped backing up when my back hit the wall.

Chanyeol put his hands on either side of my face, leaning closer to me. He kissed me lightly, and muttered, “I remember.”

Chanyeol kissed me again before I could answer.

“You remember?” I asked pushing him away.

He nodded happily.

I jumped up and down and wrapped my arms around him. I squealed into his shoulder, “Really?!”

“Yes!” he said spinning me around.

I laughed and pulled his face down to mine. I kissed him through my smile, and hugged him once again.

Notes

YASS!!!