Unhealthy Secrets

-Miyong P.O.V.-
I felt a sharp pain in my stomach and pushed N off of me quickly. I need to find the bathroom, where was it again? I ran up the stairs and found the same bathroom from the party the other night and quickly closed the door. I turned on the sink and began to throw up blood. Everytime this happens it becomes more painful to were I just feel like I'm going to die.
"Miyong!!" N said beating the door. "What's wrong? Are you ok?"
"Yeah just give me a minute." I said.
I wash my mouth out and cleaned up so there is no sign of any blood.
"You look pale." N said as I walked out of the bathroom.
"I think my blood pressure must have dropped." I lied.
"Ah did it suddenly drop when you pulled me on top of you?" He said teasing me.
"No and I was just saving you from getting a hit on the head that's all but I think I should head home now." I told him.
"Ok I'll take you." He said.
"No its fine I can go myself."
"You just said your blood pressures low so how can I let you go by yourself?"
"I will call a cab so don't worry."
"Fine but call one right now infront of me."
"I told you not to be friendly with and that means not to worry about me because I will not care for you." I said meanly looking into his eyes.
He continued to stare at me for a while and the spoke up.
"We are people just like you so why are you pushing us away? Do you want to be alone?" He asked.
"Yes" I said and started to walk down the stairs to the front door.
"Miyong? Where are you going?" Ken said pouting like a little kid.
"Its time for me to go home." I said and walked out the door.
I walked about a block away and sat down on a bench to rest but then I got a call.
"Miss Park Miyong?" I heard my doctor asked.
"Yes."
"The results of your lastest test show that disease inside you has changed dramaticaly."
"What do you mean?" I asked.
"It seems to be working quicker now and seems to be working a bit differently."
"Does that mean I have less time now?"
"I'm sorry..."
I hung up right then because I didn't want to hear anymore.
I began to cry my heart out so hard that I thought I wasnt going to be able to catch my breath.
When I ran out of tears I walked up to the edge of the sidewalk and that's when I saw the car coming. I could end my suffering right here and now if I step out in front of this car. Tears started to fill up in my eyes again thinking this could be my last time on this earth.
I had finally had it and watched as the car drove along the road blurry through my tear filled eyes. I slowly pulled one foot infront of the other making my way to my death but something went wrong.

Notes

Sorry I haven't updated any of my stories recently like I said I would because I got sick but now I'm finally better :)
Comment what you think went wrong with her plan and I will update soon.
Thank you all for reading and supporting my story!!