Unhealthy Secrets

-Miyong P.O.V.-
I had finally had it and watched as the car drove along the road blurry through my tear filled eyes. I slowly pulled one foot out infront of the other making my way to my death but something went wrong.
***hours earlier***
"Hey Miyong! It seems like me, you, Hongbin, N and Ravi are project partners." Ken said as I walked into class and sat behind him.
"We are, since when?" I asked.
"Since your new and our group has always had the smallest amount of people. We are all meeting at our house since we four live there already anyways." He said very excited.
"Today?" I asked.
"Yeap!" N said making his way into our conversation.
"Hey are you ok?" Ken asked getting closer to me.
"Do I not look ok? I feel ok." I asked.
"You just look very pale." He said.
"Well she is white ken." N said annoyed.
"I just thought it didn't look like her normal color." Ken said turning around sadly.
***
I just walked silently behind the group of boys going home and tried my best to stay out of their conversation and not laugh at their jokes. I wished I were normal and able to make good friends that i could grow old with and get married to someone I love one day and maybe have kids. If I get close it will only hurt both of us when something truely bad happens to me one day.
When we got to their house one of the others guys I didn't know the name of came over with some snacks and offered some to me.
"My names is Hongbin, would you like some snacks?" He asked and he was really cute so I couldn't help but smile.
"Hey he dosent offer snacks to just anyone." Ravi said sarcasticly walking through the living room.
I took a peice from one of his snacks and said thank you and he sat beside me at on the couch.
"Move" N said to Hongbin.
Hongbin moved down and N sat beside me and put his arm around me. I looked away and pushed his arm off.
"Stop it." I said softly.
"Why?" He asked.
"I have my reason so respect them." I told him.
"Ok ok I will totally respect you as a normal girl." He said and I rolled my eyes.
They started talking about the project but would get off topic every now and then. I just agree to everything they said wanting to just leave already. Then I realised something really cool, I can't read any of their minds.
I turned to N. " Are they? Ummm.... like you?" I asked him.
"You mean like us?" He said getting in kissing distance.
"Backup!" I said annoyed and I felt my power lose control.
I grabbed N in some sort of hug and pulled him on top of me on the floor to stop a picture fame from falling on his head. He was now laying on top of me looking very surprised and I tried to explain myself but I was at a lose for words because his eyes made me forget what i was going to say.
"I-I-I was uuuuhhhh...." I said looking up at him.

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