Unhealthy Secrets

~Miyong P.O.V.~
"Well miss Miyong you are looking really good today? You havent had any attacks in the past three days have you?" The doctor asked.
"Yeah I feel pretty good too." I said.
[Poor girl. Our research team has still not found anything.] The doctor thought.
"Well I think our research team is getting closer so just hang in there."
"Yeah" I said knowing it was a lie and the doctor walked out.
Ding
I looked at my phone to see a number I didn't know.
"You made a friend already?" My mom asked.
"Ummmm... no?"
She grabbed my phone before I could read it myself.
"You got invited to a party too!? You have to go!" My mom said happily.
"Why? I don't want to" I said.
"Oh come on! You need to live your life. so be ready by 9 pm tomorrow because I'm taking you."
"Whatever"
***
The next day I sat down at my desk but Ravi wasnt in the seat next to me. Instead N came over and sat in his seat laying his head on his hand looking torwards me. I tried to ignore him but he was making me feel akward.
"So your coming to the party?" He asked.
"Unfortunaly" I said while staring into a book.
He came up behind me and took my book and flipped it then put it back in my hands.
"It was upside down" he said giggling.
Ughhh I feel so stupid. I tried to read his thoughts to see what he thought about it but again I got nothing.
"hey why don't you sit with me and my friends at lunch?" He asked.
"No"
"Why not?" A guy in the seat in front of me turned around and said with agyeo.
"See! Even ken wants you to sit with us." N said.
"But I like eating alone" i said.
"Well dont worry because we can break you of your lonely fetish" N said dramaticly.
"Are you harassing her again N?" Leo asked standing behind me.
"I was just asking her to sit with us at lunch"
Oh yeah leo is one of N's friends so he will be sitting with them too.
"I'll sit with you guys so you can stop bothering me now." I told N.
***
I sat down across from leo and next to N because it was the only seat left because N had been sitting on both his seat and mine. All the other seats were taken up by the other friends of N and girls staring at the guys like they were famous.
[Who does she think she is?]
[Why she should just go back to her country where she belongs]
[I heard a rumor that she paid N to be intrested in her]
[I know she purposely ran into leo yesterday]
There was to many thoughts about me and i was getting a serious headache.
"Are you ok?" Leo asked.
"Oh yeah I'm fine" I said.
"Well why dont you tell us about yourself?" N asked putting his arm around me.
"There's nothing you need to know" I said taking his arm off me.
Then it seemed like the whole lunch room was thinking about me and my head was pounding. I stood up with my tray and N asked me where I was going.
"I'm done eating" i said and walked away.
I went to the bathroom and took some pain relievers and waited for them to work before I went back to class.
***
"Hurry up and go already" my mom said pointing to the party house.
"Fine" in said opening the door of the car.
"See you later" she said waving and I waved back.
I walked into the house and could already smell the alcohol. A year ago my friends and I all drank at least three bottles of soju each at a party but only I didn't have the same reaction. I remained sober the whole time and I was pretty upset because I wanted to forget reality for once because that's when I found out about my sickness.
"Hey Miyong your here" ken said and looped his arm in mine and started walking me to the living room.
"Heeeey Miyong you look nice" N said looking me up and down.
My mom made me wear a party dress today and some makeup with my hair up.
N walked over to me and grabbed my hand locking his fingers between mine. I can't believed I actually blushed at this and pulled my hand away from his. I looked around the room for leo but could find him.
"Well I will go get us a drink, wait here." He told me and walked to the kicthen.
"hey where's the bathroom?" I asked Ken.
"Up stairs and the first door on the left." He said pointing.
"Thanks" I said and walked to the stairs.
Halfway up the stairs I tripped and started to fall forward but then time froze stopping my fall. Crap why does this always happen when I least expect it. I stood up straight and felt my insides start to burn and unfroze time. I ran as fast as I could to the bathroom and ran right into leo's chest like yesterday.
"Oh are you ok?" He asked but I ran into the bathroom and shut the door without answering him.
I began spitting up blood in the sink and turned the water on to wash it away. I spit a few more times then heard a knock on the door and I heard leo ask if I was ok.
"Ummm..." I said but couldnt get out yeah before I passed out.

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