He's bad but good !

He sees me.He's also a ghost.But how?I follow Exo and they are just on a little break.

He gets closer to me and I see a wound in his head also made by a bullet.I turn around and he runs to me and hugs me.

"Be my pair."He screams.

"What?Pair?"I push him to let me go but he doesn't, holding me tighter.

"Don't let me go.Let me become your pair."

"But I don't feel like you are the one.The angel told me I will know when my pair comes and it's not you."

"You have everything I don't.I witnessed by chance some moments of your life and you have everything I don't."

"And why do you want me if I'm not your pair?"

"My death was planned by God and when I refused to go into the light he left me here to think more about what I want to do."

"And this means if it was planned you can't pair with me."

"We have to pair somehow."

"What if I don't want?"

"Do you want Exo's Lay to be dead?"

"It's not about Exo here.I want to go back to my family and friends.I don't think I'm as selfish as you just thinking of my fans and my money and my fame.I don't even want to see them.Probably they are crying a lot right now."I push him away.

"But the love from millions of fans is better than the love of 5-6 persons."

"Love ha?They love your good looks.Your voice.Some your money.But how much of them know the real you?How much will still be there for you if you screw up?It happened the same to Kris they loved him until he left, instead of being real fans and support him in whatever he's doing.I'm not helping you nor giving up on my life because of you."

And I walk away.I don't know where I'm heading to.No one can see me.I don't dare to go to the hospital and see my family and friends in pain.Maybe I should go home.And do what there?I can't eat because ghost don't eat.Shall I go into people's houses?Oh I'm a naughty girl.Yes I should hehe.A little fun won't hurt anybody and plus maybe I can find my pair.Hope I don't find another selfish ghost like that jerk.

After visiting many houses I go to the block I live and go into my neighbours houses.I go into a luxurious apartment and see an older woman with her grandchild I suppose.

"You like sneaking into people's houses?"

I jump scared and look behind me only to see the jerk.

"You followed me?"

"That kid look at him.He's so happy.And the old woman."

"I didn't even knew they were my neighbours."

"The child has no parents."his face was really sad.If he could cry he would do it.

"How do you know?"

"She didn't even bother to tell the father he had a boy."

"This is sad."

"Only when she was chased by debtors she asked him for help."

"How d..."he intrerrupts me.

"She gave the little boy to him and she dissapeared.He was rich.The boy was taken by his grandmother and he couldn't see his father again because the family didn't allow the father to come closer to the boy telling him that if he was absent from birth he should be absent all the time.He paid the dept but actually the debtors were so pissed and killed him."

"......"

"Right in the head."

I turn my face his way."It's you.The father.You have baby."

"I never knew.and now that I know I won't be able to spend any more time with him."

"I'm sorry.I didn't knew."

"It's okay if you don't wanna die for me.Let's be friends until you find a pair and I another ghost."

I put my hand on his cheek.I feel his pain."Let's"

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