I had written this chap once before.

But I have to write it again cz my sister made me restart the pc!
I'm f**king angry and I'm not in the mood to explain what has happened!
This is just too
I don't know what!!!

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~~Luhan's POV~~
I made her sit on the bed again"I'm not done."
I have to admit!
I missed her so much.I missed teasing her.I missed her vanilla scent.I missed her insults that I'm beeing called by.I must have been falling for her so badly.
I went closer to her to make her nervous.she is so sute when she is nervous.I looked at her eyes and then down to her lips.I knew I mustn't look at her lips,But I still did.I knew I can not control myself and that will happen again.Hell,I was missing her lips even more.

I leaned my lips on her but to my surprise I was pushed away this time.
"What are you doing?"she said angrily."Who gave you permision to kiss me?"
"I don't need a permision"I smirked.
"What?"She glared at me in a be-ready-to-die way.
"I don't need permision to kiss my wife."I said without thinking but It was a nice reason.she stood up"Do I ?"I asked.She went silent and inhaled deeply to control her anger.
"You are garbage."She said finally."I will revenge."
"You could have revenged by kissing me back."I said simply.she looked at me disgusted and went to the door.
"Come on,It s not still late-"I was cut off when she shut the door.I chuckled.
~~Moon Ri's POV~~
That was just too aggressive!
How did he dare doing that?
he loves teasing me,I must have guessed he is going to do anything to tease me.
But that kissing was just too much.
I must not have come here.That was a mistake.
Luhan doesn't deserve it.He is a beast!
"Moon Ri,Why aren't you eating?"Mrs.Lu asked.
"I'm eating!"I reassued.
"You have not eaten anything yet.Do you like the food?"
"Of course.This is my favorite food.I'm just tired."I said.I was not tired at all.That Luhan had stolen my appetite.
"Oh by the way,Why don't you stay here tonight?"Mrs.Lu asked mom."Mr.Lee is not home and your maids are off.You can't stay there alone."
I looked up at Luhan.He was done eating.His gaze was shifted to me.I looked down at my food again hoping he didn't see my stare.
"That's right.What do you think Moon Ri?"Mom asked.
"I have no idea."I said.Of course I'd rather die but not stay here.But I couldn't refuse.just because of manner.
"That's okay then.Just stay here."Mr.Lu said to mom."We're alone too."Mom smiled in agreement.
I looked up at Luhan again.He was smirking.
"Moon Ri you need stay in Luhan's room.Guest room is too small for you and your mother.That is fine,right?"Mrs.Lu asked.My eyes widened as I knew the reason that Luhan was smirking.I drank a sip of the water while I was still glaring at Luhan.I didn't know I must be happy or angry.I was going to see Luhan for a whole night.Does it make me angry or happy?
I moved my pillow a little.That hard floor was where I prefered to sleep instead of sleeping on the small couch.Of course Luhan said I can sleep on the bed,but well he also mentioned that he is going to sleep on his bed too.I just didn't dare to sleep with Luhan anymore.He could do anything to tease me.

I laid down and started playing with my cellphone.I was not really playing with it,I was looking at Luhan who was doing something with his laptop.His serious face while he was focusing was just too handsome!
A massege poped up.It was Jonging.
-What are you doing ?

I looked up at Luhan again.he didn't even seem to notice my presence.
-I'm going to sleep.Why? I typed.
-Can we meet angel? I smiled.

-Now?
-Yeah.
It was 11 o'clock.Why would he want to see me?
-Has anything happened?
-Not really.I just wanted to tell you something.
-Come on.Just say it here.I'm afraid I'm not able to meet you now.

-That's fine.We can talk later.

That was so strange.he didn't ever ask me to talk this seriously.I started typing.
-Just tell it now.I'm curious to- my cellphone suddenly was taken out of my hand.I looked up shocked.It was Luhan.
"What are you doing?"I asked still surprised.
"Who are you texting?"Luhan asked while he was looking at my screen. I stood up immedietly."Give it back."I said and tried to take it back.
"Not untill I've read it all."he said and lifted his hand up.I jumped to reach it,but he was too tall.

"That is something personal.GIVE IT BACK!"I ordered but he was still looking up and reading.

"Angel?"He scoffed."Who the heck this Jongin is?"
"That is none of your business."
"Your boyfriend?"
"What?"I yelled.
"He's not?"he looked down at me."Why is he calling you angel then?"

"Why do you care?"
"It doesn't make sense for a fiancée to have boyfriend!That's why."

"whatever,Just give it back."I said bored.

"Seriously,You are confessing that he is your boyfriend?"He said shocked.

"Whether he is my boyfriend or not is none of your business."I yelled."Now be a good boy and give it back!"

He scoffed again."Go and ask your boyfriend to take it back for you."he said and went to his desk.

"Luhan!"I yelled and followed him to his desk."You are not really going to give it back?"

"No."

"Are you jealous?"

"No."

"Just give it back.I need it.It is my everything."I begged."I swear I don't have a boyfriend!"

"Your phone will stay with me anyway.It is too late."He sat on his chair and went into his laptop again.

"Come on Luahn!"I begged again.but he didn't say anything.

"Why are you being mad?We are not even lovers.Why do you care if I have a boy friend or not?"I moaned.

He stopped looking at his laptop and turned to me.I got scared of the way he was glaring at me.I swallowed my saliva.Did I say anything bad?

"Just go and sleep.you see I'm busy."he said and put my cellphone in his drawer.I hestaited alittle but Luhan was too scary for me to argue.I went back slowly to sleep.

He has been so strange recently.To be honset,He's changed during this two month.He's not the same serious Luhan.What's happened to him?

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"Did you fall asleep last night when we were texting?"Jonging asked and drank a sip of his coffee.

"Not really.Just I lost my cellphone."I said.

"What?You don't have it now?"He said.Luhan didn't give it back even this morning.i have been going without my cellphone this whole day.
"No."I looked at him."What did you want to say last night?"

"Uh,That-"He inhaled deeply."I'm not sure if I tell it to you or not."

"Just tell it."I said simply.

"No,leave it."he said."I don't think you would like to hear that."

"What's that all about.Are you trying to make me feel suspense?"

"Not really.It doesn't feel true to say it."

I turned to him."Come on say it.I'm curious to death."

"Will you promise something before?"He asked.

"what?"

"Promise that you won't change your mind about me.no matter what it is.Will you?"

"You are scaring me."I swallowed."Okay,I promised."

"I'll be jsut direct.You promised?"he asked.

"I did."I reassered.

"Even if I tell you that I've been loving you?"he turned his face to look at me.

"What?"I asked shocked."Are you making sure to see if I break my promise?"

"You didn't."he took a deep breath.

I went silent.I couldn't believe what I heard.he was teasing,maybe.

"That doesn't make sense.You told me you love somebody else just yesterday."I finally said.

"Don't you really know or are you pretending?"he asked.

"What do you mean?"I asked confused."What do I not know?"

"Look,I know that you are engaged to marry Luhan.I'm scared It will be too late although I know you've known me just for two weeks.I have been knowing you for along.You've been mine even before that marriage.do you understanf?BEFORE LUHAN!"

I was speechless.

"I'm the one who you will love not Luhan.Just think of it.Whom do you love?"he asked.

I was shocked and speechless.I was thinking about everything but not this before he started talking.He was serious but that was impossible.Why would somebody like Jongin say this?He's not thoes types of boys.Why he is sure that I love him.

"Are you drunk?"I said after a long silence.

"Just remember that i will make you mine"he said."again.

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I walked out of the yard.I couldn't stop thiking about what Jongin said.all other things aside,why did he said I've been his?What does he mean by saying that.

I fot even more shocked when I saw Luhan in fron of the exit door,Leaning on his car and looking around.What the heck was he doing here?Is he my imagination?

I went toward him.No,he was the real beast Luhan.He didn't notice me."What are you doing here?"

"You are here?"He asked."I'm picking you up!"

"Why?"

"They told me to,Now get in."he said and went to the driver seat.I hestatied alittle and looked around.Everybody was looking at us whispering.I went in immedietly.

"Fasten your seatbelt."Luhan said.

"I'm going to.No need to say it."I fastened my seatbelt.

"Your cellphone."He said.I looked toward him.he was handing me my cell phone.

"How come you are giving it back?"I take it from his hand and started checking it.

"There is no new crack on it,don't worry."He said and started the engine.

"You didn't check my private things,did you?"I asked hoping he didn't.

"You had private things?"He asked surprised."I would have checked it If I had known there is any."

"You are a beast."I said randomly.I had gotten used to say that.

"Why do you call the boy you've fallen for so badly a beast?"he asked.

"What?"I yelled."Who said I love you?"

"You yourself said to Sam.Just read your conversations again,in your phone."He chuckled.

"You can't-"I cut off myself and went to my conversation with Sam.My eyes widened when I remembeerd what I have told sam about Luhan.I leaned my head back to the seat.

"Btw,Sam is a name of a boy or girl?"He said.

"You said you didn't check my private things!"I shouted.

"It was not private,I'd known that before."he smirked.

How emberressing!

How did I let this happen?

How did I give myself away this easily while I'm not even sure if I like him?

I'd rather die!

I'd rather throw myslef out of the car but not stay in anymore.

"That is impossible."I whispered to myself.I knew my face had reddened.It was as red as tomato.

"What is impossible?"He asked.I didn't say anything.

"Come on Moon Ri?"he said again.

"You won't talk?"

"I swear I will forget whatever I'd read.huh?"

"It is nothing as important as you are doing this.say something?"

"look at me?"

"But do you really love me?"

I glared at him.I would kill him if he was not going to take care of my father's company.He was misusing anything he'd read.

"You didn't say sam is a boy or a girl?"he asked.

"She's a girl."I whispered and looked away but I could still see his smile.

"We are going shopping with others,If you want to know."he said.

What was happening?

Why had my life gotten this compelicated?

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