My Idol Life

Theresa's POV

as i practice my songs i started singing one of my Vietnamese songs which means a lot to me because its about all the mothers who give all there love to their children as i was singing it i started shedding tears

????-are you ok?

i looked and saw Hyelim unnie from the Wonder Girls?

Me-uh yeah

i wiped my tears away then she hugged me then let me go

Hyelim-i heard you singing that Vietnamese song it was beautiful what is it about?

Me-its about all the mothers who give all their love to their children

Hyelim-oh

Me-and how the child describes their mother because she went through a lot

Hyelim-that's very meaningful

Me-that's why i cried because i miss my mom a lot ever since she died

Hyelim-i see

Me-hopefully i don't cry while singing it

Hyelim-if you do i'll come out and hug you

Me-thx unnie

Hyelim-keep up the good work

Me-Wonder Girl hug

she smiled and hug me then left i sat there then JB entered

JB-oh annyeong Tee

Me-annyeong

JB-were you crying?

Me-a little because of a song

JB-for your performance?

i nodded he sat down next to me

JB-want me to get Jackson for you?

Me-no i'm fine oh do you know anyone who knows how to play a piano?

JB-you

Me-ik but for this performance i want someone to play the piano for me

JB-um NichKhun hyung Jun.K hyung YoungJae BamBam

Me-i'll have to ask NichKhun oppa later

????-ask me what?

i look and saw NichKhun

Me-oppa can you play the piano for me when i perform?

NichKhun-sure you have the music sheet?

i handed it to him and he looked at it

NichKhun-Vietnamese song nice well i'll go practice it and we can practice together when you're done teaching us tomorrow ok?

i nodded and he left

Me-well that was easy

JB-really easy so are you doing anything?

Me-i'm going to meet up with Min unnie because she wanted me to meet people

JB-oh ok have fun

he left and i left i went to a cafe and saw Min with other ppl

Min-oh Theresa you're here come sit

i walked and sat next to her

Min-ok let me introduce you to them F(x)'s Amber BtoB's Peniel, Eric Nam U-Kiss's Kevin and you know Ailee since she's your friend

Me-well annyeong i'm Theresa

Min-so Theresa we're the foreigner gang

Me-ah no wonder is there anyone else in this group?

Min-Mark Jackson G.Na Brad

Me-oh

Eric-so you watch ASC Theresa?

Me-yes you are always tortured by the guests

everyone laughed

Eric-what do you like about it?

Me-the Markson show is funny because they mess with you

Eric-of course

Kevin-anything else?

Me-#forthefans um the perfect oppa and the quizzes for the guests

Peniel-i was the first perfect oppa you know

Me-yeah ik

Amber-she doesn't think its interesting Peniel

Me-so do we speak formally here?

Min-no you can say yah and stuff

Eric-but we're here sunbae

Me-you're only my sunbae in the idol world but not in my world

Ailee-she got you good

Me-so is it just us or are we w8ing?

Peniel-just us

Me-then lets go hang somewhere

Amber-mall?

Us-ok

Me-w8 i rode my motorcycle though anyone wanna go with me?

Them-me

Me-uh rock paper scissors go

they started it then Peniel won

Peniel-yes

we walked outside i handed him a helmet then we headed to the mall

Peniel-you have your license?

Me-uh yeah you can say that

Peniel-you don't?

Me-just kidding i do for this and a car

Peniel-how come you didn't drive a car?

Me-because i don't have a car

Peniel-makes since

Me-so everyone in the group are from out of Korea right?

Peniel-yeah so we speak english to each other like we are now

Me-ah i see

Peniel-so you're mixed?

Me-yup with Vietnamese

Peniel-thats nice

we got to the mall and we walked in

Me-looks like they're not here yet

Peniel-hey brb i need to go to the restroom

Me-ok

he left i sat down w8ing for the others

????-Theresa?

i looked and saw GOT7 so i got out my phone to ignore them

YugYeom-noona what are you doing here?

i ignored him then Jackson took my phone away

Jackson-looks like someone's upset again

i gave him a death stare

Jackson-maybe not

he handed me my phone back

????-Theresa

i look and saw Peniel coming back

Peniel-the rest just got here and told us to w8

Me-ok

Mark-Peniel

Peniel-hey Mark what's up

Jackson-are you with the gang?

Peniel-yeah

Jackson-and you didn't call us?

Peniel-it was Min who planned this so that Theresa can meet us

Me-UNNIE!

the rest came

Me-you took forever

Min-we had to stop for gas

Jackson-why didn't you call me and Mark noona?

Min-i had reasons

Amber-what's your reason?

Min-Theresa

Eric-what about her?

Min-remember what i told you guys

Ailee-i do

Kevin-same

Peniel-i don't

JB-is it that reason?

she nodded as they talked i decided to walk to a store and look around

????-pretty smart of you to sneak off while they're talking

i look and saw Mark with a smirk on his face

Me-you saw me sneak off

he nodded

Mark-you're still sneaky like when you were younger

Me-shut up

Mark-well welcome to the foreign gang

Me-how come BamBam isn't in it?

Mark-you know not anyone can join only if you're approved

Me-ah ok

then i got a text from Min

Min-where are you?

Me-in a store

Min-which store and who are you with?

Me-i'm in PacSun and with someone i should stay away from

Min-MARK?!?!?!

Me-yes

Min-stay there we're coming

i put my phone away

Mark-who was that?

Me-Min unnie you better go

Mark-nah i wanna see what she does to me when she sees us together

Me-wow troublemaker

Mark-more like a bad boy

Me-isn't it the same thing?

Mark-no troublemakers can get into more things while bad boys are just mean

Me-ew

Mark-you were thinking about something dirty when i was talking about troublemakers right?

Me-ok i get your point now they're both different

then i saw Min

Min-Theresa!

Me-uh hey unnie

Min-don't you say hey unnie you know if you get caught again you won't be able to debut

Me-arrasso

Min-ok you know what you're not allowed to go anywhere except school, home, JYP building, and your schedules

Me-you have got to be kidding me

Min-your fault for getting into a scandal

Me-what scandal he was there because of our film how is it my fault?!

Min-don't talk to me in that tone

Me-you know what i don't have to live with you i can ask PD-nim for a dorm

Min-that's fine with me

Me-fine then

i walked passed her and Mark i got onto my motorcycle went to JYP building and saw PD-nim

Me-PD-nim

JYP-yes?

Me-can i get a dorm?

JYP-why?

Me-i don't want to live with Min unnie anymore

JYP-ok but it will take a week to find you a dorm

Me-ok i can w8

i walked to the practice room and screamed my heart out and started walking back and forth

Me-who does she think she is? ik she's trying to help me but she's getting on my nerves which pisses me off. for her to treat me like a kid that's just wrong ik i act like a kid but she doesn't have to treat me like one ugh i hate my life

i screamed one more time turned around and saw Jr and Jackson sitting there with a shock expression

Me-uh how long have you guys been in here?

Jackson-for awhile then you burst in here with anger

Me-so you saw everything?

Jr-pretty much

i sat between them

Jr-so tell us whats wrong

Me-my life Min unnie treats me like a kid

Jackson-oh so you were talking about Min noona the whole time?

i nodded

Jr-did you try telling her those things?

Me-i try to but whenever i'm about to tell her my true feelings she would start pissing me off

Jr-want us to tell her?

Me-no if you do i'll kill you guys

Jackson-ok

Me-yagsog haejwo (promise me)

i had both pinkies out and the linked theirs with mine

Them-uli yagsog (we promise)

Me-don't break your promise well i'm gonna go um and don't tell anyone about this either ok?

they nodded and i walked out as i walked i bumped into someone i looked up and saw Mark

Mark-you ok?

Me-yeah i had to scream in the practice room and talked to myself and you know whats embarrassing?

Mark-what?

Me-Jr and Jackson oppa were in there

Mark-poor you

Me-but they promised me not to tell anyone

Mark-then why are you telling me this?

Me-hm idk

Mark-seems like we're close friends again

Me-yeah

i smiled

Mark-A~ you smiled

Me-you and the guys should stop saying A~ because its gonna be a habit

Mark-its because of our song "A"

Me-yeah i can see why its a catchy song

Mark-see even you like it

Me-whatever is Min here?

Mark-no she's still at the mall with the gang

Me-oh good

Mark-so are you really gonna live in a dorm?

i nodded

Mark-it sucks living alone you know

Me-ik oh and you know i lied about my last name being Kwon right?

Mark-pretty much

Me-its Kim

Mark-your oppa Kim MyungSoo

Me-that's right

Mark-i guess its gonna be awkward around the house

Me-yup

we walked to the lobby and we saw an idol group

Mark-oh annyeonghaseyo

????-annyeong

Mark-Theresa this is Infinite Sunggyu the leader,L, Hoya, WooHyun, SungJong, SungYeol and DongWoo

Me-annyeonghaseyo Theresa-imnida

Sunggyu-oh the rookie

Me-uh yeah

then i looked at L he looked familiar but then i looked away

Mark-what brings you guys here?

Hoya-we're suppose to make a collab with 2PM sunbae

Mark-oh ok they're in the recording studio

then they walked to the recording studio

Me-hmm L looks familiar hey you said my oppa will come to the concert right?

Mark-idk i lied to you because you were messing with me

Me-wow

Mark-so what are you gonna do now?

Me-idk

????-Theresa

i look and saw JB

Me-yes oppa?

JB-i still can't get the moves for our performance

Me-for Can I Have This Dance?

he nodded

Mark-and can we practice our performance for the opening

Me-its your song though

Mark-you still mess up

Me-fine lets go practice you two

we walked into the practice room so me and JB oppa started practicing first

Notes

sorry for any mistakes