Jin drop me off at my place. I rested my back on my door. I slowly slid down, I hug my knees. I let out a long sigh...What do I do? Lets start off by actually cleaning and packing my stuff, There is no point of keeping it anymore. I got boxes and bags just filled with my stuff. Tomorrow I'll some more cleaning. I cleaned myself and went to bed at 3 a.m.

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Your Pov----
I was again going through the box which contains my happy memories that I never want to forget. I pick up a photo book. I was flipping through the pages but one picture caught attention. I stared at it for a while. my finger runs over the picture, smoothing it out. A smile stretch over my face. Tears of happiness starts to drain from my eyes. I wish that moment lived forever. It felt just like yesterday, when it happened. The picture was Jin and I in front a sunflower field. Jin's arm wrapped around my waist. I am hugging him from the side and smiling at him. It was a class field trip we went on. Our class was going to the beach, we decided to stop by the beautiful sunflower field. I flip the page it was the picture of Got7, BTS, Xiumin, Sohee, Bomi, Tao, Sehun....Han and I took when we all went to the beach (refer back to chapter 17:Vacation-beach time pt.2). Multiple emotions run through me... I don't know how I feel right now. Happy? Sad? Regret? Angry? Hope?

Flashback starts:

"Okay, everybody get in the bus!"

Jin grabs my hand, we sat side by side. Sohee and Hoseok sat together in front of us. They both are so lovely dovey. i guess Hosek likes girls with a lot of aegyo. I chuckle at how they both act around each other. i noticed Jin starring at me. i blink and stare back at him. I was about to turn away but he quickly grab my face and gave me a peck. i blush instantly, My head hang low.

"Yah! Yah! Yah! Dont do that here..." Kookie yelled

"Just because you don't have a girlfriend...: Hoseok said

"kookie-ah, don't worry i'll introduce you to a good friend of mine, I'm sure you'll like her!" I said

I grab jin's hand and intertwine mine with his. I lay my head on his shoulder. Jin and I listen to music together. I look at him.

"Oppa, I know this is soon but...Do you think we'll ever get marry?" I ask

"You don't want to marry me?" He pouts

"Anni, I don't like guys who wears pink and have a collection of Mario that he adores more than his girlfriend." I look away pretending to be mad.

"Jinja?" He cock his eyebrow

Jin have a smirk on his face. Something is not right. he is definitely planning something right now. My eyes grew big, I burst out laugjing. Jin is tickling me. Everybody gaze turned toward us. Most of them were glarring. I punch jin to stop and apologize. This is embarrassing...

"Oppa, this is your fault!" I push him again

"Mianhe, but my future wife said she didn't want to marry me..." He cross his arm

"Yah! who said I was your future wife?"

We both decided not talk to each on the ride. The bus driver stop at a sunflower field. I ran toward the filed. Whoa! so pretty... I lock arm with Sohee and Bomi. We ran to field. All the kids did the same as well. We took pictures.

"Um, Kris can you take a picture of us?" i ask

"Sure...full body shot?" He ask

"Nae!" we yelled

We did silly faces and pose. From a far I could see Jin starring and grinning. Aish, that pabo... I went over to him and drag Jin over to take a picture with me. He stood there with both hands in his pocket, ignoring me.

"Hana....duel....sae!" kris said

I kissed him on the cheek, Jin suddenly wrapped his arm around mey waist. I hugged him back. Kris took another shot. I ran over to Kris and looked at the picture. The sunflower was in the background, Jin's arm around me, I'm hugging him from the side. There was a huge smile on my face. I like this one. We look so innocent and cute together. While I am going through the pictures Jin back hugs me. I grin from the sudden skin ship. I turned around to look at him. Our lips touched, It made blushed...

"Why are you so shy all of a sudden? you kissed me earlier."

"Anni, it's not because of that, its just....your so handsome."

"I know."

I scoff, acting like he is all that and this. I pulled his hands off me. He follows after me. I feel Jin grab me. I am being carried on his shoulders. I freak out from his action. Jin pretend to drop me making me hold onto him. He sat me down on a bench. I glare at him the whole time while he is smiling innocently like he has done nothing wrong.

Flashback ends.

I decide to go out for a run in my neighborhood. since it is spring time the cherry blossoms are really pretty and beautiful. I changed out of ma pajamas and wore my sneakers. I ran for at least thirty minutes. I ran into Taehyun and Yonngi who are also running. They both waved and ran towards me.

"Oh, Yoongi, I didn't know you run also. I thought you didn't like to go outside and sleep all the time?"

"Well, I have to stay healthy..."

"right...Taehyun is your brother Daehyun still out of the country?" I ask

"Nae."

We went our seperate ways. I decided that I have run enough for today.I felt dizzy and light headed but it was just for a split second. I thought I was going to die. I got home and took a shower. Since it is still early I decide to go out.

Notes

I'm in love with BTS's Hold me tight and I need u...
Fangirling so hard!!!