Tell me Good-Bye
Last Date
[recap] Xiumin left after our talk. I went up to my room. I went through my closet and there was a box that captured my attention. I grab the box and blew off the dust. i took off the lid. It was pictures of jin and I. My couple ring. I took that and put it back on my fingers. I looked at my hand and smile. There was a bunch of notes that we wrote to each other when we were bored in class. I found a green paper it said one free date to lotte world. There was suddenly a wet tear drop on the paper. I....
Should I or should I not? Maybe this is my last chance. I wore my prettiest dress, put on some makeup, Wore high heels. I went to the box that contained our stuff. I put the hair pin Jin had
bought for me on our 100 day anniversary onto my hair. I looked at myself in the mirror. I pat down my dress. I grab my phone. My hand hover over his phone number on my contact list. My hand starts shaking....I tap his number and sent him a text.
*Lets meet each other up at the hill where we use to go all the time. Dress nice! meet me in 2 hours.*
I didn't get a reply back. In the two hour time span I have, I decided to go visit Junsu then Han. I went and bought junsu's favorite ice cream. I got in the elevator, going up to his room. I walk
down the hall to his room. Their was no other sound than my heels stomping down the hall. As I grew closer, a nurse walk out of his room. I opened the door, the room was empty. No blanket,
no pillow, no toys, nothing. Maybe they switch his room. I went to talk to the nurse in charge of him. She looked at me with sorrowful eyes. She didn't have to say anything, I understood
everything, Junsu is now in a better place.....with everyone else I love. I am now in a state that I could no longer cry or feel anything. Before I left the nurse hands me a letter.
~Noona, It's me Junsu. If you are reading this letter I probably died, Right? These past days I have been feeling funny, not in a good way either. My body hurts, I miss you, why haven't you visit me? Noona....Jin-hyung is a good person. You both need to stop fighting. Don't worry, If anyone hurts you, I'll protect. Noona, I don't want you to cry anymore, so smile a lot, for me. ~ Your one and only,
Junsu Kim
This brought me to tears. I told myself that I would not cry but the tears just keep pouring down. After pulling myself together, I went to visit Han. I top by a flower shop, I got daisies and placed
it on his bed. We both talk for a while. I look at my phone for the time. I have thirty minutes left. I said goodbye to Han.
I am waiting for Jin to come. I hold the green piece of paper in my hand. Is he willing to accept this? I look up into the sky. Are you all looking at me and keeping me safe? I look at the piece of paper, the words repeat in my head....ONE FREE DATE TO LOTTE WORLD.
I hear shuffling behind me. I quickly stood up and look behind me. I instantly smile at the view. I still feel the attraction. Jin walks toward me. I hand him the paper without saying anything. He
looked at me, back at the paper and back at me again. A smile spread across his face, he pulls me into his embrace. I hesitated but hugged back. I'm now the happiest I have been. Without
saying anymore we held hands. After going on so many rides we both decide to go back to the hill. We sat together side by side. It was now dark, the stars shinning bright.
"I'm studying abroad, I'm leaving in two days. This is going to be the last time a see you." I lied
"Do you really have to leave?" Jin ask
"Yeh, I book my flight already and packed my things."
I look at him as tears starts to blur my vision, a tear drop fell. Jin looked at me with sad eyes. I could see that he is hurt. He wipe my now damp cheeks with his thumb. Jin cups my cheeks
and pulled me closer to him, he kiss my forehead. His action made me feel love, protected, and warmth. I grin ear to ear. I lowered my head hoping he won't see how bad I am blushing at the moment. It feels like I had fallen in love all over again. Jin chuckles at my silliness, I slightly pout.
Jin holds my hand and rubs it with his thumb. He inches closer to me. Jin plants a soft kiss on my lips. I did not return his kiss but stare back at him. He kissed me again, slightly tugging on
my lower lips. This time I close my eyes and kissed back. Jin took the lead. He begins kissing me more aggressively. I pulled back to get some air, Jin did the same. We both soon got back
at it again. He tugs on my lip, I let his tongue enter my mouth. I place my hand around his neck and tilt my head back to deepen the kiss. I run my fingers through his soft hair. Our distance from each other grew smaller. Jin wrap his arm around my petite waist, hugging me closer.
Jin drop me off at my place. I rested my back on my door. I slowly slid down, I hug my knees. I let out a long sigh...What do I do? Lets start off by actually cleaning and packing my stuff, There is no point of keeping it anymore. I got boxes and bags just filled with my stuff. Tomorrow I'll some more cleaning. I cleaned myself and went to bed at 3 a.m.
Should I or should I not? Maybe this is my last chance. I wore my prettiest dress, put on some makeup, Wore high heels. I went to the box that contained our stuff. I put the hair pin Jin had
bought for me on our 100 day anniversary onto my hair. I looked at myself in the mirror. I pat down my dress. I grab my phone. My hand hover over his phone number on my contact list. My hand starts shaking....I tap his number and sent him a text.
*Lets meet each other up at the hill where we use to go all the time. Dress nice! meet me in 2 hours.*
I didn't get a reply back. In the two hour time span I have, I decided to go visit Junsu then Han. I went and bought junsu's favorite ice cream. I got in the elevator, going up to his room. I walk
down the hall to his room. Their was no other sound than my heels stomping down the hall. As I grew closer, a nurse walk out of his room. I opened the door, the room was empty. No blanket,
no pillow, no toys, nothing. Maybe they switch his room. I went to talk to the nurse in charge of him. She looked at me with sorrowful eyes. She didn't have to say anything, I understood
everything, Junsu is now in a better place.....with everyone else I love. I am now in a state that I could no longer cry or feel anything. Before I left the nurse hands me a letter.
~Noona, It's me Junsu. If you are reading this letter I probably died, Right? These past days I have been feeling funny, not in a good way either. My body hurts, I miss you, why haven't you visit me? Noona....Jin-hyung is a good person. You both need to stop fighting. Don't worry, If anyone hurts you, I'll protect. Noona, I don't want you to cry anymore, so smile a lot, for me. ~ Your one and only,
Junsu Kim
This brought me to tears. I told myself that I would not cry but the tears just keep pouring down. After pulling myself together, I went to visit Han. I top by a flower shop, I got daisies and placed
it on his bed. We both talk for a while. I look at my phone for the time. I have thirty minutes left. I said goodbye to Han.
I am waiting for Jin to come. I hold the green piece of paper in my hand. Is he willing to accept this? I look up into the sky. Are you all looking at me and keeping me safe? I look at the piece of paper, the words repeat in my head....ONE FREE DATE TO LOTTE WORLD.
I hear shuffling behind me. I quickly stood up and look behind me. I instantly smile at the view. I still feel the attraction. Jin walks toward me. I hand him the paper without saying anything. He
looked at me, back at the paper and back at me again. A smile spread across his face, he pulls me into his embrace. I hesitated but hugged back. I'm now the happiest I have been. Without
saying anymore we held hands. After going on so many rides we both decide to go back to the hill. We sat together side by side. It was now dark, the stars shinning bright.
"I'm studying abroad, I'm leaving in two days. This is going to be the last time a see you." I lied
"Do you really have to leave?" Jin ask
"Yeh, I book my flight already and packed my things."
I look at him as tears starts to blur my vision, a tear drop fell. Jin looked at me with sad eyes. I could see that he is hurt. He wipe my now damp cheeks with his thumb. Jin cups my cheeks
and pulled me closer to him, he kiss my forehead. His action made me feel love, protected, and warmth. I grin ear to ear. I lowered my head hoping he won't see how bad I am blushing at the moment. It feels like I had fallen in love all over again. Jin chuckles at my silliness, I slightly pout.
Jin holds my hand and rubs it with his thumb. He inches closer to me. Jin plants a soft kiss on my lips. I did not return his kiss but stare back at him. He kissed me again, slightly tugging on
my lower lips. This time I close my eyes and kissed back. Jin took the lead. He begins kissing me more aggressively. I pulled back to get some air, Jin did the same. We both soon got back
at it again. He tugs on my lip, I let his tongue enter my mouth. I place my hand around his neck and tilt my head back to deepen the kiss. I run my fingers through his soft hair. Our distance from each other grew smaller. Jin wrap his arm around my petite waist, hugging me closer.
Jin drop me off at my place. I rested my back on my door. I slowly slid down, I hug my knees. I let out a long sigh...What do I do? Lets start off by actually cleaning and packing my stuff, There is no point of keeping it anymore. I got boxes and bags just filled with my stuff. Tomorrow I'll some more cleaning. I cleaned myself and went to bed at 3 a.m.
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