Mark held me in his embrace. He finally lets go and intertwine his finger with mine. Mark smiles at me. I smile back at him.

"Aigoo, I thought we would never find you and jin. Are you okay? Are you hurt anywhere?" Sohee ask


"Eh, gwenchana...thanks to jin i wasn't injured anywhere. Um, can we head back now?" I ask

"Sure you must be tired." Suga said

I wrap myself in a blanket like a burrito, while everyone packed up. I lean my head against the glass window and let out a long sigh. A smile stretch across on my face. Thinking about

what happened earlier gave me butterflies. All of a sudden I start to cough. I quickly look for me medicine. After drinking some water with my medicine the coughing stop. I can't figure out if it was meant this way.

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The girls dropped me off at my place. I grab my stuff and head inside my empty house. I got inside and tuned on he lights. I noticed a pair of men shoes. That's weird...I grab the closet thing to me and use it as a weapon. i slowly tip toe my way around. I check all the rooms.

"Boo!"

"Ah!!!!"

I begin hitting the person. I closed my eyes shut not looking at who I was hitting at all. The person grabs my wrist making me stop. I suddenly open my eyes.

"Oh, Cheonsonghabmnida...Oppa you shouldn't have done that." I bow

i went and got the first aid kit. I put a band-aid on hid forehead. He told me to go into the kitchen. When i got there, there was a bunch of tulips and daises. I looked at them in awe. I pick one up and smelled it.

"Hmm...it smells so sweet. How did you know I like these?"

"Han told me when we were still in China."

"Oh..." I start to tear up.

I was again reminded of Han. I try to hold in my tears but ended up crying a river. he comfort me and rub my back. it helped calm me down little bit. he told me to go take a warm bath, while

he went out to buy some food to eat. I lay in the tub as countless of thoughts run through my mind. After soaking in the water, i finally cleaned myself up. i changed into my pajamas. I came back to the kitchen. i smile to myself

Flashback: (9 yrs old)
"Han, could we go to the garden by the park?"
"Wae?"
"Because, I like the flowers there!"
"Jinja? Since you like it."
That day was my birthday. We both walk there hand in hand together. I was looking at the flowers but all of a sudden Han was gone. I started to cry. i wondered around the park for at least ten minutes. Where did that pabo go? I sat on a bench, waiting for him to come back. I see a boy running towards me. It was han. I got up and ran to him. Han shows me the flowers. I quickly hug him because I was so scared. After a while I finally let go of him.
"Here! these are called daisy, i bought them for you!" He gave me a smile. (end)

Ever since that day i adored them. I hear the door clicked, It interrupts my train of thought. I looked over to the door. he came back with chicken. I haven't have that for a while now. I rushed over to him, grabbing the bag. I set up the table and we both ate.

"Xiumin-oppa, did you know that when I went on a school field trip and I was eating chicken with my friends, there was an exchanged student name Wu Yi Fan or was it Kris...anyways, He wouldn't eat the chicken. he said,'This is not my style.' but that's not it. We continued to eat but when i looked up...he was eating the chicken!" I said

"Jinja? Daebak, he is a funny guy...." Xiumin laughs

We both finished our dinner. Xiumin and I sat in the living room. We both decides to catch up on what both have been doing. Tao went back to China to visit his family and Sehun went to visit his family as well. Xiumin looked at me with worried eyes.

"i hate that feeling you get in your throat while you are talking when you are about to cry. Sometimes I pretend I am fine because I don't want to annoy people with my problems. I tried killing myself before bit it didn't turn out how I wanted it. Am I a bad person for wanting to die?" I lowered my head

"Anni, to chose your own way is not an easy thing to do, but everybody has their own choice....If you work hard everything will be fine, face everything with a positive mind. And there'll be good result. Oppa will always be here for you."

"Gomowa oppa..."

Xiumin left after our talk. I went up to my room. I went through my closet and there was a box that captured my attention. I grab the box and blew off the dust. i took off the lid. It was pictures

of jin and I. My couple ring. I took that and put it back on my fingers. I looked at my hand and smile. There was a bunch of notes that we wrote to each other when we were bored in class. I

found a green paper it said one free date to lotte world. There was suddenly a wet tear drop on the paper. I....

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