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EXO Planet

He Doesn't Care About Me?!

Okay guys... this is the chapter you've been waiting for... I think... Waaahhhh!!~ My feels ><<br>
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Sehun doesn't know why he is here. He is not a worker in the café and restaurant like Kyungsoo. And he is not a member of their world like Jongin. So why is he invited to come to Suho's palace? For what? Sehun doesn't know, but since he doesn't have anything to do, he agrees. Because Jongin is there, he has to take back what is his. And Jongin is his.

But fuck it, where is Jongin? Sehun cannot go to Kyungsoo's space and kingdom, he's afraid that Kyungsoo might stab him with the knife on his hand. So he just curses Kyungsoo who is taking Jongin away from him. But Sehun knows, Sehun knows that Jongin will be home soon. Jongin will choose him over that Do Kyungsoo who is just messing Jongin's mind. And he thinks he'll still win because Jongin will follow his heart.


"Ah, shit!" Jongin suddenly cuts himself and he loses grip of the knife. Good thing, it doesn't stab his foot or else, he'll blame Kyungsoo for this. Because he doesn't know why he agreed to Kyungsoo's dare to cook for the members.

Jongin curses himself as he cuts and burns himself many times. And he's just lucky that he's not yet burnt the house because where is the Do Kyungsoo, this is his kingdom but where the hell is he? Jongin curses Kyungsoo because he's too dumb not to notice that the thing he ate was expired and now, he's in the bathroom to relieve his growling stomach.

Jongin shouts Kyungsoo's name to tell him that he starts boiling the water now and good thing that Kyungsoo goes out of the bathroom while wiping the sweat on his face. Jongin looks at him disgustingly knowing that Kyungsoo has just done taking off the shit from his stomach.

Kyungsoo sees Jongin's look and pouts, "Woo! Don't look at me as if you haven't eaten an expired food!" Kyungsoo hisses as he washes his hands.

Jongin shows a face to Kyungsoo, "Oh yah! Of course, I haven't eaten an expired food because I'm not dumb like you!" Jongin throws that to Kyungsoo that makes him glare at Jongin.

"At least I can cook food." Kyungsoo sticks his tongue and Jongin knows that he wins over this little and senseless fight with Kyungsoo. Kyungsoo then chops some vegetables.

Jongin looks at Kyungsoo as he cuts the vegetables quickly but professionally. He goes beside Kyungsoo and sees that Kyungsoo hasn't got any cuts from that speed of cutting vegetables. He circles his eyes at how Kyungsoo's hands work well.

Then he reaches for a pan, gets the knife and hands it to Jongin. Jongin blinks at the knife Kyungsoo is handing him. Kyungsoo tells Jongin to take it and Jongin takes it hesitantly because he has cut himself earlier and he doesn't know why it still stings.

Then Kyungsoo hits Jongin lightly in his head, "Idiot, I'll teach you how to cook." Jongin pouts at Kyungsoo but he walks to him and Kyungsoo starts to demonstrate, "Here. You should hold the knife like this." he shows Jongin how to hold it and Jongin does. He nods, "And then you hold the vegetable like this." he shows Jongin how to cut it slowly at first because Jongin is just learning.

Jongin takes hold of the knife and he starts to cut the vegetable nervously. Kyungsoo sighs and chuckles, "You're nervous. Relax so you won't cut yourself." he holds Jongin's hand and leads him how to cut the vegetable correctly.

Jongin feels fluttered as he becomes familiar on how to cut the vegetables but when Kyungsoo lets go... he blinks because he suddenly feels empty. And he doesn't know why he looks for Kyungsoo who is watching his hands. Kyungsoo notices that Jongin stops cutting the vegetable and he looks at Jongin and says, "Ah, go on... and don't take your eyes away from what you're cutting, you'll never know that you're cutting yourself." he warns Jongin and Jongin nods frantically because Kyungsoo caught him. Now, he focuses his attention on cutting the vegetables.

Kyungsoo checks the water and looks at Jongin who is learning and feeling comfortable on what he's doing. He smiles and walks to Jongin, "That's enough. Now, let's go here." he stops Jongin's hands.

Kyungsoo then places Jongin in front of the stove. He turns on the stove and a fire lights before them. Jongin stares at the fire and Kyungsoo is surprised because usually, the ones who are just learning how to cook are scared of fire, "Y-you're not afraid?"

Jongin looks at him and shows a face to Kyungsoo, "Why would I? I've burnt myself many times before." And that's how Jongin laughs at his statement. This is the first time Jongin insulted himself and Kyungsoo finds it new.


Kyungsoo smiles as he places the pan and tells Jongin to go beside him as he places the fish on the pan. Jongin is startled by the sound it makes and at the splashes of oil. He smirks at Jongin's cuteness and starts to cook the fish. He flips the fish to the other side expertly and Jongin opens his mouth in awe. He does it that easily?

Kyungsoo closes Jongin's mouth and places the vegetables Jongin cut in the soup they're cooking. They wait for some minute for the soup to boil and when Kyungsoo senses that it is enough, Kyungsoo hands a spoonful of soup to Jongin, "Hey taste this."

Jongin opens his mouth and Kyungsoo feeds him. Jongin tastes the soup and nods at how delicious it is. Kyungsoo knows the answer because of his nod but Jongin still gives him thumbs up to let him know that it is enough. "Now, we just have to make the vegetables become softer." He tells Jongin and he nods.

"Ah! Shit!" Jongin is surprised when he cuts himself again. Kyungsoo runs to him immediately and holds Jongin's hand, "You cut yourself, again?" Kyungsoo washes his hands with soap and water again. Jongin looks at Kyungsoo as he treats the cut on his fingers. "Let's just stop here. Somehow, I learned something new today."


Jongin then stands up and walks away with his back facing Kyungsoo. Kyungsoo looks at Jongin's back, and suddenly and mysteriously, Kyungsoo feels something different at how Jongin always escapes from him. Kyungsoo thinks of Sehun and Jongin together and he doesn't know why he catches up to Jongin and holds his hand to stop him.

Jongin looks Kyungsoo's hands touching his for the first time now that he has stopped him from escaping again. Suddenly, they both feel something different knowing that they are the only ones who are in the room. Kyungsoo removes that feeling and goes back to his usual self. He doesn't really intend to hold Jongin's hand but he hopes Jongin won't let go either.

Kyungsoo holds his wounded hand and remembers something.


Kyungsoo was running in the park when he tripped himself and his face fell to the ground. His bestfriend screamed and went to him; he helped Kyungsoo stand up, "My my... you got wounds everywhere. Aish, you're forever clumsy, Mama." He patted Kyungsoo's head for him not to cry.

His eyes sparkled as he smiled at Kyungsoo after he kissed his wounds, "Stop crying now... I kissed the pain away. Does it still hurt?" he asked Kyungsoo and Kyungsoo instantly stopped crying because of what he did.


So now, Kyungsoo holds his wounded hand and kisses it. Jongin then freezes in place as he watches how Kyungsoo's lips touch his hand. Jongin looks at Kyungsoo's rosy red cheeks after he pulls away, "I-I kissed the pain away." Despite Kyungsoo's flushing feelings, he smiles at him. "Nothing more." Kyungsoo nervously laughs and he shoves Jongin out of the way for him to escape this time.

He is about to open the door but Jongin pins him suddenly on the door and Kyungsoo is surprised. He dares not to look at Jongin because he's afraid he might feel something weird when he looks at those deep and dark eyes. Kyungsoo pouts, "T-that hurts..." Kyungsoo doesn't know why he stutters and gulps afterwards. He now feels that weird thing that he's afraid to feel earlier.

Hearing what Kyungsoo says, Jongin suddenly turns Kyungsoo around causing Kyungsoo to hit his nose on the door, Kyungsoo groans. "Aish. I'll get out of here." He says and rubs his nose.

But he suddenly gasps when he feels Jongin's lips touch his clothed back. His heart beats faster than it beats fast whenever Jongin is around. Jongin then moves his body to Kyungsoo's back and Kyungsoo closes his eyes because he thinks that Jongin doesn't know what he's doing. Kyungsoo feels his phone vibrates and he is about to answer it but Jongin holds the smaller one and turns him around. He lifts Kyungsoo's face up and tells Kyungsoo, "Let me kiss the pain away." And Kyungsoo doesn't know what happens next.


Jongin should be kissing him on the nose because he has hurt it but he's not sure how it goes down to his lips. They first linger the moment they first touch each other's lips. And eventually, they start moving their lips in sync like they've memorized each other's lips perfectly even before this first kiss.

Jongin bends his neck to fit his lips more perfectly on Kyungsoo's heart-shaped ones as Kyungsoo hesitantly moves his hands upward to touch Jongin's shoulder because this is the first time he's feeling this way. Kyungsoo cannot breathe that he presses Jongin's shoulder because he doesn't want their lips to part; he doesn't want this to end.

Jongin feels Kyungsoo's breath as he breaks the kiss and leans his head on the shorter one's shoulder. "I hope I granted your wish." Jongin breathlessly mumbles as he straightens his self up and is about to smile at Kyungsoo when Kyungsoo's phone rings.


Kyungsoo's eyes circle first before fumbling in his phone to know who's calling. Kyungsoo's eyes sparkle as he reads the name of the caller, but of course, before he answers the call, he looks at Jongin first if he's allowed to answer it. But Jongin is nowhere to be found. He looks around the kitchen and wonders how Jongin passes through the door without him noticing.

But Kyungsoo doesn't answer it since it turns into a missed call. Then Kyungsoo remembers what happened in his kingdom in Suho's palace... he touches his lips which Jongin's lips touched and he can't help but to fall on his knees on how elated he is feeling now. J-Jongin kissed me... his heart beats fast and he wishes that it should've last forever so he'll always be in cloud nine and he can linger the moment that everything gets in slow motion.


Then Kyungsoo goes out the kitchen to get to where the members are and they are just waiting for Kyungsoo. Kyungsoo looks at Jongin who is not returning his gaze before he sits beside him. Kyungsoo feels awkward because Jongin feels awkward.

And he curses Baekhyun because Baekhyun notices that Kyungsoo's lips is very well... kissed by someone Baekhyun knows who just came before Kyungsoo. Baekhyun nudges Kyungsoo's side and winks at him. Kyungsoo pouts and stubbornly says, "What do you want?"

Jongin hears what everything Kyungsoo says and curses because Baekhyun is a bitch. But he doesn't know he looks at Sehun only to find the other one hurting inside. Did Sehun notice? Jongin hopes he doesn't.

"Your dear is calling earlier. He really misses you and you haven't answered his calls even once!" Baekhyun sounds like he scolds Kyungsoo. Baekhyun hits Kyungsoo repeatedly which makes Kyungsoo lean on Jongin. Jongin just lets him since he cannot do anything.

"Aish, that hurts Baekhyun! And yah, he only called me once! He called me earlier but I didn't get to answer it!" Kyungsoo says which makes Jongin turn red because he knows that there is someone calling Kyungsoo earlier on the phone but he still continued to what he's feeling earlier. And hearing the word he and dear... Jongin feels weird towards that person.

Then Kyungsoo and Baekhyun straighten themselves up and Baekhyun starts the game since they have planned it before. And it's Christmas vacation so no one cares if they become wild right now. What a great teacher.

Baekhyun spins the empty bottle and it points to Tao. Tao chooses dare over the truth because he tells himself that no one should know about his life anymore, only Kyungsoo and Baekhyun are enough. Because Baekhyun is a bitchy teacher, Baekhyun dares him to answer his question, "Who is Kris?" And Tao almost curses Baekhyun, because he knows that Kris is a little sensitive topic for the four of them. But since that Kris is nowhere to be found, he just looks for someone to be teased.

"Kris is Kyungsoo's bestfriend!" Tao answers and, Baekhyun laughs because of Kyungsoo's reaction. The others only smile at Kyungsoo's reaction because they feel like Kyungsoo is disgusted with this Kris guy.

"What the hell, NO!!" Kyungsoo exclaims, and Tao and Baekhyun laugh more. Kyungsoo throws a pillow to Tao and hits Baekhyun on the arm. He wishes that Jongin doesn't know. He looks at Jongin who is plainly looking at them and Kyungsoo gives thanks to the heavens that he doesn't know.

But Tao is really a bitch towards Kris, because Kris is a bitch too, "Of course, he always follow you wherever you are!" Tao doesn't realize it but Baekhyun and Kyungsoo seem to notice that Tao is still mad at Kris. Kyungsoo knows that that conversation always ends with that.

Then Baekhyun ends the topic so nothing will be revealed more, Tao spins the bottle and it points to Suho. Tao smirks at Suho and Suho knows that it is not good. Even if Suho is very kind towards Tao, Tao is just sweet but still a bitch. Suho chooses dare and Tao dares him to kiss his boyfriend. Suho's face falls and plainly tells, "Chen is not my boyfriend."

Chen is startled at the sudden mention of his name. His head turns to the one beside him, Suho, and everyone falls silent. Baekhyun shows a face to Suho and asks him, "Tao dared you to kiss your boyfriend, but no one revealed that Chen is your boyfriend!" Baekhyun exclaims. "Obvious much?" and everyone coos and teases that Suho and Chen are going out.

Suho buries his face on his palm because he just got caught, he doesn't intend to let everyone know about it. Chen turns to Suho to insult him but suddenly, Suho is supposed to kiss Chen's cheeks but he accidentally kisses Chen's lips since Chen is looking at him. Chen blinks his eyes to nowhere when he feels Suho's lips touched him. Everyone cheers on the two and Suho can just bury his face on his palm in embarrassment.

After the cheerings and noise go dead, Suho sheepishly and silently spins the bottle and it points to Sehun. Sehun says 'truth' and then he looks at Suho to answer his question. Suho doesn't know what to ask then suddenly, one of Suho's maid asks him instead, "Do you have a boyfriend?" because she just told Suho earlier that Sehun is cute and Suho just told her earlier that she is so flirty.

Suho facepalms himself and tells Sehun that he doesn't have to answer that, but Sehun insists, "No, I don't have. But I love someone that's why I came back for him." And Sehun secretly glance at Jongin but still, Jongin, Kyungsoo, and Baekhyun feel it. The other ones who don't know about the past coos a little and silence drapes over them.

Sehun clears his throat and asks everyone if he can spin the bottle now. Everyone nods and Sehun leans to spin the bottle. Kyungsoo nibbles his upper lip praying that the bottle won't point to him and it is granted to him but the thing is, it points to Jongin.

Jongin sighs and looks at Sehun directly, "Dare." Jongin says because he doesn't want to know what the truth is. Jongin doesn't know what is going to happen but it is better than to say something you're not yet sure of.

Kyungsoo is a little lucky because his phone vibrates and he receives a text message from his dear. Kyungsoo smiles at the text message and Jongin doesn't know how he sees it. He looks at the one who sent Kyungsoo a message and reads, "Dear." He rolls his eyes at how Kyungsoo's eyes sparkle right now that he reads that Dear's message and at how he remembers clearly how those eyes sparkle the same way it did earlier after he kissed Kyungsoo.

Sehun lifts his chin up and looks at Jongin looking at Kyungsoo. He looks at Kyungsoo and he can still sense the lips that lingered on those heart-shaped lips and especially, Kyungsoo nibbled his upper lip before it pointed to Jongin. Does Kyungsoo want to be fucked up by Sehun? Sehun just feels like he must win. He gulps the nervousness in his tone and dares Jongin, "Kiss me."

Everyone falls silent and looks at Sehun with unknown eyes. Sehun still shows a determined face. Kyungsoo looks at Sehun and sees Sehun's glare at him. Jongin looks at Sehun with a confused face, he shakes his head but Sehun shakes his head too, he repeats, "I dare you Kim Jongin to kiss me on the lips." Sehun says.

Everyone looks back and forth to Jongin and Sehun and Jongin doesn't like it a bit. So for everyone to be done with those judging eyes, he walks up to Sehun and Kyungsoo suddenly pretends that there is someone who sends him a message. Kyungsoo pretends that he is typing a message. He dares not to let his hot tears fall and dares to give the phone a cold smile because he really feels fucked up inside and out now that everyone breathes out seeing Jongin's lips touch Sehun's thin ones.

Kyungsoo tells himself not to be affected, so he comments when Jongin sits back beside him, "Shoot anonymous, anonymous. That's fucking hot." He whispers and Jongin just looks at the ground in guilt. He doesn't know why he's guilty but... he knows he's hurt Kyungsoo. Kyungsoo looks at him with cold eyes and nudges him on the side, "Yah! Spin the bottle now!" Kyungsoo almost shouts in annoyance.

Jongin suddenly feels that Kyungsoo is being a bitch like he did to everyone else in school. Jongin stubbornly spins the bottle and it points to Kyungsoo. He looks at Kyungsoo with revenge but Kyungsoo says "Truth."

Kyungsoo raises an eyebrow to Jongin and Jongin does the same. Then he asks Kyungsoo a question that he can really really answer, "Tell me what would you feel when after kissing someone, he'll just get his phone and his eyes will sparkle like his fucking prince charming just sent him a message!" Jongin looks at Kyungsoo and glances at Kyungsoo's phone.

Kyungsoo knows that Jongin is referring to him."Fuck you." Because he didn't really intend to get his phone from his pocket after kissing Jongin that time, it's just that the phone vibrated and it disturbed him all the time he was kissing Jongin. Telling Jongin that it's not his faut, he says, "Now tell me, does someone really kiss two different people in a day? How can he be so heartless?" Kyungsoo emphasized the last word as he glares at Jongin.

Jongin suddenly feels insulted; he is just caught in the moment. But he thinks that he can really just reject Sehun from his dare. How can he be so careless? Careless? Shoot anonymous. Then he hits Kyungsoo suddenly and childishly, "Yah! Answer my question first!"

Then suddenly, Kyungsoo's phone rings and someone sends him a message. Jongin looks at the sender and it is fucking Dear. Kyungsoo is about to get his phone but Jongin gets the phone before Kyungsoo gets it. Kyungsoo furrows his eyes on Jongin and shouts, "Yah, give my phone back!!"

Kyungsoo throws himself to Jongin and struggles to reach for the phone. Jongin opens the message only to read, "Let's make memories together, Mama." With a fucking smiley. Jongin rolls his eyes on the message and looks at Kyungsoo. "Memories your face!"

"Yah! Why are you reading my text message?" Kyungsoo exclaims and pouts at how evil Jongin is now. "Let's make memories together you fucker. Mama Mama!!!" Jongin makes a face and repeats those statements.

Kyungsoo shouts curses and Jongin does too. Sehun looks at the two because they're supposed to be awkward right? But why is this happening? This is not Jongin. He looks at Baekhyun who is smirking at him. Baekhyun sees Sehun glance at him and smirks, That's what you get, mindless bitch. Sehun looks at Chanyeol, his friend, and Chanyeol only gives him a gesture, "That's normal." Sehun just watches the two kill each other over a phone.

"And I won't answer you because you don't ask a proper question you fucker!!" Kyungsoo now changes his curse to Jongin. Jongin can't believe at what he hears so he tells Kyungsoo. "I did ask a proper question. You just answered my question with a question, idiot!!"

Hearing that, Lay laughs at what Jongin says, because it's true. Kyungsoo answered Jongin's question with a question. Oh no... Kyungsoo didn't answer Jongin's question, maybe because he cannot answer it. so he tells Jongin because they're being too loud, "Just ask him another question which he can answer Jongin." He shouts.

Jongin is deaf enough to hear it because all he can hear is Kyungsoo's curses. Then Xiumin shouts at Kyungsoo, suggesting something, "Just turn your choice to a dare."
Kyungsoo is still reaching for his phone while being his face is being smacked by Jongin's large hands, "Give me my phone you fucker. Dare dare dare!! i dare you to give my phone back!"
Kyungsoo shouts and jongin hears it and tells Kyungsoo not to shout because he's not deaf.

Kyungsoo curses Jongin again and Jongin does the same and the fight won't end. Then Kyungsoo reaches his phone on Jongin's hands just as Jongin dares him, "I dare you to make memories with me and not with your fucking phone!"

And Jongin gives the phone back to Kyungsoo and shoves the little one away gently.
Kyungsoo suddenly feels his heart beats fast because the words of Jongin replay in his head like it's his favourite song yet he only heard it just now. "What do you mean?" Kyungsoo says as he writes a reply to his dear.

Jongin rolls his eyes because of Kyungsoo's phone. Baekhyun then answers Kyungsoo's answer, "He's asking for a date!" Baekhyun smiles at Kyungsoo as he drapes an arm on his shoulder.

Kyungsoo shyly takes a glance to Jongin and Jongin sees it. Jongin rolls his eyes and goes to Kyungsoo, "Don't bring your fucking phone. Tomorrow!! And that's dare, you cannot reject it because I didn't reject Sehun's dare earlier." Jongin seems like he's warning Kyungsoo. Sehun suddenly feels that this is all his fault. This is all his fault. How can he be so careless that Jongin has changed?!

Careless, careless
Shoot anonymous, anonymous
Mama ijen naege daedabhaejwo
Wae saramdeuri dallajyeottneunji...

| Your majesty, now answer me and tell me

Why people have changed... |

"No one said that I won't do it." Kyungsoo pouts and ends the conversation. He looks at Jongin's sexy back and rolls his eyes to hide his fluttering feeling. Jongin hears this and goes out of the room to smile secretly.

But to Jongin's knowledge, Sehun looks at everyone with sad eyes. How can Jongin be heartless that Sehun is still here when he asked Kyungsoo on a date? Sehun looks at the ground, feeling depressed. Jongin doesn't care anymore...

"Ije deoneun saranghaneun beobdo ijeotgo
Baeryeohaneun mamdo irheotgo..."

| They forgot how to love

And lost their heart to care... |

Notes


Hahahahaha... oh my god, I enjoyed writing this 4k+ word chapter, in fairness. Ahahaha, because I don't really know how to write a story which has a third party who is meddling is a bitch like Sehun in this fic... but omo... this is the first time I did this and I think I am satisfied. Tell me about your feels about Sehun. Ahaha, and to what will be going on the next chapter, gimme some ideas chingus, yah! Thank you!

And yah, I think you know who is Kyungsoo's best friend by now. it's obvious now huh... but still, tell me, maybe some of you might get it wrong. Maybe.. but I think it's impossible. :3

Thank you for reading this, sorry for the errors in this fic forever.
And please keep reading this... :3
--- silver

Comments

OMG have never been this into a fanfic, I cried, laughed, smile, sad, I felt everything in this story. Thank u so much author for writing this wonderful story.. please Update soon

Dami tyler Dami tyler
9/11/15

Omg this is such a sad chapter! Update Soon!

Omg this is so good! I knew Kyungsoo's adoptive mother was Kai's mother! Update Soon!!!

YESSSSS!!! I CANT WAIT FOR YOUR UPDATE!!! I'LL BE WAITING THOUGH!!!

wu_lii wu_lii
4/12/15

Thank you for updating, author nim :)

eunhyeshi eunhyeshi
3/17/15