OKAY I ADMIT, I AM A BAD AUTHOR, I DONT UPDATE FREQUENTLY ETC ETC BUT HEY, ATLEAST I REMEMBER RIGHT? FINALLY AN UPDATE! ^^ DON'T HATE ME :P
It's mostly because I focus more on tumblr and IG. SORRY :P
~Authour's P.O.V~
Jongin walked to the EXO dorm, only to find Sehun on his way out.
"On your way out?" Kai asked, not even trying to stop sounding bitter.
Sehun just nodded while looking down at his phone, not bothering to look up at the older hyung.
Kai, however got annoyed with Sehun's carelessness and grabbed the younger's collar, making the younger one look up at him, startled.
"What are you doing?" He said and pushed him back.
"Do you have any idea how much Roxy is suffering because of you?!" Kai raised his voice, making the younger one shrink in guilt but not for long.
"I have my reasons." Sehun said and walked away, leaving a blazing Jongin behind.
~Sehun's P.O.V~
'He has no idea what's going on with me. I feel sorry for hurting Roxanne but it's for the best. I don't want her to hurt anymore.'
"Oh Sehun?" The doctor called and i looked up to him. He mentioned me inside the office and i prepared myself for the worst.
"I'm afraid it's not good news." He said and I closed my eyes. All that came to my head was Roxanne's beautiful face. Her beautiful smile. And the terrible things I did to her.
"How long?" I whispered, my voice barely audible.
"About a month or so" He said and stood up to get coffee for him and me.
I found out a week ago that I had cancer. That was the reason why I had broken up with Roxanne. i didn't want to hurt her. They're accusing me for no reason, without knowing my side of the story. But it's okay. I'll take whatever I can. i deserve it for hurting her anyway.
The doctor came back inside with 2 cups of coffee. he handed one over to me and I took it gratefully.
"it's best if you get admitted to the hospital now. The pain you will get after a few days or so will be too much to handle. Who knows what can happen to you. It's best to quit your career now. To end too much disappointment." He just spoke while I listened, staring at the coffee at my hands.
"Okay. Can I have today for me though? I'll come back tomorrow." I pleaded and he nodded, his eyes full of sympathy.
I ran out of the hospital and ran and ran till my legs couldn't carry me anymore. It was late at night so no one was around. i dropped onto my knees and screamed. I screamed out Roxanne's name, the girl that captured my heart. I screamed out mom and dad. I wondered why it had to be me. Out of all people. Why me.
i sat there for about 10 minutes till i decided to do something i thought I would never do.
I called Jongin hyung. He didn't pick up, as I had thought.
"Hyung. I need to talk to you. it's really important. it's about Roxanne. Please come. I'll be waiting at the park." I sent him a text message and I knew because i mentioned Roxanne, he would come for sure.
I sat down on the bench, looking at a crazy person who had decided to walk their dog at this time of the night while waiting for Kai hyung in the cold.
"What is it that you want?" A voice came from behind me. I didn't even bother to turn around - I knew it was him.
"Sit down." I said and when he did, I took a deep breath.
"Hyung, you take care of Roxanne now." I said and he looked at me as if I was mad.
"Why?" He asked, finally after a long minute of silence.
"Because I'm not gonna be here for very long." I didn't meet him in the eye but looked down at my shoes and gave a small sad smile at the thought of leaving everyone behind.
"What do you mean?" He asked, all the anger from before gone.
"hyung, I'm not well. But promise me that you'll take care of her." I looked up at him. He looked lost, though he nodded a little.
"What do you mean you're not well?" He asked.
I took a deep breath and looked down at my shoes.
"I have cancer."
Silence.
Neither of us spoke.
"What do you mean you have cancer?" He said and I looked up at his face, it was filled with diselief and confusion.
"What else could i mean?" I smiled and little but it dropped as I couldn't pretend anymore. I put my hands through my hair and gave a deep long sigh. "Why me?" I muttered.
"Is this why you broke up with Roxanne?" He asked me and I just nodded and heard him give a sigh.
"You should have told me." He said softly, and I smirked a little.
"Would that hae made a difference?" i asked and he hesitated and at last, he gave a shake of his head.
"Just promise to make Roxanne happy. I'll be watching you." I held my hand out and he took it, shaking it with a heavy heart. Then suddenly he pulled me in for a hug.
"Don't leave." He whispered and my tears started to flow out of me. "I want to." I pulled away from the hug and looked at Kai's shiny eyes. it was the shine from his tears.
"Hey, if I was strong, I wouldnve never let you take her away from me." I joked and gave his arm a punch but he just stood there, looking at me.
"Okay, I won't joke about it. Though, I just called you here to congratulate you. You won her over me and now you'll win her heart." I smiled at him but he just shook his head and walked backwards to the dorm while i stayed there for some fresh air.

Notes

I'm sorry. This was a very depressing chapter.
Well I hope you don't hate Sehun as much now.
Any Kaixy shippers?
I promise that next time I will update quicker.
*flies to do coursework*
SIGH. MY LIFE.
BYEEE <3