One True Love

~Roxanne's P.O.V~
Sehun went out of the bathroom first, followed by me a few minutes later. When I reached the cafe door to go outside, the sight I saw made my heart sink and shatter into a million pieces. Yoona was kissing Sehun. and the worst part was, he wasn't moving away from her. My eyes met with Sehun's but I broke contact. I went back inside and walked upto the waitress.
"Excuse me, can I please use the back door to get out?" I pleaded but she shook her head.
"I would let you but I'm sorry, rules are rules right?"
I nodded and bowed to her and went back to my seat at the corner of the cafe and called Jaebum.
"Where are you?" I asked him.
[ Sehun said he wanted to talk to you. He told us to come back in there after 10 minutes, it's only been 5. Want me to come and get you?] He asked.
"Yes. Yes please. Quickly." I said, hoping he would catch the desperation in my voice.
After a few minutes, Jaebum and Yugyeom arrived. We went in Jaebum's car and he sped off towards god knows where. I sat at the back with Yugyeom, he was hugging me the while time and I was grateful for him. I kept crying and just when I thought things had gotten better, they got worse.
Jaebum pulled up outside the YG dorms and walked me to the couch of our crib.
He walked around the crib and found the first aid kid and cleaned my cuts and put a bandage around it. Yugyeom stood there, holding me while I cried. I never stopped crying for the next few hours and thank fully, the boys were understanding. When I had no tears left, they made me food.
"Thank you." I said, my voice was nearly gone.
they smiled and opened the TV, watching a football match and eating at the same time.
They left after a few hours, leaving me all alone in the crib. I couldn't sleep so I went to the company and danced my heart out. I didn't stop dancing even when I felt pain in my legs till I just collapsed on the floor.
The next thing i know, I woke up in a hospital. I opened my eyes to see 2NE1, Jessica, Jaebum, En and Yugyeom.
"You're awake!" They all said at once, making me laugh slightly but only for a second because I stopped because my whole body ached.
Jaebum brought me a glass of cold water and I gulped it down.
" How are you feeling?" Bom unnie asked. ( I KNOW THIS ISN'T ABOUT THE STORY AND ALL BUT CAN I JUST SAY I MISS PARK BOM AND THAT KOREAN NETIZENS ARE STUPID. Thankyou :) continuining with the fanfic..)
"Tired." I said and it was true.
She nodded her head. " The doctor said it was exhaustion. Don't over work yourself." she said.
I smiled at closed my eyes, drifting to sleep again.
The next time I woke up, there was only En in the room. He looked up from the book he'd been reading when I stirred a little, trying to reach out for the glass of water. He stopped me midway and passed it to me himself.
"Better?" He asked after I drunk the whole glass down in one go. I nodded and looked at him.
"What are you doing here?" I asked, my voice sounding dry, despite the water I had just drunk.
"Looking after you." He stuck his tongue out. He closed his book and put it on the bed side and started stretching. "The hospital is like a second home from me" He smiled.
Oh. Because he visits often. And his grandma is here.
"I'm bored." I said and he chuckled.
"Thanks for letting me know. Imagine how bored I was, waiting for you to wake up." He shook his head and now, it was my turn to stick my tongue out at him.
The door opened.
I turned my head, in sync with En's to see Kai.
What was he doing here?
"What are you doing here?" En asked, as if reading my thoughts.
"I came to visit." Kai replied simply. His eyes looked so tired, his body looked less energetic than usual. What was happening with them?
He walked next to me and gave a small smile when he saw my face.
"You look much better now." He said and sat down on the stool.
"Others wanted to come as well but they couldn't." He informed me and I just nodded, not believing it.
"How's everyone?" I asked, especially refeffing to Sehun.
"They're all good." He said and stood up.
"Well I just wanted to say hi and see how you were doing. I must go back. Our break's about to end." He said and walked towards the door.
"Jongin." I called out to him and he looked back. I mentioned him over and he came, his eyes curious. I hugged him suddenly, and his breath hitched on his throat. It took him a few seconds to hug me back and when he did, i felt safe and secure. The old feelings were coming back to me and the butterflies started to fly in my stomach again.
"I best be going first." He whispered and kissed my cheek and left in a hurry, colliding with the nurse on the way who was walking into the room. She looked around, panicking and when she saw En, she rushed over.
"Mr Yi-En Tuan?" She asked, and he briefly nodded.
"Your grandma is in the operation theatre right now." With that, En took off and I got off the bed and ran after him, despite the nurses' refusion.
When I reached the thratre, En was already there, walking back and forth, sighing, praying she would be better. Praying for a miracle.
"Why are you here?" He asked, without meeting my eye.
"I want to be there for a friend." I whispered and hugged him.
"Donj't you have enough problems already?" He mumbled.
"But, you're my priority." I stroked his hair and took deep breaths, consoling myself not to cry.
The doctors came out and we seperated. We looked at them with hopeful eyes but they missed our eye and just shook their heads and left. En's knees met with the ground and he stared into space. He didn't speak or move for a whole minute till I bent down and hugged him hard.
"Why can I remember only bad things?" He whispered. "Why am I such a bad grandson?"
"You're not." I whispered back but he ignored me and kept asking stupid questions.
After a few hours, Jaebum arrived. He sat down on the bench with head in his hands, helpless. We didn't know how to help him. We wanted him to know that we were there for him.

Notes

Sorry for not updating sooner. I have my reasons. Plus I have exams. SOON AND I'M HAVING A MENTAL BREAKDOWN >.<<br> Anyway, I'm sorry if this wasn't upto your expectations, I know for a fact that I don't like it much but still.
I'm going to write more now but it might not be enough to actually update, but we shall see! ^^
Thank you for your love <3
IT DOES GET BETTER LATER ON ^^ ( well i hope so anyway.)