One True Love

~Roxanne's P.O.V~
It's been a few days since I last met Sehun, or talked in that matter, and there isn't a second my mind doesn't wander to him. I think of him every second. I miss him every second. I ache for him. I talked to my unnies about the YG contract and they agreed to do it, which has been the other big thing in the news. It's everywhere.
"2NE1 fights back with a rookie company" And things like that. But the number one search still stays on me and Sehun breaking up. As I walk down the streets of Seoul, I've been discriminated at, sworn at, teased at, looked down upon. Who said being a celebrity meant you had all the power? Infact, it makes you even more vunerable.
One day, I was looking through the web, though I knew I shouldn't, when my phone suddenly rang.
Caller ID: Jongin
I picked it up, delighted. " Jongin!"
[Roxy!]
" I haven't spoken to you in days."
[ I know. Everything okay?]
Even though I was dating Sehun, Kai was the one I felt most comfortable around. Maybe because he was the first person I ever trusted apart from my family. I gave a deep long sigh.
"Not really."
[ I know. Sehun's been dying to talk to you. And so have I. They've taken our phones away. I secretly took it so I could check on you.]
" You did that for me?" I asked.
[ Of course. Why wouldn't I?]
" I.. I don't know. Anyway how are the guys?"
[ They're okay. Jackson and your dad miss you a lot. Everyone does. ]
" I miss them too. How's my little princess Jessica?" I asked.
He gave a low, deep laugh. [ She's okay. Looks for her mum every day. Infact I think she looks for you. Because every time she saw you, she stopped crying.]
" Oh, how I miss her."
[ And I was also wondering if you could do me a favour. I mean it's totally fine if you don't, I mean it is kind of a big thing and all-]
"Kai, tell me. I'll try my best."
[ Well, seeing that you were the only person who ever stood up to yourself from SM, I was wondering if you could adopt Jessica. Before you say anything, no. I don't want to give my child away. But I have no choice. They have told me to get rid of her. And I don't know how, okay. I just- I. I love her so much and I can't let her go. But the only thing I can do right now is give my precious little daughter to someone I trust. And that someone I trust being you. Please.]
I swore I heard sobbing from the other end. I needed to be there for him. He was there for me and now he's asking me to be there for him. " I'll be there. Don't you dare move." I hung up and raced towards their dorms. I knocked on their door and Kai came to open the door. I just hugged him. We stayed like that for a long time. When we finally broke apart, his eyes were red. I gave a small laugh. "Boys Don't Cry." I told him and he scrunched up his nose. " i'm just joking. Now let's get this adoption on the way, shall we?"
He gave a grateful smile and we moved on to the living room. " Well you took a long time. Who-" Sehun stopped mid-way in his sentence when he turned around and saw me. He instantly got up and hugged me, hard.
"Hey." I whispered.
" I missed you, Angel." He mumbled into my hair. He gave me a small peck on the cheeks and went back to his seat, pulling me along with him. He pulled me onto his lap and wrapped his arms around my waist, back hugging me, hard.
I waved at everyone and they waved back. Jackson and Bryan weren't home, they'd gone shopping.
Jessica reached out her tiny hands towards me, signalling me to pick her up. I picked her up and kissed the tip of her nose. " Hi Little Jessica." I whispered.
She mumbled something in her baby language. " I missed you too." I said, giving her a small peck on her cheeks.
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After a few hours, I left with Jessica in my arms. People started giving me weird looks but I ignored them and walked inside my car and put Jessica in and put the seat belt round her. I then got in and started driving towards the 2NE1 dorm. When I got in with Jessica, the members looked at me, questioning. " A relative?" Bom unnie asked.
I shook my head. " Mine now. I adopted her." They smiled sweetly as Jessica squealed when she saw that they had been watching cartoon. She crawled towards the TV and sat down in front of it. I went in the room me and CL shared and started setting Jessica's things down. Then my phone rang, it was Carla, our CEO.
"Hi Anderson." I said as I picked it up.
[Why do you have a baby?] She asked, her voice clearly sounding horrified.
"I adopted her. What's wrong wih that?"
[Do you know the reporters are going crazy? Do you even care what people are going to think about this?]
" I don't care about what they're going to say. I was simply.... saving a life." I said as I seaeched for the right word.
She gave a deep, long sigh. [ I'll sort this out.] She said and hung up. I smiled and continued to arrange Jessica's things around the room.
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I woke up in the sound of someone crying. It was Jessica. I picked her up from her cot and carried her, walking around the dorm looking for food to feed her. She quietened down as soon as I put the milk bottle in her mouth. Then i realized, I was an ameteur. I didn't know how to raise a baby. I panicked. I thought about helping Jongin but I didn't think. She fell asleep but jolted awake when my phone rang. It was Jongin. I picked it up. " Hi."
[Hey.]
"Everything okay? What did SM say?"
[They were quite pissed that you adopted Jessica but they can't do anything about it since she's legally yours now.] He said quietly. There was silence for a few minutes.
[How's she?] He asked, his voice breaking.
"She's fine." I whispered. " Want to see her?" I asked.
[ You know I can't do that.] He groaned. [ I'm in the middle of practice. We got a break and I called you. No-one else have got their phones back yet. They still haven't realized that I took it.]
" Wait. You're practicing in the middle of the night?"
[Yes, they control us at the moment. No-one is daring enough to break free. We're all pretty scared.]
"I wish I could comfort you." I told him and I could feel him give a barely-there smile. Then suddenly I got an idea. " Hey, we can vedio call. Jessica is awake. I think she misses you."
We agreed and did it. Kai's face lit up when he saw Jessica. He started talking to her, Jessica occasionally replying with her baby language. I finally took over. " Where areyou?" I asked.
[ Mens'.]
"Oh right. Anyway, I'll call you tomorrow. Jessica needs to sleep and I need to start going to school tomorrow." We said our good byes, I put the now sleeping Jessica in her cot and went on my bed to catch a few hours of sleep before facing the world tomorrow.
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My alarm went off and so did Jessica. I stumbled towards the alarm, slammed it quiet and walked over to Jessica, still half asleep, and picked her up. I walked to the kitchen, surprised to see all my members awake, fussing around in the kitchen, trying to make breakfast.. When they saw me, they stopped, dropped everything and stood in a line, trying to cover what was behind them. "What are you doing?" I asked, trying to look behind their backs.
"No-nothing." Minzy said.
"Go." CL unnie shooed me out of the kitchen. I looked behind at the now shut kitchen door, dumbfounded.
I put Jessica in her cot and went to the bathroom to wash up. When I came out, Jessica was gone and there was breakfast on my bed. And a note.
Roxieeee~
Eat and rest well okay? Don't worry about Jessica, we'll take care of her during the day while you're at school ^^ You're lucky to have unnies like us :P
Fighting! ^^
Below was a little stick-man drawing which was supposed to be me. I changed into my school uniform , tied my hair up in a ponytail, put on little make-up and ate my breakfast and went out of the quiet house. There were people. I mean lots of them. I dodged past them somehow and went to the bus stop, pluging my headphones in and blasting my music out.
When I reached the school gate, I saw Jaebum against the wall along with En. I went up to them and waved. They gave a small smile and literally pushed me into the school. They dragged me through the hallways to the music room. They shut the door and looked at me. "What?" I asked them, narrowing my eyes.
"Why the fu-" Jaebum started.
"Language." I warned, smiling a little. I expected this would happen.
En gave a small chuckle and took over. " Why did you adopt a baby?" He asked calmly.
"My decision." I shrugged and tried to walk past them. Jaebum grabbed my wrist and backed me up against the wall, his hands on either side of my waist. He looked at me, his gaze piercing through my soul.
"Tell me the truth." He saw the look on my face and his eyes softened a little.
"You know you can tell us anything." I saw En nodding. " We're here for you. Your life isn't exactly smooth right now is it?" He asked.
I shook my head, felling like a little girl. " I don't know what to do anymore." I broke down, and sat down on the floor against the wall.
" Sehun isn't making this easy for you either." En said. I looked up at him. "What are you talking about?"
Jaebum looked at him with a deathly glare. En shook it off. "She's gonna know sooner or later."
He looked at me and slowly took out his phone. I reached for it, my heart thumping loudly against my chest. I don't even know why I was nervous about.
I felt my heart drop when I saw the picture that was on the screen.
Sehun was with a girl.
And he was........
Kissing her.
He was with a woman that was not me. He was with someone preetier, skinnier than me. He was with someone that everyone adores. He was with Yoona.

Notes

Sorry for the very very very very very very very very late update >.<<br> I wasn't home for the past few days and haven't had the chance to update.
Anyway.... Yeah. I'm thinking of fast forwarding quite a few years to get to the bit where I want to BUT I KNOW I SHOULDN'T >.<<br> I shall try my best >.<<br> I hope you will like it and continue to enjoy my story ^^
<3
Pyong!
[OH MY GOD PARK JIMIN AND THAT WAR OF HORMONE MV *le dies* OMG AND V *dies again* AND JIN *dies* AND JONGKOOK *dies* AND J-HOPE *dies* RAP MONSTER *dies* SUGAAAAAAAA *dies*] (Yes, I realize I dies quite a few times there.)