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I Really Didn't Know

Chapter 15: The Love Song

~FIFTEEN~
THE LOVE SONG
“Are you okay?” he asked.
“Did I fell asleep?” I asked him in return. He nod. I touch my head. It’s aching so much. I can see a man in the beach and another man in the glass window, it’s like it already happened before. I just can’t remember when, where, and how. Who is he?

“If the world would make us apart, I will fight the will of destiny.” It keeps on echoing in my head.
“Is there something wrong?” he asked again.
“My head, it’s so… painful.” I replied.

KRIS’ POINT OF VIEW:
I can’t sleep. It’s so irritating. Seeing Yumae sleeping on Kai’s shoulder, why the hell it’s irritating me? Since Baekhyun is on my right side sleeping, I pick up my hand phone and plugged in the earphones on my ears. I feel so uncomfortable.
“Yumae!” I heard Kai on the left side before I click my phone to play the music.
“K-Kai?” Yumae asked with a confused and worried voice.
“Are you okay?” Kai asked, this time my eyes were moving rapidly form left to right with my brows furrowed a little. I pretended like I didn’t hear anything. I moderately shake my head upwards and downwards to pretend that I am enjoying the music in my ears but there’s none.
“Did I fell asleep?” her soft voice is my music. I can see with my eye peripheral vision that she touched her head with a painful expression.
“Is there anything wrong?” Kai asked again.
“My head, it’s so… painful.” She replied. A headache?
“Diagnosis: over fatigue, stressed, unstable brainwaves, severe headaches, left leg and left hand injury and trauma.” I suddenly remember her diagnosis that I’ve read in the clinic’s medical records.

“I’m really worried about this girl. She should seek a doctor immediately. She has major problem regarding of her health. What’s worse is that her brain waves are unstable that causes her severe headaches. She didn’t tell me but according to her X-ray, she had undergone a major accident that left her a trauma.” I remember the doctor in our school clinic. Is it because of me? She had been stressed because of me?
“Does your leg hurts?” I don’t know what’s got in me that all came out from my careless mouth! Their attention goes to me. As then, I realized why I asked her that.
“Ahh…” I uttered while blinking my eyes rapidly. Hurry up Kris, think of an excuse!
“N-No, my head hurts.” She replied.
“Oh… Okay.” I said and face Baekhyun.

YUMAE’S POINT OF VIEW:
“Good morning!” I heard the students in front of the university gate. Who are they greeting to? I walked straightly to my class today.
“Yumae!” someone shouts, I look behind.
“President Kim.” I replied, he run and stopped beside me.
“I told you, call me Suho.” He said, panting.
“Oh I forgot Mr. Kim—uh, I mean… Suho.” I bow and he gave me a piece of paper.
“I need you to go there after your class, you need to do something.” He said.
“What is this all about?” I asked.
“Read it. I’m expecting you to be there okay?” he said then immediately run away and left me. Why he’s in a hurry today? Anyway, I enter my class and I’m thankful that I’m not late.
After my class, I read the paper that Suho had given me. It says that I should go to the music recording riim. What am I going to do there?

PRESIDENT’S POINT OF VIEW:
“Welcome back!” I greet my best friend.
“Thanks, I really missed CPA” He replied.
“You should be ready for your new project.” I told him. he sat in front of me.
“When I decided to go back, I convince myself to be ready anytime.” He replied.
*tock tock tock
My best friend and I both look on the door.
“Come in.” I said and there appeared Yumae.
“Suho… why did you tell me to go here?” she asked. she’s like an innocent child.
“You need to do something.” I replied. She’s clueless, I know. Because I had been written all over her face.
“Who is she?” my ever so curious best friend who cannot even wait for just a moment.
“Hey, I told you to stay right there.” He went out of the recording room. Aish, this guy… so naughty.

YUMAE’S POINT OF VIEW;
“Aiish! You ruined my plans!” President Kim said—I mean Suho. Then what plan is he talking about?
“Since you already see each other, Yumae, he’s my childhood best firned… Kim Jong Dae.” Oh, Kim Jong Dae… I just smile at them.
“N-Nice to meet you.” I replied and bowed.
“Hi! I’ve heard you’re a new CPA student. Am I right?” the man asked me, uhh… what’s his name again?
“Yes.” I replied.
“I’m Jong Dae.” And we shake hands together.
“Since you already knew each other’s name, let’s talk about the main topic.” We entered to a small office inside the music recording room.
“Yumae.” Suho said. I look at him as I sit in the table in front of him.
“I reviewed your audition video two days ago.” He said while picking up a folder inside the table’s left drawer.
“You sang ‘Closer’ right?” I nod.
“Jong Dae is a very good singer. I want you to collaborate with him for our Annual Singing Event. Are you familiar with that?” he asked.
“Uhm, I remember my best friend told me a story about that.” I answered.
“Very well. So, I already picked up a song for the both of you.” He opened the folder.
“It’s titled by Lee Taemin.” He said. Hmm, I’m not familir with that song.
“You only have one week to study the entire song and you will be performing to our Annual Singing Event. It is a fund raising concert that will be given to the orphanage. So, let’s work together, okay?” Suho said with a wide smile.
“Yes, Suho.” I replied.
“Suho?” Jongdae repeated. I nod. He looked at Suho with furrowed brows,
“Why are you calling him Suho?” Jongdae asked me. Why? Is there something wrong?
“He said that—”
“I wanted her to call me that.” Before I can end my statement, Suho answered it for me.
“Are you… serious?” Jongdae asked him.
“Jongdae, I know what you are talking about. Past is past, get over it.” Suho said. Jongdae moves his head moderately from left to right.
“Okay Yumae, here’s the copy of the song, head to the broadcasting room if you want to hear it. This meeting is over. You may now go back to your class.” Suho said. I stand up and bowed to them.

KELLI’S POINT OF VIEW:
My cousins are finally home after three days in Jeju Island.
“Kris.” I said while he’s arranging his baggage. He looked at me.
“Spit it out.” I said.
“What?” Urgh, here he go again—pretending like nothing happened? I came closer to him.
“I told you that you should gave me a good news after your Jeju trip right?” he nods.
“So, tell me… any progress?” I’m hoping there’s some…
“I don’t think that this is a progress.” He said.
“Why?” then he told me everything.
“You… kissed her?! That fast?!” I said and he nods.
“Maybe she’s just confused.” I continued.
“Confused?” he repeated. I nod.
“Remember, she had a date with Kyungsoo. You know he’s a very straightforward man. What if she likes Kyungsoo?” I told him, well I’m not discouraging him. I’m just looking for possible results. He just look to the ground.
“Maybe she need some time Kris, you should understand her. If I was her, I will be confused too and as what you’ve said you have a feeling that Kai also likes her. You know, that kind of treatment is not just for a friendly thing. She should not make a decision in a fast way so do your very best to show her that she deserves you and not anybody else. Neither Kyungsoo or Kai.” I told him to encourage him.

JUN MYEON’S POINT OF VIEW:
“Suho?” Jongdae repeated. Yumae nods. He looked at me with furrowed brows.
“Why are you calling him Suho?” Jongdae asked her again.
“He said that—”
“I wanted her to call me that.” I answer befor Yumae ends her statement.
“Are you serious?” Jongdae asked me. Of course, I am.
“Jongdae, I know what you’re talking about. Past is past, get over it.” I replied. He just moves his head moderately form left to right.
“Okay Yumae, here’s the copy of the song, head to the broadcasting room if you want to hear it. this meeting is over. You may now go back to your class.” I said. She stands up and bowed to us. I glanced at Jongdae.
“Why did you tell her to call you Suho?” Jongdae is interrogating me after Yumae had left. This guy, he just came back and yet he’s acting like a police.
“I saved her last day in Jeju, she told me that I am her savior that’s why I told her to call me Suho instead of President Kim.” I said. He just smirks.
“Is that it?” he asked teasingly.
“And what are you expecting?” I replied. He just smile and move his shoulders upwards.
“Jongdae, forget the past.” I continued.
“You know what, three years ago, she’s the only girl who called you Suuho and aside from her you don’t let anyone to call you that—only her.” He said.
“Of course, because she was my girlfriend that time.”
“Did you finally moved on?”
“Of course, I did.”
“Then why did you tell Yumae to call you that?”
“Because I had finally moved on.”
“Oh really?” I nod.
“So, would you mind if I will call you Suho too?” he teasingly asked. he never changed even for a bit.
“Silly.” I replied and we both laugh.

YUMAE’S POINT OF VIEW:
“From the first day I saw you, the world had stopped. Looking at you, my heartbeat stops.” I read the lyrics of the song. I smiled. The first day?
“Oh, Yumae.” Someone speaks behind me.
“What are you doing here?” he asked.
“Uhm, I’m reviewing a song, Baekhyun.” I replied. He put his arms on the table while he’s behind my—my chair. His face is getting closer towards my left cheek. he’s looking on the paper that I am reading.
“Yes, should I master up some courage one more time? Should I tell you how I feel? You don’t even know my heart and you just smile brightly.”Jongdae sing.
“Okay, cut.” Suho said. We are currently rehearsing for the event tomorrow. I’m so nervous.
“Water?” I look up. He’s giving me a bottle of water while wearing a bright smile on his face.
“Oh, thanks Kyungsoo.” I replied.
“You really worked hard. I’m sure you’ll going to take home the beacon.” He said and I smiled.
“Thank you.” I replied. Just then, he passed by in front me—Kris, without even taking a glance on me while walking straightly on his way.
“Yumae?” I forgot Kyungsoo who is talking to me.
“Huh? Uh.. What? Oh, sorry.” I replied. I drink water.
“Nothing.” He said and he stands up.
“Goodluck. I have to go now.” He said. I waved at him and he left with a smile.

“Are you ready?” Suho asked me. I nod.
“We can do it! Jongdae said then he pats my right shoulder. I look at him. He’s very confident. His head is help up high and wearing an excitement on his face.

KRIS’ POINT OF VIEW:
Everyone cheers as President Kim announced the next participant—Kim Jongdae and Son Yumae. I smiled. I am very proud of her, if she only knew… the song started.
~
Yumae: I couldn’t bear to say that I like you. Jest being by your side like this was good enough.

Jongdae: Yes, should I master up some courage one more time? Should I tell you how I feel? You don’t even know my heart and you just smile brightly

Both: I’m telling you that I want you. I’m telling you that I’m calling you. Hold my hand, hold my hand. I’m afraid that I’ll lose you. (That moment when I finally get the chance to be with you. I accidentally lost you.)

Yumae: I’m telling you that I want you. I’m telling you that I love you. Are you listening to my heart for you?

Jongdae: it hurts just to look at you, like this. (I’m wondering if that song is for me, Yumae. Because the song’s lyrics are the exact things I wanted to tell you but are you going to listen to me?)

Yumae: Shyly, I hide my flattering heart and I met you again today. I worry that my heart will be noticed so I turn around. (She looked at me. Why are you hurting me… like this?)

Jongdae: I still need you, I still need you. Nothing can replace you.

Yumae: ‘Cause I love you, wait for me. I will tell you whar my heart speaks. (I hope. I am willing to wait to know what your heart is speaking.)

Jongdae: it hurts to look at you, just like this.
~

The song ended and the crowd applause.I clapped for them. The song strikes my heart like bowling pins. Everything about the song talks about myself and foolish feelings.
“YUMAE!” the crowd shouts, I see Kai hurriedly climbed on the stage and lift up Yumae. My eyes widened. What happened? Jongdae helped Kai, everyone murmurs. She collapsed? Again?
“Yumae!” I shout then the stage lights turned off. Where is she? Where the hell is she?
“Yumae?!” I shout. All I can hear are people murmuring. What happened?!
~

Notes

Hi Guys!!!! Sorry for a very late update.. hmm. I've been so busy so that's why....
Kris is no longer a member of EXO?! What .. TT__TT ?! %^&$#@!
So I will try my best to finish this hmm, thank you for reading this guys. :))
Please give me some votes? hahaha, thank you in advance :))

Comments

@Demilune 87

omg FINALLY! I have this on bookmarks and checked it the other day and almost died with your comment! I'm anticipation so much

@Demilune 87

GUYS? HELLO THERE?
Sorry I've been gone for like... 7 months?
hmmm . I'm back now and gonna update this SOON.

ANTICIPATE okay?
I Love You Guys.
Thank you for keeping me going! Haha^^

Demilune 87 Demilune 87
9/18/15

Omg i'm so happy that you updated! I've been waiting forever for this

@Demilune 87
your welcome :)

Mirza Sehun Mirza Sehun
2/13/15

@luhannie
WOW! Thank you :) I hope you'll LOVE it someday haha :) Take care ^~^

Demilune 87 Demilune 87
2/10/15