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I Really Didn't Know

Chapter 14: Butterflies

~FOURTEEN~
BUTTERFLIES
“Guys, what do he have there?” Baekhyun said. The two figures look on our direction.
“YUMAE?!” all three of us exclaimed.
“KRIS?!” Kai and Baekhyun said. Kris is trapping Yumae with his arms.
“What are you doing there?!” all three of us said. Kris remove his arms that’s trapping Yumae.
“We aren’t doing anything.” Kris answered. We still can’t believe it. Yumae looks so frightened. Maybe Kris said something that bothers her.
“Let’s go.” Kris said and he grabbed Yumae’s right hand and attempted to drag her but…
“Yumae!” Kai grabbed Yumae’s left hand to stop them.
“Let her go.” Jris said with a deep voice. Yumae is looking at Kai.
“No. You let her go.” Kai exclaimed. Yumae is now trapped with these two beasts.
“Kris, what do you think you’re doing?” Baekhyun said but Kris didn’t response, he is looking straightly at Kai.
“I…” Yumae said, she caught all of our attention. We are looking at her, waiting for her next words.
“I’m sorry… Kai.” She said then she looked to the ground.
“Just, just one night. I’m sorry.” She said then slowly pulled out her own hands away from Kai. She walks, turning her back against us then Kris immediately followed her. Kai, my best friend is left there frozen as he looks at them walking away together, fading together in the dark. Right now, I can see Kai’s teary eyes. I last saw him like this when his dog died when we’re in high school.
“Kris!” Baekhyun exclaimed, attempting to follow them but I stopped him.
“Let them.” I told him. I can feel that Kris and Yumae have a private conversation about this. If I’m not mistaken, Kai, my best friend is in love with Yumae and if I that’s true, I should stop myself for falling in love with her. If Kai loves her, then I should stop loving her. Aside from my sister, Kai is the only family that I have. Although we do not have the same blood in our veins, I treated him as my younger brother as well as my best friend. So, if he loves Yumae, I should not love her. But, how could I do it if I already fell?
“Kai…” I said, he’s not responding.
“Kai.” I attempted to approach him but he run to the western part of the beach. I guess he needs time to be alone tonight.

YUMAE’S POINT OF VIEW:
“Let’s go.” Kris said and he grabbed my right hand.
“Yumae!” Kris attempted to drag me but Kai stopped him by grabbing my left hand.
“Let her go.” Kris said with his husky, deep voice. I am looking at Kai.
“No. You let her go.” Kai exclaimed. What should I do? I am now trapped with these two.
“Kris, what do you think you’re doing?” Baekhyun said but he didn’t response, he is deeply looking at Kai. What should I do? Kris already told me to stay with him—just for this night.
“I…” I said, catching all of their attention, now these four boys on the scene is paying their attention only to me.
“I’m sorry… Kai.” I said in a very low tone and since it’s so quiet, they had heard me for sure.
“Just, just one night… I’m sorry.” I continued. I hate to do this to Kai but I have no choice. I can feel that Kris needs me more this time. I’m very sorry Kai. Please understand and don’t think anything wrong. Though it’s hard for me to do this but I slowly pulled my hands away from Kai, I walked and turn my back against all of them. I’m sorry, I need to do this, just give me this night for him—for Kris…

PRESIDENT’S POINT OF VIEW:
“Hello?” I said, pretending I didn’t know who’s on the other line.
“I’m going home today!” a voice from the other line said.
“I know, the school needs you now. You need to do something.” I replied.
“Really? Okay. I’ll do it better.”
“That’s good. Call me later, I’ve got to do something.” I said. I forgot my wrist watch in the shower room. It’s our last day here in Jeju Island trip. I’m done from swimming in the beach. Why on earth I forgot my expensive wrist watch? I better go back before someone gets it.

KRIS’ POINT OF VIEW:
“I thought you’re not coming with me, I’m expecting that you’ll choose Kai instead of me.” I said she’s not answering.
“Will you please tell me why did you come with me?” I asked her again.
“It’s because I already made a promise and I don’t want to break it. Why don’t you want my decision?” she answered. Hell, of course I’m happy that you chose me!
“Is that it?” I asked. She nod.
“What if I didn’t ask you for this and you didn’t promise me, will you still choose me when Kai did that to you?” she nods.
“Why?” it takes seconds before she responds.
“Because…” Because what?
“Nothing.” She said. HUH?!
“Nothing?! What nothing?” she’s not answering. I come closer to her.
“If you’ll not going to tell me, I’ll kiss you!” I said and she looks surprised.
“Uh… because, I think… you need a… friend?” she replied.
“Huh? Is that an answer or a question?” I asked.
“You can be the judge.” She said.
“Why don’t you just tell me?” she’s not answering.
“I… I already told you…”
“Look at you, you can’t even look straightly into my eyes.” I hold her hand. Why?
“I don’t need a friend.” I said.
“Then why did you ask me for this?” she asked. This girl, can’t she see it? It’s already been written all over my face!
“Can’t you see? I don’t want to be friends with you. I don’t want you to be just my friend. Because I like you and I want you to like me too. Do you like me?” I mentally punched myself. Kris, what have you done? This is not the right time for this. Why did you spit everything out? With that words, she finally looks in my eyes straightly, soulfully like she wants to say something that only her eyes can say.
“I… I’m sorry.” I said.
“I didn’t mean to—”
“It’s fine.” She said then the next thing that happened is not on the plan. I unknowingly move my arms to trace her cheeks and kiss her. I know she’s unprepared and shocked at the same time. I feel her soft hands in my arm, gripping my sleeves. I can’t resist this feeling. I can feel the electricity flows through my body, she’s not moving, not responding, I can feel her hands though she let go from gripping my sleeves. I broke off from the kiss, looking at her.
“Why did you do that?” she asked in a very low tone.
“Because… I… like you.” I replied then tears fall from her eyes. Did I… hurt her?
“W-Why are you crying?” I asked. She stands up.
“I…I think I should go.” She said. She heads to the door. I didn’t stop her because I know that it’s my entire fault.
“I’m sorry… Yumae.” I said and she shut the door behind her.
*end of flashback.

I am at the sand bar, looking to the others while they are having fun under the sun. others were playing volleyball, others are surfing, and swimming. I can see Yumae right where I am sitting, she’s having fun with Baekhyun, Chanyeol, and Kyungsoo. Where’s Kai? Did they already talk? I think I should settle these things out. Just then, Kai passed by right in my eyes. I followed him.
“Kai, can we talk?” I approach him. he’s not responding.
“About last night, don’t blame Yumae because it’s my entire fault. I asked her to stay with me for the night.” I explained. He looked at me with an angry expression.
“She did?” he asked—lifeless.
“No.” I replied.
“Is that all?” he asked. I nod.
“Okay.” he answered then left me there. He’s really mad at me.

YUMAE’S POINT OF VIEW:
“Can’t you see? I don’t want to be friends with you. I don’t want you to be just my friend because I like you and I want you to like me too. Do you like me?” Kris said. I’ve been frozen to death. I clearly heard every single word he had said. I look at him. You know what Kris, I’ve been asking myself about that question, but I don’t even know. I can’t answer it myself. I really don’t know. What should I answer? I really wanted to say this to him, but all I can do is to look at him. This time, I look straightly into his eyes—trying to send my message through it, like telepathy.
“I… I’m sorry.” He said.
“I didn’t mean to…”
“It’s fine.” I said. I guess it will be fine this time—to be just like this. I know that one day I will be able to answer all those questions. Maybe all I need is time. The next thing happened so fast, he trace my cheeks and gently kiss me. I am unprepared, I can’t push him away from me, and I’ve been incapacitated. All I did was to hold his arm sleeves and grip it, these emotions are very unfamiliar. I’ve never feel it before. I can feel the butterflies in my tummy moves like they wanted to went out of my body. After seconds of staying like that, he slowly broke off from the kiss—deeply looking at me.
“Why did you that?” I don’t know why but that’s the words came out from my mouth.
“Because… I… like you.” He said without any hesitations. I can’t explain this feeling. Tears unexpectedly fall down from my eyes. Where are these coming from?
“W-Why are you crying?” he asked. I think I can’t do this anymore. I can’t handle it. The longer I am with him, the more it gets harder to breathe. So I stand up.
“I think I should go.” I hurriedly head to the door.
“I’m sorry, Yumae.” I heard him from behind me. I didn’t response and shut the door behind me.
*end of flashback.

It’s our last day in Jeju Island. I am trying my best to enjoy these last hours. Being with Bakehyun, Chanyeol, and Kyungsoo at the beach is really entertaining. Just then I see Kai and Kris at the sand bar. It only took seconds and Kai left Kris. I go to the shower room to take a shower and to change clothes.
“Because I like you.” Do I like you? Aiish, it is really confusing.
After I took a shower, huh? Where’s my towel? I just put it above the door’s rack. My clothes, they’re also missing!
“Whoever who’s making pranks on me, this is not funny! Bring me my clothes back!” I yelled but only my own echo responds to me. Luckily, they didn’t take everything. I am still wearing my bathing suit, that’s the only thing I have and the bad thing is it’s two piece. I waited a few more minutes for someone to go inside the shower room to get help but no one is coming inside.
“Someone help me?” I yelled. I am still inside the cubicle and I don’t want to go out. I don’t have the guts to go out with a two piece!
“Is anybody there? Please help me!” Please! Respond!
“Help me! Help me! Please?” I yelled.
“Somebody?” but there’s no one. I have no choice but to get out of this cubicle and run to the hotel with a very embarrassing suit, it’s too far away from here! I don’t have any choice, so I go out of the cubicle and…
“Yumae?”
“President Kim!” I said. This is embarrassing. President Kim is inside the girls’ shower room?!
“I heard you form outside, calling for help.” He said.
“Y-Yeah, someone stole my towel and my clothes. These are the only thing I have.” I am pertaining to my awful suit.
“Oh… I understand.” President Jun Myeon look to the ground.
“Uh… wear this first.” He said, as he took off his black shirt with a ‘CPA PRESIDENT’ print.
“I’ll be right back.” He continued. He only wear a torso as he went out of the shower room.
“Uhmm, President!” I tried to call him but he’s gone. I look in the shirt and wear it. I have no choice. I better wear it than to wear nothing than this awful suit. Right now, I can sense that my prankster is just around, playing around with me. Why would someone do this such thing?
“Here.” President Kim finally went back, he gave me a whit shorts with pink floral design. He was about to go out but I called him.
“President Kim!” he stopped, looks back to me.
“Thank you for this, and… for being my savior.” I said and he smile.
“Since I am your savior, call me Suho.” He said, my brows furrow.
“Suho? It means guardian right?” I said then he nod.
“Since I am the school President, I am willing to be a guardian or savior, so call me Suho.” I nod.
“Okay… Suho.” He smiles warmly. He left me in the shower room. I get dressed up with the shorts that he had given me. I take one last look in the mirror and make my way out of the shower room. I walk as everyone looks at me while murmuring. I know, it’s all about the shirt but please, do not judge me without knowing my story and reasons.

KAI’S POINT OF VIEW:
We are now going back CPA. Our Jeju trip was finally over and I enter the plane. I sit to the left side of the chair, minutes later, Yumae entered the plane. Huh? She’s wearing President Kim’s shirt? Kris is in the other side with an empty seat on his right. I know that she’ll going to seat beside Kris. I look at the window, pretending that I don’t know she’s there until I felt something in my right side.
“Yumae?” Is this for real? She sits… beside me? She just smile as her response. I see Kris look on us, we caught his attention. A little later, Baekhyun sits beside Kris on his right side. So the position is Me-Yumae-the aisle-Kris then Baekhyun. Yumae, why did you do it to me? Why did you choose Kris instead of me? But now, you’re in my side. As I look at her secretly, I can’t read what’s in her mind. I can’t guess her thoughts. She’s really unpredictable. I am willing to anticipate for the right moment, I know it will come soon.
She must look very tired. She even fell asleep. I know she’s not comfortable so I hold her right cheek and lean her gently on my right shoulder in order not to wake her up. I know that Kris noticed my move. My eye peripheral vision saw his reaction—his ice-like cold glare. I wonder what happened between him and Yumae last night.


YUMAE’S POINT OF VIEW:
I see a man staring on the glass window. His hands were in the window glass while he’s deeply staring to the falling rain drops. I come near him but when he noticed me, he hugs me. He hugged me ever so tightly.
“If the world would make us apart, I will follow you wherever you go. I will fight the will of destiny.”

“Yumae?” I am shocked.
“K-Kai?” I said, stuttering
“Are you okay?” he asked.
“Did I fell asleep?” I asked him in return. He nod. I touch my head. It’s aching so much. I can see a man in the beach and another man in the glass window, it’s like it already happened before. I just can’t remember when, where, and how. Who is he?

“If the world would make us apart, I will fight the will of destiny.”
~

Notes

GUYS! Here's the new chapter... Uhm, does the story is so confusing? Haha, anyways I think I can continue this because... the issues are gone. Haha, and guys please show more support okay? Haha, am I greedy? Well, I'm trying my best to give you the best story so please read and recommend this! Hahaha... sorry for being greedy guys. Let's live happily~~

I'll try my best to post two or maybe three chapters soon :)
FIGHTING~

Comments

@Demilune 87

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@Demilune 87

GUYS? HELLO THERE?
Sorry I've been gone for like... 7 months?
hmmm . I'm back now and gonna update this SOON.

ANTICIPATE okay?
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9/18/15

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2/13/15

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