~Love in SM Entertainment~

~Jenny's P.O.V~

The sunlight soon blinded me as I laid there on my bed dreaming about my past with my whole family.

I squint my eyes open, soon then I opened my eyes fully. Forcing myself up and out of bed.

"Another day of school." I pouted while dragging myself to the bathroom.

***

I quickly ran downstairs, hoping I could get to school earlier then those damn queenkas. I just dashed out the door without even saying goodbye to appa. Because right now, all I care about if getting to school earlier the those sluts.


***At School***


School went by alright, since the head of the queenka's Krystal wasn't here. Because she was sick.

*Muhahaha, I hope you die Krystal. Die, I tell you!!!~*

I smirked looking down at my lyrics. Yes, I was in singing class. Which I really hated. B-Because of that memory. It hurts. Whenever I sing, it hurts. Forever, I will never sing. And I mean NEVER, N.E.V.E.R.

"Ms. Quach?" I shot my head up once I heard my name (I mean my last name) being called.

"N-Ne." I softly spoke.

"Please pay attention in class." Mrs. Kang responded in a serious tone. I quickly nodded my head. Mrs. Kang was the only teacher, and I mean only teacher that has ever heard me sing. How?

Well it started when....

I quickly ran into the singing room, crying my eyes out. I was in total embarrassment. I really liked this guy, and Krystal somehow knew.

*Ugh, I hate her!!! Just making that guy who I liked reject me when I didn't even confess. And then making out with him. You've got to be kidding me!!! I hate you! I hate you! I hate you! Damn Jung Krystal!!!!!!!!!!!!*

Usually the only way to help me calm down was singing. Because omma used to sing to me.I closed my eyes as I took small deep breathes.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p6x9bfxzkW8

(A/N: That's the song she sang to help her calm down.)

After I finished, I opened my eyes slowly. However then jumped when I heard clapping being heard behind me.

"M-Mrs. Kang?" I said shocked. However she just smiled brightly towards me.

That's how she knows I have a really angelic voice. Or whatever she said my voice sounded like.

Class ended and like always. I was the last to leave. However when I was still packing a piece of paper just shot right in front of my face. Making me jump back scared.

"M-Mrs. Kang. It's just you." I let out a soft sigh of relief. Earning a small chuckle from the latter.

"Sweetie. I think it's time." She said with a bright smile. While I stared at her totally confused. "Time to spread your wings. To show off your beautiful voice." She squealed while showing me the paper again.

"Ah audition for SM Entertainment." I quietly said while staring at it.

"Tch, like she would even make it." A girl spat before leaving. I just bit my lower lip.

"Don't listen to her. You have a better voice than all these girls." She smiled brightly towards me.

"I-I don't know saseng-nim. I don't want to leave my appa alone." I whispered thinking if I ever did take the audition, what would happen to appa. He would be left alone. "I'm not going to do it." I said confidently. Earning a frown from the teacher.

"Waeyo? You should. A chance to show it off. Beat the other kids. Prove them wrong." The teacher kept telling me things to help make me feel more courage. But nope.

"Choesonghamnidal, I can't." I let out a sigh and leave the classroom.

***

Once I got home, that audition was still in my head. Why? I don't know. I have a feeling that I should do it. I always did dreamt of becoming a singer. But then I always hated being away from my family.

"Sweetie?" I knocked out of my thoughts once appa's voice came into my ears.

"Ne!~" I shouted while still sitting on my bed.

"Can you come down for a bit?" I furrowed my eyebrows.

"Um... A-Araseyo!" I shouted before jumping out of bed. "I wonder what appa wants." I just shrug and walk downstairs to hear a female voice. I froze.

*That voice! It can't be!*

I started taking small steps downstairs, hearing the two different voices having a conversation. Once I reached the bottom, my eyes widen. Like it was going to pop out.

"M-Mrs. Kang!?" I said in surprised. Earning a bright smile from the latter.

"Sweetie come here." Appa motioned me to come sit with them. Which I did, but just slowly. I took my time while my eyes was still set at my teacher.

*What the hell is she doing here!?*

Once I finally sat down, appa cleared his throat snapping me out of my guessing thoughts.

"Jenny, honey. Mrs. Kang told me about...you know. The auditions." He spoke softly.

"S-She did." I stuttered.

"Mm. And I think it's a great opportunity. You should do it." He then showed a small smile. However I knew that he was hurt saying that.

"S-So you want me to leave you behind and take the audition?" I said hurt. Tears felt like they were threatening to fall. However I force them back.

"No, honey. Never. I'm not telling you to leave me. I'm telling you to follow your dreams. I remember when omma was still here. You guys would always make your own karaoke here in the living room. Remember? You even had a beautiful voice when you were so young. And if your not taking this opportunity because of me. Then I would feel bad. I'm holding my own daughter back from her dream. Like what omma always says, follow your dreams."

My heart ached remembering those happy moments when omma was still alive. And it hurts even more when appa blames himself for me not taking the audition. I-It hurt badly.

"N-No appa. It's not because of you." I hanged my head ashamed. Soon I felt appa pulling me into his embrace.

"Then why don't you want to go?" He whispered into my ears. I gulped. "Is it because your scared?" He asked again. I shake my head. I moved out of his embrace so I could look at his face.

"I-It's because I don't like being far from you. Omma's already far. Too far perhaps. But you. No, I-I don't want that." Small tears were now visible.

"Sweetie." Appa cupped my face and wiped away my tears that flowed down my face. He then pecked my forehead. "I don't want to stand in your way of your dreams. If you feel too pressured you can always come back. And we can always keep in touch you know? That's why they have cell phones." We both chuckled. I nodded my head.

"B-But I feel as if your too far. Y-You'll leave me." I looked straight into his eyes. He chuckled and shook his head.

"I will never leave my little girl alone. All alone by herself. I will always be there supporting you step by step. Just like I helped you take your first baby steps. I'll always be there by your side. Even though I'm not really there. I'm there. Right inside your heart." He then pointed towards my head. I smiled and nodded my head.

"So, taking the audition sweetie?" I totally forgot about Mrs. Kang. I looked over my appa's shoulders and slowly nodded my head. "Great! I'll get everything ready." She brightly smile. "All you need to do is find a song to sing, araseyo?" She still kept a warm bright smile on.

I smiled back and nodded my head.

"Mm. I will." I responded while hugging appa again. I'm really leaving him. Omma already left him, now me. "Appa, you sure you can live without me. I mean omma left, now I'm going to have to go also." I softly spoke looking up at appa. He just smiled down at me.

"I'll be alright honey. Just do your best." He smiled brightly. "So you'll be dropping my daughter off?" Appa then asked Mrs. Kang. Who nodded her head happily.

"I'll promise to do my best appa." I mumbled while hugging him tightly.


***One Week Past - D-Day!***


I grabbed the CD which had the instrumental of my song that I will be singing at the audition day. Mrs. Kang informed me that I could wear whatever, but it had to be decent. So I did. This was what I wore. Simple.

"Bye appa." I said as I hugged him once again, tightly.

"Alright sweetie. Not too tight." Appa joked. I chuckled and let go. "Hwaiting!" He put a fist in the air. Which I did the same.

"Hwaiting!" I also shouted.

"Good luck princess." Appa kissed my forehead before I walked to school.

*Hwaiting! Jenny Quach!!! You can do it!!!*

I yelled at myself in my head for encouragement.

***

Everyone kept staring at me like some weirdo, to be wearing normal clothes instead of our normal uniform.

"What is she wearing?"
"Can she even wear that?"
"Watch that little bitch will get in trouble."
"I kinda like her outfit."
"Ugh, total dumb ass girl trying to show off acting like she's a bad girl."
"Ugh, slut."

I was really confused with what they were saying. I'm totally covered your damn sluts. Covered, my whole body is! However once I spotted Mrs. Kang, I quickly walked over to her.

"Oh, you look decent and beautiful." She commented once she spotted me too.

"A-Are we leaving yet?" I whispered to her. She smiled and nodded.

"Mianhae, I was talking to my husband." She giggled before walking ahead of me. Mrs. Kang husband is Mr. Kang. Our dance teacher.


***At SM Entertainment***


"You ready?" Mrs. Kang asked with a smile. I smiled back and nodded my head.

"Mm." I hummed before getting out of her car and entering the huge building before me.

"Annyeonghaseyo, Are you here for the audition?" A lady at the door asked. I quickly nodded.

"N-Ne." I stuttered.

*Seriously, I just had to stutter!*

She chuckled before she nodded.

"You need to go to the front desk and sign the papers." She stated politely. I nodded with a smile before leaving.

***

Well, I got my tag or number or whatever you call it. And I just sat at one of the chairs, waiting for my number to be announced.

"Annyeong." I heard a girl say beside me. Which I turned and pointed to myself.

"W-Were you talking to me?" I asked confused. Like there so many people and that one girl can talk to someone else except me. She chuckled before she nodded.

"Of course I am. I'm Sooyoun, Jung Sooyoun. But you can call me Jessica." She took out her hand waiting for me to shake it. Which I hesitated at first but then shook her hand.

"Nice to meet you. I'm Jennifer Quach, but like to be called Jenny." I answered with a small smile. She smiled brighter, which I was confused why she was so happy.

"So, auditioning?" She asked once she looked around. I nodded my head.

"Yup, going to try my best and try to get auditioned." I mumbled a bit. Jessica chuckled and looked at me again.

"Don't feel nervous. I pretty sure you'll do great." She smiled brightly towards me which I did the same.

***

Jessica just became my friend, which was really weird. Meeting, talking, and bam! We're friend already. I mean like she's really awesome and funny. My first friend, never had a friend in a while.

"Awe, look at the time. I have to leave." Jessica pouted. "Hope to see you later Jenny!" She beamed before leaving.

"Annyeong!~" I shouted after her which she lifted up her hand and waved.

***

"Contestant number 105!" A lady came out of a room and shouted my number. I quickly shot up and raised my hand. "Follow me." She smiled towards me before turning around and leaving.

I quickly followed her into a practice room. I just stood there in the middle of a long desk with people behind. I mean like there the judges, but other people. Then I saw Jessica waving at me like a little kid. I chuckled and looked away, right at the judges.

"Well, you can get started." One of the judges spoke. I quickly nodded my head and gave them a CD. I took small deep breathes and closed my eyes for a while.

*You could do this Jenny! You could do it!!!*

I then opened my eyes right at the time the music started playing.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NbBdiEU0LWU

(A/N: Jenny's audition song!!!)

I ended the song beautifully, no wrongs or anything. I sang it beautifully. I then plastered a smile on my face as I still looked over at the judges. They then all smiled after gathering together.

"You may go back and sit. We'll soon come out to tell you if you got in or not." A judge said with a small smile. I nodded and walked out.

"Kya!!! You did awesome Jenny!!!" Jessica came out of no where and jumped on me.

"G-Gomapdah." I chuckled as I hugged her back.

"Hey, you were really great. Lovely voice." I looked over Jessica voice to see three other girls smiling at me.

"Oh, you guys this is Jenny. Jenny this is Yuri, Sooyoung, and Hyoyeon." Jessica explaning the three girls pointing at them. I nodded my head memorizing them.

"I'm jealous of your voice." Hyoyeon pouted. I just chuckled.

"Gomawo." I smiled

***

It took freaking almost a damn year, just kidding it took almost 5 hours to get finished with the audition.

"Alright, so we'll be calling the people who has gotten in!" One of the judges came out. I quickly shot up and looked at her. Jessica was by my side the whole time. For some reason, I got really comfortable with her.

She kept announcing names, until my heart almost stopped.

*The last person.*

I bit my lips nervously, while holding Jessica's hand.

"And the last person will be... " She looked up and her eyes were right on me, or I think. A eye smile came from her.

"Jennifer Quach." She announced. My eyes widen.

*I-I got in!!!*

"Y-You got in!!" Jessica squealed.

"I got in!!!" I squealed with Jessica. We both hugged and jumped around in circle. Until someone tapped my shoulder. I stopped jumping and hugging Jessica. I turned a bit to find a group of guys, and man they were damn cute and sexy, I mean handsome as heck.

"Welcome to SM family." He smiled a angelic smile. I smiled back.

"Gamsahabnida." I answered.

"Welcome to the SM family!!!" Some boy beamed behind the first boy. I giggled and smiled brightly towards them.

"Gamsahabnida." I chuckled.

"Ey~ Hope we can become friends." The first one spoke.

"I hope so too." I kept smiling until I spotted a boy looking straight at me. Which I looked back but he turned away and blushed.

*He looks cute when he blushes.*

I giggled.

"Thanks everyone." I bowed to them, "Please take care of me in the future." I beamed happily.

"Of course we will!!!" Jessica jumped on me again. I just laughed.

"Seems like your too attached too me." I joked, earning a playfully glare.

"Ey~ You know you love me." We both laughed.

"Hey! Jenny!!! You need to come and sign papers!!!" Someone shouted behind us. I turned around and nodded.

"Araseyo!!!" I shouted back before walking towards them linking arms with Jessica and laughing.

***

"Yeah appa, I can't believe I got in." I beamed happily over the phone.

"I'm so proud of you. Can't wait for my little princess to become an idol." He smiled on the other side of the phone.

"Appa, your going to be my fan right?" I asked just for fun.

"Of course I am!!! I'm your number one fan already!!!" I laughed from his response. "Honey, I need to go get some work done. So rest alright. Saranghae." I smiled.

"Araseyo appa, nado saranghae. Goodnight!!!" I ended the call and laid down on my new bed. Yup, already sleeping in the dorms.

*Omma, I made it! I really wish you were here right now to tell me your thoughts on becoming a idol. Goodnight omma.*

Notes

Well that was chapter two!!!!!! Hoped you guys liked it!!!!!! Please subscribe and comment and VOTE!!!

(A/N: I was also dying over Kris's voice. I'm in love with this song!)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Egirz-KTPdM