~Love in SM Entertainment~

~Jenny's P.O.V~

I sat on my bed the whole day staring down at the medicine that Taeyeon gave me. Yes, I stayed here in bed thinking whether if I should have went or not.

I heaved a sigh when I knew that I'm seriously wasting time right now doing nothing. I could have been taking care of Taemin right now but I was too nervous to actually go.

"Hey, why are you still here? Thought you were taking care of Taemin already." Jessica asked as she walked into the room. I blew another raspberry while shaking my head.

"I-I didn't go." I softly mumbled.

"Waeyo?" Jessica plopped herself in front of me on the bed.

"I-I'm t-too nervous. L-Like what would happen if I really do go?" I nervously asked while chewing on my lower lip.

"Maybe you two might become something." Jessica replies in a teasing voice while wiggling her eyebrows.

"A-Ani!" I protested even though I really hope something did happen between us. "T-That won't happen. H-He doesn't even like me." I stuttered earning a scoff from the latter.

"Doesn't like you!? He's freaking in love with you Jenny. The way Taemin looks at you is the way a guy who is madly in love with a girl looks." Jessica retorts. I just snort while rolling my eyes.

"No he doesn't weirdo." I protested.

"Yes he does! I bet if you went to take of him now he wouldn't even let you come back here!" Jessica raised her voice. I just blinked at her confused.

"Wae? It's not like he going to freaking ask me out or something." I scoff.

"Wanna bet?" Jessica then smirks. I gulped knowing that her smirking is always a bad thing. "Let's go visit him." Jessica then stands up and walks to the door opening it wide. I just sat there on the bed no moving a inch which made Jessica get annoyed.

"Fine, let's do it the hard way. And I swear you will see how much he really likes you Jenny." Jessica retorts while dragging me out of the room and towards Shinee's room.

"J-Jessica, I-I think I-I forgot something." I nervously stuttered as the door came in view. I was trying my best to get out of this crazy lady's hold but was failed terribly. Damn this chick was freaking strong.

So here we were, standing right in front of Shinee's door.

"J-Jessica..." I stuttered nervously.

"Stop stuttering and prepare yourself." She winked at me. I just lightly scoff. Jessica was about to knock on the door however it swung open revealing the one and only Sohyun.

"Can I help you?" Sohyun asked annoyed.

"We're here to visit Taemin." Jessica sarcastically smiled even though she was killing Sohyun with her eyes in a second.

"Mian, but Taemin sick. He doesn't want visitors." Sohyun rolled her eyes. Right when Jessica was going to protest a voice broke into the conversation. All of our heads turned towards a zombie looking Taemin.

"You're right, so leave I don't want visitors." Taemin was directly talking to Sohyun.

"B-But oppa, I'm taking care of you." Sohyun pouted while Jessica pretended to gag which made me lightly chuckle.

"Leave and don't call me that. It's disgusting." Taemin snapped. Sohyun huffed, she then stomped out of his room while glaring at us. I rolled my eyes, she's seriously like a kid.

When I looked back I notice Taemin was staring at me the whole time. I bit my lower lip nervously while else where but him. However whenever I looked back at him, he was still staring at me. I gulped still trying my best to not make eye contact with him.

Only about few minutes later, I finally notice that I was by myself with Taemin. Jessica ditched me probably long time ago. My heart beat fasten as I made eye contact with Taemin again. My hands were going sweaty from nervousness and I seriously couldn't stop chewing on my bottom lip.

"Did you need something?" Taemin's soft voice struck me. I slowly looked up meeting his soft gaze right away.

"I-I...w-well..." I couldn't find what words to say. I took a deep breathe before I spoke again. "I-I heard you were sick and I brought you some medicine." I quickly explained while raising up the small paper bag with the medicine bottle inside.

"Uh, gomawo." Taemin slowly grabbed the bag. His slender fingers rubbed against mine making my cheeks heat up. Had no idea why I blushed but just did. I gulped and quickly pulled my hands back.

"U-Uh I-I should probably leave since you don't want visitors." I softly mumbled. I was about to leave until someone grabbed my wrist. I slowly looked up towards the intruder and my heart starting beating like crazy all over again. Taemin just grabbed my hand.

Taemin just freaking grabbed my hand and because I freaking have a crush on this dude. My inner fangirl was flicked on. I blushed while looking away shyly.

"Stay." My head shot up at Taemin when he spoke.

"Huh?" I unknowingly asked blinking.

*Did he just seriously ask me to stay. No tell me to stay!?~*

"Stay, please." I gazed into Taemin's eyes. Something about his eyes hurt me. I saw pain and longing if I wasn't wrong. Right when I was about to answer him back, until I almost fell onto the floor however I quickly caught myself.

"T-Taemin-shi?" I softly whispered to him. Yup, Taemin has just fallen on top of me and damn I just notice now how weak I am from trying to hold Taemin up. "T-Taemin-shi~" I squealed when I almost lost my balance.

"Aish jinja!" I groaned and tried to push Taemin off of me a bit. However the results of trying to push him up made my whole face turn red and my eyes rounded. I attempt to try and push Taemin off of me failed only made him crash his lips on me.

I gulped as my heart has been racing as if I just came back from a damn marathon. I kept trying to push him off however the next thing that happened was that I felt Taemin's arms wrap around my petite waist holding me tightly.

I squealed when all of sudden Taemin pulled me into his room and slammed the door pushing me against it. I was still in shock as I felt him moving his lips against mine. However little by little I started kissing him back as my own arms snaked itself around Taemin's neck pulling him closer to me if that's even possible since he is already squishing me against the door.

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About a few minutes passed, Taemin and I slowly parted lips catching our breathes. Didn't ever think that I could kiss that long. We both were panting still holding onto each other. Taemin was resting his forehead on mine, his eyes were closed. And seriously he was breathing harder then me.

That's when I just remembered that Taemin was sick.

"Y-You should rest T-Taemin. Y-You're sick." I stuttered as I tried to help Taemin. Just as I wrapped an arm around his waist, he harshly pulled me into his embrace hugging me tightly.

"T-Taemin-shi?" I stuttered wide eyes. I felt Taemin rest his head against my shoulder, digging his face into the crook of my neck.

"Stay with me." Taemin breathe out. "Please. Don't go." My heart broke when I heard how soft his voice was. "Don't leave me Jenny." I felt tears brimming in my eyes as I hugged him back.

"Here, let me help you." I helped Taemin over to his bed, tucking him in. When I was about to leave, Taemin quickly grabbed my hand. I slowly looked over at him and saw his pleading eyes. "Gwaenchana, I'm not leaving. I'm just going to go grab a wet towel to rest on your forehead. You're burning." I softly smiled at me.

Taemin then slowly let go of my hand hesitantly. When I was finally free, I went to his bathroom grabbed a small towel and wetting it with cool water. Once it was fully wet I twisted the towel a bit, squeezing some of the water out.

When I was about to leave the bathroom I was was startled to see Taemin out of bed.

"Mian, I had to use the restroom but~" Taemin lightly blushed. I chuckled and went of the bathroom so he could use it. After he was done, he happily walked over to me and laid in bed with a huge grin.

Pretty confused why he was so happy when he was sick however I shrugged it off. I pulled the blanket all the way covering his whole body. Then I folded the towel nicely before I moved Taemin's hair out of the way and placing it on his forehead.

When I was about to pull my hand away, Taemin quickly grabbed a hold of my hand and held it tightly.

"I'm cold." Taemin randomly shrugged. I just blinked at him confused. I was going to pull my hand away however he held it tightly not even letting me pull it back so I gave up.

Slowly I was falling asleep while watching Taemin already knocked out. Next thing that happened, I blacked out.

I slowly opened my eyes and was quickly blinded by the bright sunlight. I slowly sat up and looked around as my vision got better. I notice that I was wearing a lace dress that went up just above my knees and it was short sleeves.

I looked around at my surroundings to find that I was sleeping on a plaid blanket on a cliff. I stood up turning in circles wondering where I was. I slowly walked towards the cliff, peeking over to see the waves crashing into the solid rocks down below.

I looked up viewing the beautiful ocean before me. I closed my eyes as I felt the soft breeze hit against my fair skin. A small smile crept onto my face as I opened my arms feeling free.

I was startled when someone suddenly wrapped their arms around my petite waist. I opened my eyes and slowly turned my head.

"Keep your eyes close. Release all your worries and stress." His soothing voice was music to my ears. I smiled and leaned back into his chest while overlapping his arms with mine.

"I want to stay like this forever. Can we Jenny?" He spoke. "You be mine and I'll be yours. Forever." His breathe tickled my neck making me smile even wider.

"Mm." I hummed my answer as he chuckled and hugged me tighter.

"Saranghae." He breathe out as he kissed my shoulder.

I snuggled closer to my pillow smiling like an idiot.

"Looks like someone's having a nice dream." A voice chuckled. I hummed and hugged the pillow tighter. "Calm down, no need to squeeze the air out of me." The voice chuckled. I furrowed my eyebrows confused.

Slowly, I opened my eyes to jump out of bed and fall right onto the cold floor.

"Gwaenchana!?" The voice spoke filled with worried. I shot up from the floor clearing my throat from the embarrassment. Taemin chuckled when he saw my expression. "Gwaenchana?" He asked again however his voice filled with warmth and happiness.

"G-Gwaenchana." I rubbed my arm from the embarrassment. I kept stealing short glances at Taemin who had a huge grin plastered on his face, staring right up at me.

"If you're wondering why you were on the bed, I didn't want your neck to hurt when you woke up. So~ I brought you up here and so you wouldn't be cold." Taemin explained with a goofy grin.

"U-Uh, gwaenchana." I shyly answered while staring at my feet. Taemin chuckled and sitting up. He then sat at the edge of the bed and grabbed my hand. I looked at him puzzled by his action.

"Your hands are cold." Taemin spoke as he blew onto my hands. I blushed as his cheesy action. He then looked up at me with a sweet smile. We both stared at each other, before I quickly pulled my hand away when I heard the door open.

"Ah~ so cold!!!~" Someone whined while walking in.

"Oh, nuguseyo?" Another voice spoke. I bit my lower lip and slowly turned around.

"A-Annyeonghaseyo sunbae-nims." I bowed with a bitter smile.

"Omo, Jenny. Were you here the whole time?" Minho asked while walking over to his suitcase. Right when I was about to answer someone quickly spoke cutting me.

"Well duh, she's was taking care of our maknae.~" Key sang as skipped past me towards Taemin.

"Oh jinja?" Jonghyun looked at me with teasing eyes. I blushed and lightly nodded my head. Just that small action everyone howled teasing Taemin and me.

"Well, we'll leave you two lovebirds alone." Onew teased as everyone quickly left the said room. Again, it was only Taemin and me again. I rubbed the back of my neck from the awkwardness.

"I-I should leave-" I was cut off right away.

"Don't leave." Taemin quickly said while holding his hand up at me. I bit my lower lip nervously hesitating if I should stay longer. "Please." Taemin asked with hope filled in his voice. I looked up at him and saw how was pleading me to stay with his eyes. I heaved a sigh.

"Alright." I softly answered. Taemin soon plastered a happy smile upon his lips.

"Come, sit." Taemin says moving onto more of the bed giving me space.

"Um, shouldn't you be resting. I-I mean that since you're sick you should be resting." I asked still not making eye contact with Taemin.

"I'm getting better. Since you're here." Taemin beamed while staring at me with lovingly eyes. I blushed under his intense stare and looked else where but him.

"I-I'll go get you something to eat." I told him quickly before I ran out of his room with a rapid beating heart. I heard him chuckle inside the room making me ease at his soft chuckle.

I quickly went to the cafeteria and bought some porridge for Taemin. Then I took a water bottle and placed it in the microwave, heating it up a bit. When I turned around I almost dropped the porridge and water bottle because I accidentally bumped into someone.

However they quickly caught it, helping me. I looked to see Sehun grinning at me.

"Oh, Sehun-shi." I smiled back.

"Mian, I didn't mean to scare you." Sehun chuckled while setting the water bottle up.

"Gwaenchana." I smiled while thanking him for helping me.

"Why are you eating porridge? Are you sick?" Sehun ask worriedly.

"Ani, it's for Taemin." I replied while walking towards the doors. Sehun's smile became small, to me it looked like he was forcing to smile.

"Ah~ I see. I heard he got sick because he forgot to wear a heavy jacket when he was outside." Sehun walked side by side with me.

"Mm, because of me." I lightly pouted. Sehun gave me a questioning look. "On the day he got sick, before that I went to go see the sunrise in the morning and Taemin wanted to tag along. So I let him. Something happened and I left Taemin." I explained being careful of my words not spilling what happened when we were there.

"Ah~ I see. So your basically saying that he's sick because of you. Seems logic." Sehun joked. I chuckled and playfully glared at him.

We kept chatting and seriously I didn't even know when we already reached Taemin's room.

"We're here already." I sweetly smiled at Sehun.

"Um, well I better go then I guess." Sehun awkwardly shrugged.

"Um, alright. See you later." I smiled and opened Taemin's door quickly before I spilled the porridge. "I'm back!~" I hollered only to find no one in the room. I blinked confused. I walked over to Taemin's bed and placed the porridge on the night stand next to the bed.

When I stood up straight someone wrapped their arms around me making me scream. I mean seriously it was all dark so of course it was scary and there was no one there when I came in.

The intruder quickly covered my mouth when I was screaming. His grip around me was tight that my struggling was a total fail. So I decided to grab his hand that was covering my mouth and bite it. I heard him scream. I bit it as hard as I can that I can actually taste blood which is bad.

When I turned around to see the intruder I was shocked to see Taemin.

"Damn girl you bite hard." Taemin says while holding his hand. My eyes widen and I grew alert right away.

"Omo, mianhae. Neomu neomu mianhae." I repeated over and over. Taemin was pouting angrily at me. "L-Let me go get the first-aid kit." I quickly ran to the bathroom knowing they have first-aid's in the cabinets.

I quickly ran back to Taemin who was sitting on his bed while scanning his right hand which I bit. I slowly sat down next to him as I gently grabbed his hand making him flinch in pain.

"Mianhae." I softly said while scanning his hand nervously. I quickly took out all the medicine that I would be needing and quickly took a q-tip, dipping it into the medicine then gently applying it on his hand. It already was purple too which made me even more worried.

"I-I'm so sorry Taemin." I softly spoke as I was done wrapping his hand.

"Why did you bite so hard?" Taemin pouted cutely. "You meanie." He looked away only staring at his hand.

"Well who told you to do that!" I protested angrily, glaring at him.

"Well I didn't think you would freaking try to bite my hand off." Taemin argued back also glaring.

"Well excuse me!~ You were the idiot who thought it would be fun to do that!!!" I snapped.

"Well who the hell would even do that! Seriously biting!?" Taemin spat while holding his right hand offensively.

"I would! It was the only solution!" I protested shooting daggers at Taemin.

"No it wasn't! You just didn't think thoroughly!" Taemin glared back.

"Yes I d-" I was cut off when Taemin roughly pulled me towards him and crashed his lips on mine. My eyes widen and I froze. Taemin then pulled away.

"You talk too much." Taemin grinned. I blinked confused at what just happened. Once I finally processed everything I burst.

"Ya! Mechaso!" I yelled at Taemin while standing up.

"Ne! I'm crazy about you!" Taemin argued making my eyes rounded once again.

"B-Bwoh?" I breathe out. Taemin heaved a sigh before he also stood up. He took both my hands into his.

"Jenny, I like you." My heart started beating faster and faster. My hands were getting sweaty also. "I really like you and I want to give it a try. You know, try dating." Taemin shyly explained to me.

"I-I..." I was lost at words. Did Taemin seriously just asked me to go out with him.

"W-What about you? D-Do you like me too?" Taemin shyly asks while looking down at our hands. His hands playing around mine.

"I-I don't know what t-to say." I finally spoke. Taemin looked up at me, pain filled in his eyes. "T-Taemin w-we're idols." I told him also depressed myself.

"I know. We can always keep it a secret." Taemin explained with hope filled in his voice. I looked up at him and saw how badly he was wanting me to agree. I bit my lips nervously. "It's alright if you don't want too. I mean I understand if you don't feel the same way as I do." Taemin sadly told me.

He let go of my hands and turned his back to me. Silence filled the air as none of us talked. I was thinking about about everything and Jessica words came back to me.

"He's freaking in love with you Jenny. He looks at you the same way a guy who is madly in love with a girl."

And Taemin just confessed to me.

*Should I give love a try? Date Taemin secretly?*

Notes

I'm so so so so so so so so so sorry!!!!~ Neomu joesonghamnida!!!!!~ Please forgive me you lovely readers. I seriously did promise to update but it was finals week so I didn't update at all. However since it's WINTER BREAK!!!!!~ I'll try to update as fast as possible.

However something for you lovely needs to know is that I'll be on a haitus starting this friday for a week because I'll be going to California. Please forgive me, I promise to update more when I come back! *bows 90 degrees* please forgive wangjog (royals)!!!!~ *does a formal bow*

Just a little something something for you lovely readers.