~Love in SM Entertainment~

~Taemin's P.O.V~

Every question that he asked was getting me more and more confused.

*Does he already know that I like Jenny too? If he does, why is he asking? Does he want to hear it from me myself?*

"Nugu?" Sehun continued to ask.

"She's..."

*Should I tell him? No I shouldn't.*

"She's who?" Sehun looked as if he was getting annoyed.

"She's someone who I love." I grinned. Sehun looked at me with a arched eyebrow.

"And that person is...?" Sehun emphasized each word.

"The person I love." I beamed.

*I don't want to tell him. I can't.*

"Hyung.~" Sehun whined while pouting. "Your not being honest."

"Why do you want to know so badly?" I then ask him with a stern face.

*He can't possibly know that I like Jenny right?*

" I just... I just want to know." Sehun whispered while hanging his head.

"Waeyo?" I looked at him suspiciously. "Who do you think I like then?" I randomly asked when Sehun wasn't speaking.

As the silence engulfed us both, the only noise was our breathing. That's how you know no one's awake except for only us. But then I don't blame them, it's already midnight.

I watched Sehun as he just sat there chewing on his bottom lip. He looked frustrated and lost. Like he wanted to say something so bad but something was keeping it from him spilling it. So then I turned my view to outside bored.

"Jenny." I heard Sehun mumbled, however I thought I was wrong.

"Bwoh?" I asked looking at him with knitted eyebrows.

"Jenny. H-Hyung... y-you like Jenny." My eyes rounded.

*H-He does know.*

Sehun slowly looked up at me. His eyes filled with hurt, pain. But just a different type of pain.

"A-Ay~ ani.~" I came back to my senses and quickly said that.

"There's no need to lie about sarang hyung. Love isn't someone that comes and goes. It's a feeling that you get when you really admire someone. And that someone whom you admire is none other then Jenny." I was staring at Sehun carefully. Listening to each of his words. His eyes boring outside. Even though I couldn't see his expression from the side, I can already tell how hurt he is just by his voice.

"S-Sehun-" I was cut off right away.

"Why are you keeping a distance from her?" Sehun finally looked at me. I gulped and bit my lip nervously.

"B-Be-" I stuttered, not knowing what to tell him. It's not like I'm going to say 'It's because of you' I'm not like that, I don't want Sehun to feel bad because of me.

"It's because of me isn't it?" I froze. "You love Jenny, yet because of me. You kept a distance from her. Your trying to give her up, but can't. Because you love her too much." Sehun softly explained.

"You're right." I finally admit, loud and clear. " I love her, I do. But someone else is her happiness now. Her smile, her laugh and giggles." I sadly reasoned. It hurt even more saying it myself.

Sehun looked at me with sad eyes. I faked a smile and stood up from my seat.

"Now my big secret's out, huh?" I bitterly chuckled. "Go to sleep Sehun." I pat his shoulder before walking away guilty. Knowing that one of favorite dongsaengs now knows that we both love the same girl.

"Hyung~" Sehun called out. I stopped in my tracks and turned around.

"Hmm?" I faked a smile.

"Your her happiness. Not me. I may have made her smile and laugh. But your her real happiness. Your the real reason why she loves to laugh and smile. Don't give up because of me hyung. If you love her, then go after her. No one's stopping you from doing so." After Sehun's little speech he left me hanging in the lobby.

***

I decided to stay a little bit longer in the lobby, staring outside. It's 3 am in the morning now and I'm not a single bit tired. Why because I've been thinking what Sehun told me earlier.

* "Your her real happiness... if you love her, then lover her. No one's stopping you." *

"How can I lover her when you love her too?" I mumbled spacing out into my own little world. Until I almost had a heart attack from someone's sudden voice.

"Gwanechana?" A soft voice spoke.

"Yeah, just-" I froze once I saw who the owner of the voice. Jenny.

"Mianhae, I didn't mean to scare you. I just came down and I heard you talking to yourself." She rubbed her arm for embarrassment.

"Ani, gwaenchana." I softly answered. As silence was creeping in, I then remembered something. "Why are you up so early? It's 3 in the morning." I asked looking at Jenny with knitted eyebrows. Then I notice how she was dressed in many layers of warmth.

"Actually, it's 5 now." She says while staring at her phone screen.

"Why are you up so early then?" I curiously asked.

"Because I... um... wanted to see the sunset." She shyly replied looking down at her feet. I smiled at her adorableness.

"Um, can I come along?" I nervously asked. Usually I would have answered "Oh that's cool." or "Alright, um... bye."

But what Sehun told me, I'm going to find out myself if she also does have feelings for me.

***

So here we are, sitting at the top of a hill staring at the east mountains waiting for the sun to wake up and color the night sky.

There were some couples around our area, but Jenny picked out a place that no one can see or find. Like a little hiding spot. I kinda felt glad when she did, because it feels as if it's just me and her on this whole planet.

However I was dying from the silence that was around us. I wanted to talk to her and start a conversation but it's been so long since we last spoke together.

*Aish, this is what happens when you stop talking!* I screamed in my head.

"T-Taemin-shi?" My eyes widen a bit. She's talking to me as if we're strangers now. "W-Why... C-Can I...never mind." She mumbled.

"Ani, go ahead. Ask if you have something to ask." I warmly smiled at her. She blinked a few times before took a deep breathe and spoke.

"W-Why have you been avoiding me?" She softly asked. She talked so soft that if I there was noises I wouldn't be able to hear her.

*How am I going to say this? I avoided you because I like you. No! I avoided you because... because... shit! what should I say!?*

"Nevermind. I got it. I probably annoyed you didn't I?" She sadly spoke.

*No! That's not why. I love having you by my side. I love talking to you. I love you. I just... I don't know how to tell you.*

I looked at her with sad eyes.

"Gwaenchana." She lightly smiled at me, but behind that smile she was crying. "You were a great friend though. Listening to non-stop rambling. I don't regret loving you." She muttered the last few words.

*D-Did she just say that...s-she loves me? No, that she doesn't regret loving me!*

"W-What did you say?" I carefully asked not giving it away.

"That you were a great friend." She smiled.

*That's it! No she said something else!!!~*

"And..." I emphasized the word watching Jenny carefully. However she just blinked at me like I was from another planet.

"And what?" She asked puzzled.

"Y-You said something else other then just being a great friend." I told her, full of nervousness and curiosity.

"Huh? A-Ani. I-I didn't say anything else." Jenny had a faint blush on her cheeks and looked away chewing on her bottom lip nervously.

*She's lying. She biting on her lower lip. Yeah, I remember the little things about her.*

"Your lying." I deadpanned. She blinked and looked away quickly. "Tell me." I commanded as I scoot closer to her. However she ignored me and kept her gaze somewhere away from me.

"I-I'm not lying. All I said was that you were a great friend and that's it." She stuttered nervously. I smirked knowing if I keep going she'll say it without even knowing she did. So, of course I went on.

"Ani, your lying. I heard you saying something else too." I leaned closer to her.

"A-Ani.~" She whined and moved away a bit.

"Just spill it Jenny. What did you say?~" I cooed adorably.

"I seriously didn't say anything." She pouted cutely and seriously I felt like I just died a million times. Her pout was so adorable.

"Liar, I know you said something." I said leaning a bit on her. Making her lean more away from me.

"Then what did I say?" Jenny lifted her nose at me. I smirked and leaned closer.

"I don't know. You tell me." I softly spoke. However silence quickly engulfed us as I notice how close we were from each other.

"I-I didn't say anything." Jenny muttered quietly and she licked her lips. And seriously as I saw that, it was really tempting. I breathe and moved a bit closer to her. Her lips only centimeters away. I can also feel her breathing on my lips. I gulped as I just kept moving closer to her.

"You said something that got me going crazy." I whispered upon her lips, staring straight into her eyes.

"W-What d-did I say?" She whispered back.

"That you love me." I finally said it and the next thing that happened was feeling her soft lips upon mine. And at the corners of my eyes before I closed them, I saw the sun rising. I then smiled and closed my eyes and I deepened the kiss.

~Jenny's P.O.V~

Taemin kept ushering me to tell him. I knew what he was talking about so I pretended to not know what he was talking about. However once he kept ushering me, I did feel like I was going to say it by getting annoyed.

But once as he kept coming closer and closer to me, my breathing was getting heavier and heavier. I can feel his warmth against me. Like literally. He just kept coming closer and closer. My heart beating even faster.

Soon when his face was only inches from mine, I was blushing bad. And thank goodness for the coldness, you couldn't see my blush. I was sitting on the edge of the cold bench now with Taemin leaning over me. I gulped as he moved in closer.

"You said something that got me going crazy." Taemin whispered upon my lips. My eyes slightly widen.

"W-What d-did I say? I stuttered, whispering upon his lips too.

"That you love me." He did hear me. My eyes widen and before I could say anything, Taemin moved in a blink of an eye and the next thing I knew. His lips was rubbing against mine. My eyes shot as wide as a damn UFO.

I gulped, frozen not even kissing him back because I didn't know what was happening. However as Taemin started working his lips. My eyes were slowly closing and I was slowly kissing him back. Then at the corner of my eye I saw the sun finally rising up. I didn't know why, but I smiled as I continued kissing him back.

I felt his hand on the small of back and my hand slowly moved up and cupped his face as we continued our kiss.

***

When the sun was almost fully up in the sky. Taemin and I finally pulled away panting a bit. I stared into his eyes as he stared into mine.

"T-Taemin..." I whispered his name with wide eyes. Finally knowing what has just happened. I quickly stood up shocked. I was about to leave but Taemin quickly grabbed onto my wrist.

"Don't run. Please." Taemin whispered.

"Let me go. W-What happened was wrong." I answered.

"But it wasn't to me." Taemin slowly spoke. "It's something that I'll cherish." Taemin whispered. Then I felt his arms wrap around me and he rest his head upon my shoulder.

"Well don't. You already have a girlfriend. I-I don't want to be the cause behind your break up." I softly reasoned, tears brimming in my eyes.

"The only girlfriend I ever want is none other than you." He whispered to me. My eyes widen and I quickly turned looking at Taemin.

"Please, don't say that." Tears were finally escaping my eyes. "Please don't use me to make your girlfriend upset with you. To make her jealous. Use someone else. You being like this to me hurts. Why because I do love you. And it hurts so much. A-And I hate myself for loving you so much that it hurts." I cried my undying love to him. Taemin quickly pulled me into his embrace.

"No please don't say that Jenny. I love you. I love you very much. Please don't think I'm just using you." Taemin quickly explained, but I didn't want to hear his lies. So I pushed him away. Tears now streaming my face. He has a girlfriend already. He's just wanting to play with me.

I quickly ran away from him, leaving him behind. I then ran straight to my room. Opening the door quietly as I sneaked inside and quickly going to lay in bed, secretly crying myself to sleep.

~Taemin's P.O.V~

I was speechless at what Jenny just told me. She thinks I'm playing her when I love her so much. Why does she think that I have another girlfriend? The only girlfriend that I ever want is her, just her and her only.

When she ran away, she took along with her my heart. I have to make her believe that I love her and her only. I have to let her know.

Notes

I'm so sorry for such a late update!!!~ Please forgive me guys!!!~ I did promise to update however I was always busy with school work and that I was doing a major editing with two of my stories. One on exofanfiction and my other one on here. So please forgive, I promise to update more often!!!~ Please forgive me!!!~

He has such a sweet smile~