~Love in SM Entertainment~

~Author's P.O.V~

As months past, many SM trainees have debuted. Taemin whom group is now called Shinee and Jenny's group whom is now called Girl's Generation or SNSD for short have debuted. Their schedules became more and more busier. Fan meetings, concerts, variety shows, acting for advertisements, and etc.

Each day that has past, was always so tiring for everyone. Also depressing, for Taemin. He always missed that smile he always saw when they met up. He always wanted to hear her sweet voice again. To see her face once more.

But because of his busy schedules, he never once got to see nor talk to her. Everyday was killing him. He wanted to see her so badly, not through the TV. He wanted to see her in person. Because to him, she was more beautiful in person then in the TV.

However still seeing her in TV, still made his heart jump. Taemin still smiled like an idiot watching her dance, smile, talk, and laugh. He always loved that cute laugh of her's. He always loved her beautiful smile. Her adorable eye smiles.

Every little thing of her, made his heart skip a beat. Forever he wanted to be with her. To have her in his arms, to share laughs, smiles, memories, and more. He just wanted to stay with her forever.

However now being a real idol, wasn't so easy for him. He never got a chance to talk to her. Every time he sees her talking to someone else, he wished it was him who she was talking too. Even in variety shows, he wished he was the MC.

The only time where he will really see her in person, is when they would bump into each other in SM building for practice. Sometimes they would share small conversations, some would only be 'hello's. However he still cherished those small conversations they shared.

One day he hoped that maybe, just maybe when they both have the day off they can finally hang out and Taemin would finally have a chance to ask her out. To finally ask her to be his. To be only his and no one else.

Every single time he thought about confessing to her, he would always have that weird feeling inside that he always loved thinking about her. Those butterflies that always wished to escape one day.

Really he missed all those days they spent together. Sharing laughs, jokes, smiles, and memories together. Staring upon the couple bracelet that he bought, would always bring him back to thinking about her. Everything was about her. His precious angel.

Sometimes Taemin would get yelled at by his hyungs for not concentrating during practice. Because every time he tried to concentrate, his mind would always go to her. He loved her, he fell really deep for her. He's head over heels for her.

Since he's so in love, on variety shows, he would always blush when they always tlaked about someone that they love. From their past love life. However to Taemin it wasn't his past life. It was his present. He promised himself, soon he'll be able to finally make him his.


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On the other hand, there was someone else who loved the same girl as Taemin. He loved her with all his heart. He was the one who loved her first. Who fell in love with her first. Who wanted her to be his first.

However he didn't know that Taemin liked her too. All he knew was that they were best friends. Of course he was jealous of his hyung, however still he never ever thought of Taemin liking her too. Most of all because of his past.

Because of Taemin's past, he thought he would never love again. He thought that he would be scared to fall in love again. But little did he know, Taemin did fall in love again. He promised, but he broke it. Taemin really fell in love again.

So all he knew was that he fell in love with her. That he wanted to make her his. Even though he was that shy and quiet guy, he still knew how to love. He still knew how to fall in love. However he was just too quiet, too shy.

However this time, he made a promise to himself that now he will finally try his best to make the person he loves, love him too. To make her feel the same feelings as he does. He promised that he'll finally speak up.

Never to anyone, knew what his feelings were. Even his members knew nothing about him, all they knew was that he liked to be quiet and keep everything to himself. They never knew what he was like, what he loved to do, or what his feelings were. Nothing, they knew nothing.

Every time he liked someone, he was always so shy to approach that person. He always thought they didn't have the same feelings, of course he always judged their 'feelings' however he was always wrong. Every single girl would die to be asked out by him. He was deadly handsome.

He never thought of himself 'deadly' handsome, yeah he does think he's handsome. But just not as handsome as his hyungs. Always he was on the side of never choosing himself as the most handsome one in the group. He always thought of others before him.

That was him, other traits about him was that he was surely nice and kind. Loving and caring. Sometimes he felt as if he was way too nice to others, that they would deceive him. That's why he always kept quiet, never wanting to speak. Because once he spoken, he feels as if he's being that 'too' kind of a person again.

Scared of being used and not being treated the right way. Scared of girls that he liked, using him for their own good. That's why he was always so quiet. Whenever a girl called him cute and everything, he would always stay quiet. Which would make everything all awkward.

But back to the topic, he finally made his mind to ask that one special girl who has made him go head over heels for her out. To finally ask if she could be his and he could be her's. He wanted to feel how it was like to have her in his arms. To kiss those tempting lips of her's. To hold her soft, small hands.

Those past memories of having her next to him, always made his heart jump. To always make him slowly show that handsome smile of his. Even his members never saw his smile. No one has. He always had that monotone face on. Never expressing any faces at all.

However because of just one girl, one beautiful girl who swoon him. Made him show that handsome smile again.

Just like Taemin, he was suffering from not being able to see her. Not being able to see her smile, her beautiful face. The only time he was able to see her was if by chance they were able to bump into each other in the halls of SM building.

Even just one quick glance of her, he falls in love with her all over again. Cherishing that small peek of her beautiful face. That small smile she shows for a small apology for bumping into him. He always smiled back.

This person, the shy, kind-hearted, and quiet guy is none other then Oh Sehun. An SM trainee who will be debuting in a group called Exo.

Notes

I'm super duper sorry for the long update!!!! Ever since school started, I became very busy. So super sorry, and I'm really grateful to have you guys still be here with me. To help support me in writing. I promise to update more!!!!~

P.S. did you guys hear about Ladies Code's EunBi and Rise. Seriously, it hurts to know that their gone. Mostly to know that one of their members didn't even know that they past until now. If you guys haven't heard yet. Ladies Code's EunBi, Rise, and Soyoung (I think) were involved in a car crash. EunBi has passed first, while Rise was in a very critical condition. Doctors said that she could get surgery, however the bad news was that she wouldn't make it. Turns out, they wanted to try the surgery and Rise has left along with EunBi sunbae. For now on, their in a better place. Watching their other members from above. T_T I hope 2014 gets better.