Lost on the road of the heart
Chapter 6
Your POV:
I barely slept for the whole night, and now that the alarm clock was ringing I couldn’t wake up.
Thoughts didn’t stop bothering me and I kept tossing and turning from side to side. I got up and went to the bathroom to wash up and start getting ready. It was clear enough that I didn’t sleep well, as bags formed under my eyes and my face was swollen, so I decided to put on a little heavier make up in my eyes, making them smoky, and a pink blush to hide my pale skin. I sighed as I thought of what was probably waiting for me today. While getting lost in my thought, I heard knocks on the door.
“____-ah! Did you finish yet? I need to use the bathroom!” exclaimed Rae Ri, my roommate, from the other side.
“I’m done, I’ll be out in a minute”
I collected my make up from behind the sink and went out. I grabbed my bag and walked straight to the kitchen where I ravaged in the refrigerator looking for an orange, as I found it, I put it in my bag pack and checked the time. And sh*t, I was running late, I needed at least fifteen minutes to get to school and I had only ten minutes left. I left the house running as fast as I could, my bag pack hitting me with each step. The moment I stepped inside the school, I was out of breath and couldn’t move another inch. I rechecked my watch again and find that I made it there in five minutes, which was a new record of mine. I took a little to take my breath before walking toward my classroom. As I was traversing the hallway, I saw Minho standing in front of one of the doors, and the moment I wanted to call him he already went in, so I just walked inside mine too.
I found Hyo Joon already sitting and she kept me a place beside her. As I sat down, she smiled at me and I smiled back.
“So?” she asked.
“So what?” I asked back as I didn’t know what she was trying to know.
“Did you and Minho talk?”
“Not yet, I just arrived now and he already went to his class.”
“I see!” she smiled again.
As I talked to her, I took notice that her eyes were swollen too.
“What about you? Did something happen yesterday?” I asked
“Nothing much, why?”
“Nothing … Just asking…”
She probably didn’t want to talk about it, and in our relation, we are used to respect each other’s silence. If one of us want to talk then the other will listen and help to the max, but if she kept quiet, then it is over, and that was today’s case.
I took out my books from my bag, and opened them on my desk. The teacher went in, and the class started. And there we go for three hours.
The teacher gave us the work to do for the next session before dismissing us. I packed my things as fast as I could and left the room. I already told Hyo Joon that I was leaving first and she didn’t mind. The moment I was in the door, Minho stood in front of me making me jump in my place. He didn’t say a word and just handed me a box wrapped in a beautiful black and red gift paper while bowing his head. I looked at him startled as I heard someone behind me asking me to move from the door, so I grabbed the gift and walked away from the door as Minho followed me. I couldn’t contain my anger and just exploded in his face, making the whole school look terrified at me.
“ AYAAAAAAAAH! YOU NAPPANEUM! YOU PABO! WHY WEREN’T YOU ANSWERING YOUR PHONE? DO YOU WANT ME TO HAVE A HEART ATTACK! YOU WANT TO SEE ME DEAD RIGHT? NOW LOOK AT MY EYE LIDS! BECAUSE OF YOU I COULDN’T SLEEP AND NOW YOU ARE HANDING ME THIS!”
I shouted to my heart contain then started to hit his chest as hard as I could, making all my anger pour into my fist.
“I hate you Minho-ah, I hate you! I HATE YOU!”
He then hugged me tight, immobilizing my fist between his chest and mine, and he whispered in my ear.
“Mianhe my pinky cherry, chomal mianhe, I didn’t do it on purpose, I just needed some time alone, and sorry I screamed at you, I was just angry… You already know that you mean the world to me!”
As I heard his words, my anger faded away, and I relaxed. He kept hugging me, and I hugged him back with my other hand who was grabbing the pack. For the first time I didn’t mind people around me, I was so scared yesterday that I actually needed him this close, which was reassuring me that my Minho was the same. He let go of me one minute later.
“I bought you chocolate as an apology… It’s your favorite” he said and smiled at me.
“You surely know how to apologize!”
“Well that’s one of my charms”, he answered then winked at me.
I looked at him in disbelief before answering. “That has nothing to do with your charm, you just know me too damn well!”
“That’s a point of view too” he laughed, and I laughed back.
We walked to the school yard and sat on the bench side to side, and then I opened the black and red pack to find a dark Lindt chocolate inside, as he said, my favorite. I put one piece in my mouth and felt a piece of happiness melt in my mouth.
“Mmmmmmmmmmmm” I exclaimed closing my eyes as the taste invaded my senses. He smiled as he looked at my reaction, and I just didn’t feel it until I found myself putting a peck on his cheek.
“ Komawo Minho-ah!”
I blushed… I never did that; and I don’t know what made me react that way. I looked at him to see his reaction, when I saw a frozen Minho with red cheeks. I couldn’t help myself and burst out laughing. He then woke up from his shock.
“Yah, ____-ah, stop laughing! That was sudden! Aiiiiiiiiiish this is embarrassing…”
I was still laughing when the bell rang and we separated, each one of us walking toward his next class. I was finally relieved that everything went to its right place. But then… I forgot to ask him what made him angry… Silly me!
Jinki’s POV:
As I stepped out of my classroom I was shocked at the sight of ____ and Minho cuddling in the hallway. What the hell was that now? I thought she said they were just best friends, but the hug was too long for me to stand. I wanted to run and separate them as fast as I could, but the whole school will look at me as an alien. At last I had no right to involve myself. They knew each other for probably all their lives, while it hasn’t been months since I knew her.
“Hyung! You almost kill the lovebirds with your looks!” I heard Taemin laughing from behind me.
“Stop saying nonsense Taeminnie! How was your class?” I changed the topic.
“Well as boring as usual!”
“Right… any plans for afterschool?”
“Taking your crush home?” he said with a smirk on his face.
“I don’t know from where you came up with this story but as your hyung and sunbae I think that it is saner that I tell you that it isn’t funny before you start embarrassing yourself” I glared at him.
“ Come oooon Jinki hyung you already know that what I’m saying is totally real… Don’t think that I didn’t notice you blush or burn the car mirror with your looks yesterday!”
“Did you hurt your head somewhere? What is it with all this nonsense?”
“Yah hyung, you just have to admit it, and I promise I’ll make her yours in no time!”
“Let’s go, the bell will ring soon and I need to use the restroom!”
“As you like then… You are free! But know that you are letting go of the chance of your life!”
I looked at him in disbelief as he walked toward Key and Woohyun who were laughing their heart out about something.
How did he figure out about my feelings? Is he a mind reader or something? Or was I that obvious? Maybe I should be more careful when he is around, at last I don’t want the whole school to know about my crush, and he totally doesn’t shut his mouth.
I looked back to where ____ and Minho were, they already disappeared. I walk toward the window to have a look on the yard, they may be there. As my eyes fell on them I saw her move her face toward Minho and peck his cheek. I froze in my place, feeling my heart drop and the ground open below me. Just tell me that what I saw didn’t happen for real!
I barely slept for the whole night, and now that the alarm clock was ringing I couldn’t wake up.
Thoughts didn’t stop bothering me and I kept tossing and turning from side to side. I got up and went to the bathroom to wash up and start getting ready. It was clear enough that I didn’t sleep well, as bags formed under my eyes and my face was swollen, so I decided to put on a little heavier make up in my eyes, making them smoky, and a pink blush to hide my pale skin. I sighed as I thought of what was probably waiting for me today. While getting lost in my thought, I heard knocks on the door.
“____-ah! Did you finish yet? I need to use the bathroom!” exclaimed Rae Ri, my roommate, from the other side.
“I’m done, I’ll be out in a minute”
I collected my make up from behind the sink and went out. I grabbed my bag and walked straight to the kitchen where I ravaged in the refrigerator looking for an orange, as I found it, I put it in my bag pack and checked the time. And sh*t, I was running late, I needed at least fifteen minutes to get to school and I had only ten minutes left. I left the house running as fast as I could, my bag pack hitting me with each step. The moment I stepped inside the school, I was out of breath and couldn’t move another inch. I rechecked my watch again and find that I made it there in five minutes, which was a new record of mine. I took a little to take my breath before walking toward my classroom. As I was traversing the hallway, I saw Minho standing in front of one of the doors, and the moment I wanted to call him he already went in, so I just walked inside mine too.
I found Hyo Joon already sitting and she kept me a place beside her. As I sat down, she smiled at me and I smiled back.
“So?” she asked.
“So what?” I asked back as I didn’t know what she was trying to know.
“Did you and Minho talk?”
“Not yet, I just arrived now and he already went to his class.”
“I see!” she smiled again.
As I talked to her, I took notice that her eyes were swollen too.
“What about you? Did something happen yesterday?” I asked
“Nothing much, why?”
“Nothing … Just asking…”
She probably didn’t want to talk about it, and in our relation, we are used to respect each other’s silence. If one of us want to talk then the other will listen and help to the max, but if she kept quiet, then it is over, and that was today’s case.
I took out my books from my bag, and opened them on my desk. The teacher went in, and the class started. And there we go for three hours.
The teacher gave us the work to do for the next session before dismissing us. I packed my things as fast as I could and left the room. I already told Hyo Joon that I was leaving first and she didn’t mind. The moment I was in the door, Minho stood in front of me making me jump in my place. He didn’t say a word and just handed me a box wrapped in a beautiful black and red gift paper while bowing his head. I looked at him startled as I heard someone behind me asking me to move from the door, so I grabbed the gift and walked away from the door as Minho followed me. I couldn’t contain my anger and just exploded in his face, making the whole school look terrified at me.
“ AYAAAAAAAAH! YOU NAPPANEUM! YOU PABO! WHY WEREN’T YOU ANSWERING YOUR PHONE? DO YOU WANT ME TO HAVE A HEART ATTACK! YOU WANT TO SEE ME DEAD RIGHT? NOW LOOK AT MY EYE LIDS! BECAUSE OF YOU I COULDN’T SLEEP AND NOW YOU ARE HANDING ME THIS!”
I shouted to my heart contain then started to hit his chest as hard as I could, making all my anger pour into my fist.
“I hate you Minho-ah, I hate you! I HATE YOU!”
He then hugged me tight, immobilizing my fist between his chest and mine, and he whispered in my ear.
“Mianhe my pinky cherry, chomal mianhe, I didn’t do it on purpose, I just needed some time alone, and sorry I screamed at you, I was just angry… You already know that you mean the world to me!”
As I heard his words, my anger faded away, and I relaxed. He kept hugging me, and I hugged him back with my other hand who was grabbing the pack. For the first time I didn’t mind people around me, I was so scared yesterday that I actually needed him this close, which was reassuring me that my Minho was the same. He let go of me one minute later.
“I bought you chocolate as an apology… It’s your favorite” he said and smiled at me.
“You surely know how to apologize!”
“Well that’s one of my charms”, he answered then winked at me.
I looked at him in disbelief before answering. “That has nothing to do with your charm, you just know me too damn well!”
“That’s a point of view too” he laughed, and I laughed back.
We walked to the school yard and sat on the bench side to side, and then I opened the black and red pack to find a dark Lindt chocolate inside, as he said, my favorite. I put one piece in my mouth and felt a piece of happiness melt in my mouth.
“Mmmmmmmmmmmm” I exclaimed closing my eyes as the taste invaded my senses. He smiled as he looked at my reaction, and I just didn’t feel it until I found myself putting a peck on his cheek.
“ Komawo Minho-ah!”
I blushed… I never did that; and I don’t know what made me react that way. I looked at him to see his reaction, when I saw a frozen Minho with red cheeks. I couldn’t help myself and burst out laughing. He then woke up from his shock.
“Yah, ____-ah, stop laughing! That was sudden! Aiiiiiiiiiish this is embarrassing…”
I was still laughing when the bell rang and we separated, each one of us walking toward his next class. I was finally relieved that everything went to its right place. But then… I forgot to ask him what made him angry… Silly me!
Jinki’s POV:
As I stepped out of my classroom I was shocked at the sight of ____ and Minho cuddling in the hallway. What the hell was that now? I thought she said they were just best friends, but the hug was too long for me to stand. I wanted to run and separate them as fast as I could, but the whole school will look at me as an alien. At last I had no right to involve myself. They knew each other for probably all their lives, while it hasn’t been months since I knew her.
“Hyung! You almost kill the lovebirds with your looks!” I heard Taemin laughing from behind me.
“Stop saying nonsense Taeminnie! How was your class?” I changed the topic.
“Well as boring as usual!”
“Right… any plans for afterschool?”
“Taking your crush home?” he said with a smirk on his face.
“I don’t know from where you came up with this story but as your hyung and sunbae I think that it is saner that I tell you that it isn’t funny before you start embarrassing yourself” I glared at him.
“ Come oooon Jinki hyung you already know that what I’m saying is totally real… Don’t think that I didn’t notice you blush or burn the car mirror with your looks yesterday!”
“Did you hurt your head somewhere? What is it with all this nonsense?”
“Yah hyung, you just have to admit it, and I promise I’ll make her yours in no time!”
“Let’s go, the bell will ring soon and I need to use the restroom!”
“As you like then… You are free! But know that you are letting go of the chance of your life!”
I looked at him in disbelief as he walked toward Key and Woohyun who were laughing their heart out about something.
How did he figure out about my feelings? Is he a mind reader or something? Or was I that obvious? Maybe I should be more careful when he is around, at last I don’t want the whole school to know about my crush, and he totally doesn’t shut his mouth.
I looked back to where ____ and Minho were, they already disappeared. I walk toward the window to have a look on the yard, they may be there. As my eyes fell on them I saw her move her face toward Minho and peck his cheek. I froze in my place, feeling my heart drop and the ground open below me. Just tell me that what I saw didn’t happen for real!
Notes
And another chapter <3 Gamsa amnida for reading my too boring story but I'll do my best to make this story better! Comments are loooooooooove <3
And here is a gift from me : Onew Oppa <3
Ewh. I don't like two faced people.
7/28/14