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Lost on the road of the heart

Chapter 1

Your POV :
That day I was feeling strangely bad, not for any apparent reason. I was just extremely and deeply in a bad mood that I would eat alive anyone standing in my way. Hyo Joon, my best friend, didn’t know what was wrong with me, shouting for nothing and about anything so she just let me be.
There were only ten minutes before the start of my geometry class, so I speeded up a bit, then stop by the restroom to wash my face. Standing in front of the sink, I open the water and look at myself in the mirror.
“What’s wrong with you ____?”
I poured water on my face, and then slowly slap my cheeks as if it would actually cheer me up.
“Come on ____, nothing is wrong with your life! You have good friends, the best family ever and you are studying at the school you dreamed of your whole life! Cheer up! You have to cheer up!”.
I cheered myself a bit and put a smile on my face saying “let’s smile”, then adjust my schoolbag on my shoulder and head out of the restroom. As I put my foot outside something bumped hardly on me and I fell on my behind with a big thud.
“Aish”
I look up to see a hand right under my eyes and a sweet voice exclaimed: “Mianhe, chincha mianhe, I was in a hurry and didn’t see you come out, here let me help you ____ shi!”
As I raise my head to look at the source of the voice, I just get into shock as I see my crush’s face smiling at me, with a slightly apologetic look. Suddenly a heat climbed up to my face, and my cheeks reddened. Our eyes locked for the first time in history, and I just couldn’t look away as I was dazzled by his gaze. Just then he spoke up again, taking me out of my dreamland.
“____ shi? Are you alright? Are you hurt? I mean you are spacing out!”
“T-T-Taemin-shi” I stuttered “I-I’m fine, it’s okay… I-I’m okay”
He shaked his hand slightly, insisting that I grab it, so I just put my hand in his as if my life depended on it, and experienced the touch that I thought till now impossible. Shivers run through my spin. “What is happening to me?”
He helped me get up, bowed his head while apologizing again, and then just disappeared around the corner.
I stayed there, stuck in the feeling he left me with, and the thought of our hands touching for the first time in my whole existing.
“Taemin-shi…” I whispered as I put my right hand on my chest, to feel my heart still throbbing when I came to realize that he actually called me by my name… HE KNEW MY NAME and I was definitely not daydreaming!! He knew it and that was strange, because there is no reason for him to know me when I’m just one of those anonymous people unless when it comes to my close friends. But HE just knew IT!
A big grin appeared on my face when I felt someone hit me in the back of my head.
“Ya! What are you spacing out about?”
I heard Minho say as he stood beside me.
“AYAAA! Stop doing that, it has been ten years since I tell you that I hate when you do that!” I whined while he just passed his arm around my shoulders.
“Don’t be such a crybaby … you just know how much I love teasing you” he said then winked at me. I took off his arm from me and hit his chest as hard as I could, knowing it didn’t affect him that much and just groaned.
“You little… will you ever grow up?”
He started laughing then grabbed my both wrists with one hand while tickling me with the other.
“You looked for it Pinky Cherry!” he laughed.
“Stop it already… please Minho-ah!” you shouted while giggling “and stop calling me that Pinky Cherry thing, I’m not eight anymore”
“I don’t want to! I like calling you that and that’s enough as a reason!”.

Third POV:
As the both of them laughed hard, playing like eight years old children, someone just watched the scene from the other side of the hallway, with a big frown and jealousy building within him. He couldn’t watch anymore and walked somewhere he couldn’t neither see nor hear them. His heart broke into pieces each time he saw the two of them.
He spent months now watching her from afar, not having the slightest courage to approach her. She was always with someone, she was happy with her life the way it is, so how can he just burst from nowhere telling her that he actually liked her? That would only shock her and probably leave him with an even more broken heart. So he just hoped that maybe things will change, maybe karma will play on his side, maybe the right time for him to be with her in the place of that Minho is just not up yet? So he decided to wait and just watch even if it wasn’t what made him the happiest thing on earth, but he can’t resist her smile, he can’t not look at her when she is around, he can’t resist the urge to go and look for her around school in each break. He had to see her no matter how much his heart was going to explode from not having her and seeing her with someone else.
He quickened his walk heading just where his legs took him and forgetting about what he had to do that afternoon, when someone called for him.
“Jinki hyung!”
He looked around and spot Taemin running toward him.
“Hyung where did you disappear, we are going to start now and everyone is waiting for you to come. Don’t tell me you actually forgot about our training!” Taemin said in one go.
“Deh, deh, I was on my way there, is everyone there? Did you start the warm-ups?”
“Deh, everyone is there, and even the music club finished preparing the song for us, all we need to do is to find the right moves”
“Great, then I’ll go change my clothes and I’ll see you there, tell them I’m coming”.
He sighed; he was going to spend an afternoon with his biggest rival, the one who is blocking his way, Minho. But he is just going to let it go for a while, at last, he loves singing and dancing too much to quit just because of an uneasy feeling.
He walked back toward the restroom to change before heading to where the dance club was.


Notes

Hey everyone :D This the first chapter of my first fanfic, english isn't my main language so excuse the mistakes. I wish you enjoyed this even if I found it kind of boring >.< Popooooos and comments are love <3 let me know about your opinions :*

Comments

Ewh. I don't like two faced people.

AmyWtsn AmyWtsn
7/28/14

can't wait for the next chapter!! o.O :D

mylachae mylachae
7/5/14

I'm in love with this fan fiction. Keep up the good work author-nim

Sparkles Sparkles
5/5/14

love this fan fiction, the story is so captivating and well written , keep going ^ ^ waiting for the next chapters

shineelover shineelover
3/27/14