The way which the wind blows

Your POV
Today is the day of Chanyeol’s funeral. I bump into Luhan on the way to the lockers. “Sehun isn’t here today.” He says to me, walking me to my locker. “Really? Why?” I ask. “Some of the guys skipped out on school to help with the funeral I guess. Only some of us are here. Jongdae, Tao, Kyungsoo and I have a genetics test today, so we’re here.” He says as he leans on the locker next to me. I nod as I push my backpack into my locker. “You can hang out with me today if you’re lonely.” He winks and me and rustles my hair before walking off. “Bye.” He calls back. “Bye!” I shout while blowing strands of hair out my eyes. “Good luck on your test!” I continue. He gives me a thumbs up, but continues walking. I take hold of my books and start the day with double period of…English.

Luhan’s POV
I can’t believe I told her that. You can hang out with me today if you’re lonely. As if! I rub my temples in frustration. She’s Loyal. Remember that, Luhan. L-O-Y-A-L. I shake my head and take a seat next to Tao in genetics class. “Ready for the test?” I ask him. He looks at me with sad eyes. “It’s OK. Me neither. I’ve just been thinking about Chanyeol and Jongin too.” I sigh. Jongdae was the only one who managed to get study done out of the four of us. “Don’t worry, we can fail this test together.” Says Kyungsoo. “Jongdae will be the odd one out.”

Kyungsoo and I walk out of the test like zombies. Everything was so hard on the test. Even though I studied previous nights, I forgot everything because the image of Chanyeol would pop in my head. And some times it was Jongin or even (Y/N). I’m really confused why I was thinking about (Y/N) during the test. I blush and catch up to Tao who is walking in front of me. “How did you go on the test?” I ask him. “It was a breeze.” He smiles. “Don’t talk to me” I sulk.

To my surprise, (Y/N) comes to hang out with us at lunch. She is astonished that there are only few of us at school. “Only Tao, Kyungsoo, Jongdae, Baekhyun, Minseok and you.” She names the members who are here today. “So everyone else is helping out and preparing for the funeral?” she asks. I cringe at the word funeral. “Yes.” I choke. “Are you going?” She looks at me with wide eyes. “Am I allowed to go? I mean, because I’m not as close as you are to him, so I feel like I would be intruding of some sort.” She says. I shrug my shoulders, I haven’t really thought about it. “If you’re allowed to come, will you come?” I immediately clear my throat after finishing my sentence. I sound like I desperately want her to come. She nods strongly. “I will definitely come if I am allowed to.” With that she smiles, and it is big enough to fill the gaping hole in my heart.

Your POV
I knock on the door and wait for Sehun to open it. “Hello.” I say before lightly pecking him on the cheek. He follows me to the couch where I don’t hesitate to make myself comfortable. “Were you lonely without me at school today?” Sehun asks, nudging me with his elbow. “Um no.” I joke and I nudge him back. “Luhan was keeping me company.” I poke my tongue out at him. “Luhan hey…?” he says while raising an eyebrow. I finally understand what he means when a small smile creeps on his face. I shove him hard. “Don’t say that stupid. You’re the only one.” I pout. He holds me in a bear hug and laughs. “You’re cute when you’re angry.” We mess around aimlessly for five minutes. I decide to ask him. “Can I come to Chanyeol’s funeral? I want to be there. I…” I can’t explain why I want to go, but there is this feeling inside me telling me that I should go. He brings his arm around me and rests it on my shoulder. “Sure thing. We should get ready now. You should go home and pretty yourself up, not that you need to be any prettier. The boys and I will pick you up at 7.” He says with a smile. I pinch his cheeks and leave to get ready for the funeral.

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