My Heart is For....

Hyun POV
Almost dark time? I look at the sky “That Yongguk, he so cold a bit” I mumble “It’s hard to see him smiled” I look at my phone, already full of message. “Where are you Hyun” Daehyun said. I just ignored it, I walked to my class to get my bag. I start to packed up my bag and went home alone. I’m riding the bus, I got a lot of message from Daehyun and he even called me. I pick up the phone “What” I said. “Where are you? I’m so worried” he said to me. “On my way home, don’t worry. Bye” I heard he yelled “Yaaa don’t hang…” he must be angry at me. I turn off my phone and went to others place first. I went to shop some groceries, “What should I cook tonight?” I mumble while choose the vegetable. “Should I ask Daehyun come?” I said to myself, I try to on my phone but I can’t “Opss… Out of batteries” so I will asked him later. Need to go home first, I start to walked home happily. I saw Daehyun waiting in front of my house, he was sitting on the stair. Look like his face have some bruise and blood. “Yaa! What happen to you?!” I start to yelled and run to him. He look at me “You…” he said to me. “What happen?” I start to asked suddenly he start to hug me. “Don’t you ever off your phone again, I thought something bad happen to you. You know how worried I am?” he starts to nag. I just froze there, he worried about me? “Erm until when you want to keep hug me?” I asked him while clear my throat. He let me go slowly, I touch his face “Yaa your face it look bad, let’s go inside. I will put some medicine” he just nodded he take my groceries bag and start to follow me. We walked inside my house.

Daehyun POV
“Aish it’s hurt” I’m touching my face. “Kiseop that bastard” I said while laugh. “He became so strong right now?” I start to mumble. It’s been 10 years since I didn’t meet him. He was my best childhood friend. It’s not like I hate him, I just feel happy to see him. We haven’t punched each other for a long time it makes me excited. In the past he not strong like this, he always get bullied. He have a long hair and his face like a girl that why everybody called him Princess. Hyun didn’t reply my message, I feel so worried. She must get mad at me because I fought with Kiseop, well she dislike that kind of things. I waited for Hyun in front of her house, since I can’t reach her. Well, I call for her but she hung up. Now her phone is off, I’m so worried. It’s been 2 hour I wait for her, should I searching for her? Suddenly I saw her coming with some plastic bad in her hand. She start to run to me, I feel so happy to see her. My body automatically hugs her. She clearing her throat and telling me to let her go. I start to blushed, she touched my face. I feel so happy right now, she said she will treat my wound. I take the bag and followed her inside her house. I sit on her couch, after put all the bag on her kitchen. She start to nag “Aish, why would you both fight?” she said while take out the first aid box. “Look at your face” she were closed to me and touching my face. Make me want to kiss her. The way she mumbles, she looks so worried. Suddenly she press on my wound “Ahh it’s hurt” I start to yelled. “Did you hear what I say?” she said to me. “Say what?” I was blank for a moment. She sigh “I said you and Kiseop sunbae know each other?” she asked me. “We were best friend when we were young” I said to her. “Then why you guys fighting?” she asked me again while put some bandage on my hand. “We fought for a stupid thing that all. Well you know we just kid that time” I explain to her, “Why don’t you make friend with him again” she said to me, I didn’t answer her. I want to actually I was happy to meet Kiseop, but since he kissed Hyun. I feel like threatening, I start to feel jealous whenever I saw Hyun with Kiseop. “I won’t tell her that we fought because of her” I said to myself while looking at her. She look at me “What?” she asked. “Hyun” I called her, she just ignore me. She clean up and get ready to cook. “Wait for a moment I will cook something” she said to me. “Ya if you want to take a bath just go, your sweater was inside the drover” she said to me. Sweater? Owh that sweater, I give it to her a year ago. That time it was raining, her cloth wet. Lucky I brought extra cloth then I gave to her. I went to her room opened the drover, I take it out “This sweater, she still keep it?” I start to giggle, I take a bath. I wear the sweater “Yeah looking good” I said to myself while looking at the mirror. I smell something good out there “What did she cook?” I walked out happily, I look at her. She was serving the food, with her bun hair showing her collar bone. Even she just wear a shirt and short like that I think she look so sexy right now, she look at me and smiled. I start to blushed, “Ya why your face turn red?” she said to me. “Just hot in here” I said while unzip a bit my sweater. She just look at me and blink her eyes. We both eat out dinner. She made me some bulgogi and kimchi chigae “Daehyun-ah, will you promise me something?” she said to me. “What it is?” I answer her. “Stop fighting with Kiseop sunbae ok?” she said to me “Don’t know, I can’t promise. Why? You like him?” I start to pout. “I’m worried you will get hurt” she said while looking at me. “Worried?” before I could say anything she cut me, “Ya you both a good friend right? Why don’t you become friend again?” she said to me. “We will see” I said. “Aish” she said and pinched my leg with her toes “Ya that hurt, what was that for” I said to her. She just laugh “Don’t make me get you” I said to her. “Whatever Mr. Jung” she said and we start to eat. “Daehyun-ah, why did you call Kiseop a princess?” she asked me. I start to choked “Pftt…” I laugh hard “Because when we was young he was so beautiful and easily to cry” I tell her “He was a crybaby back then, even our teacher thought he was a girl” She start to laugh to “Lol seriously?” we both laugh, ”Now he became popular guy in the college” she said to me. “Popular” I smirked. “What? You also fall for him?” I look at her and feel bit jealous. Yeah Kiseop was handsome now that why they called him Prince. She just stare at me “Nahh I don’t like too popular guy” she replied while putting down her chopstick “Now help me clean the dishes” she said to me. I just giggle “No way that was women job” I said to her, “Please…” she makes some cute face. I blinked my eyes, this is the first time she act cute to me. It makes me blushed “What with that face?” I try to act cool. “Fine I will clean it up myself” she pouted and walked to the sink. I try to help her “Ok I will help mian mian” I take all the dishes and put it in the sink, without knowing our hand touch. “Sorry” I quickly pull my hand. She start to blushed, we start to get awkward. Just two of us here, my heart start to beat. “Daehyun-ah” suddenly she spoke. “Eum…” I was standing behind her. I really want to hug her, “What it is?” I asked her softly. “Your phone is ringing” she said to me. I didn’t realize it, aish who called me at time like this. Ruining the mood I cried in myself.

After a few weeks

Kiseop POV
I went into my room and look at the mirror “Aish my precious face” I mumble, it’s been a few weeks I still fight with Daehyun but today he left early. It not like we were serious fight or what it just some kind of feeling that makes me want to beat him more. We both enjoyed it actually, since I got nobody to fight with. Aj knock the door “Ya let have dinner at…” he look at me. “Yaa you fight again?” he stared at me. “Like always” I smirked. “Ahh… He beat you hard eh this time?” he laugh. “Yeah that bastard, aish my face how to face her with this” I start to mumble and touch my face “Who? Your secret princess?” he said to me. “I won’t give up Jung Daehyun, I will steal Hyun heart away” I said to myself while giggle “What was that? Are you losing your mind? Suddenly you laugh” Aj said to me. “Nothing just feel happy” I said to him “Crazy” he said to me “Ya let’s go, I’m hungry” he said to me. I’m happy to see Daehyun again well it’s been a long time since I didn’t meet him. Sincerely, I want to tell him I’m glad to meet him again. “Yaa… What taking you so long?” Aj start to yell outside “I’m coming” I reply him while grab my jacket. We went to the stall near our house, I start to order some food. I drink up some soju after having the dinner, suddenly Aj phone start to ringing. He picked up and walked away, “Aish always walked away, what so private?” I talked to myself, I think he have a girlfriend. The way he talked, “Even Aj also got a girlfriend” I start to mumble and keep on drink. I think I got drunk a bit, I look another way. Then I saw Hyun, she was alone. I blink my eyes “Am I dreaming?” I said to myself “No Daehyun beside her?” I start to feel happy. She look a bit lonely tonight, I was about to get up suddenly Aj came “Hey let’s go, I need to meet someone” he said to me. “Who? Your girlfriend?” I said to him while smiling. He start to blushed “N-No… I want to meet my friend” he stuttered a bit. “Let me take you home you look so drunk” he said to me try to pulled me up “It’s ok, I’m not fully drunk I will go home by myself you go do your things” I said to him. He look at me “Are you sure about this? You will be okay by yourself” he sound worried. “Yeah, aish... Our house just near this place don’t worry I will call Hoon or Eli” I reply him. “Hmm ok I will leave first, hey I already pay for the food” he said to me and rushed to somewhere. I stared at Hyun, she didn’t notice me yet. I walked toward her “Hi Hyun” I said to her. She look at me and covered her lips. “Don’t worry I won’t kiss you, I’m not so drunk” I said to her “Can I sit here?” I asked her. She just nodded “Where is Daehyun?” I asked her. “He went to meet his friend” she replied while having her food. “Yes now it was my chance!” I feel so happy “Sunbae you fight with Daehyun again?” she pointed at my wound. “Why both of you always fight?” she asked me “It a guy things” I replied to her and try to act cool. She rolled her eyes “Whatever” she said to me while drink her water. I order some soju, I pour some for her “Here for you” she just look at it. “You don’t drink?” I asked her “Eum not feel like drinking tonight” she said to me. “Or afraid to get drunk” I smirked at her. Quickly she grab the glass “Who afraid?” and drink it. She look so cute when she get mad, “Let play some games, who lost have to take a drink” I said to her. She just smirked “Bring it on princess” “Ya don’t call me that!” I yelled. She laugh, we keep play just stupid game like rock paper scissors, who can hold breath very long. It simple t makes me happy enough. She look down, “Eum…” she mumbles. Already drunk? So fast. “One more game and then we go home” she said to me. “Next game is….” she stared at me and makes me blushed “Sunbae” she called me “Yep…” I answer “Why are you so handsome?” she asked me. I start to blushed “Well…” before I could finish she said something else “Even you have good looking but I’m not interest in you because you are pervert” she smile and start to giggle. I grind a bit and drink up “Aish you” I pinched her cheek “Don’t touch me, you not my boyfriend” she said while try to make serious face, I really want to kiss her right now but I hold it. We keep drinking, after a few bottles I think I’m drunk right now. Her face turn red she poke my cheek “Your face become red” she smile while closed her eyes. “You too” I said to her “Let go, I will take you home” I said to her. “I don’t want to go home yet” she said and pout “Ok then let take a walk” I said to her and laugh “I like walk, let go to the park” she start to get up. I pay for the food, she walked out “Sunbae hurry up~” she said while laugh. She is so drunk, since when she could act this cute. “Yeah I’m coming” I walk to her and followed her from behind, she turned and look at me “Aish what are you doing back there? Are you try to hug me secretly? Walked next to me” she pulled my hand and cling on it. We were holding hand, we walked through the park. I try to open my cloth beside the fountain she yelled at me “Ya stop lift your shirt up” we start to laugh. She splashes the water to my face, “It’s cold, stop it” I wipe it. I grab her shoulder and try to kiss her, she pushed my face “Ya not this time babo” she giggle. “Ahh... Just one kiss” I pouted “No way stupid pervert Lee Kiseop” she said while run away “Let me kiss you~” I start to chase her “Pervert! Go away” she laugh. Both of us just keep laugh and look like crazy people right now. We walked slowly at the sidewalk holding hands “Where do you live?” I asked her half awake, “There” she winked her eyes and pointed at me. I walked her home, “Here is your house? So big” I said to her, “Yep my house, thanks for walking me home” she said to me and waved at me. “Be careful” she said to me and search for her key. I look around and find some spot “I want to pee” I try to unzip my pant she saw it “Ya! Don’t do that get inside!” she yelled at me. She slap my back “Are you crazy to pee there, I got a bathroom baboo just asked me” she pulled my hand and I went inside her house. She took of her shoes and start to walk randomly, she grab my shoulder “See that? Go straight and turn left” she said while pushing me. “Got it Captain” I walked like a zombie left and right. “She said go straight and turn right” I said, I went into the room. This is not bathroom this is bedroom. I wandering around the room and found the bathroom inside it. “Found it! Ahh…” I mumble while doing my things. “So sleepy” I yawn and walked slowly to the bed, I strip my cloth and crawl inside. “Ahh… This bed smell so nice” I said and closed my eyes.

Hyun POV
I went to my kitchen, drink some water and sit on the chair “I’m too drunk” I start to giggle. I close my eyes, I think I fell asleep for a moment. I woke up and rub my eyes still drunk “Aish where is that bastard, he not finished yet?” I walked to the bathroom. No one inside it, “Maybe he have left while I was in the kitchen, but he didn’t say thanks or goodbye” I pouted “Kiseop baboo” I mumble “Whatever, I’m tired” I walked to my bedroom. I’m searching for the lamp switch “Where is it?” I mumbles still don’t find it “Ahh forget it” I start to take off all my cloth, “Ahh so relief” I take off my bra out just wear my panties. I’m wearing one piece of big shirt. Well it just me here who care? I crawl inside my bed, I pat my teddy bear. “Since when my teddy got bigger?” I asked myself “Just my imagination maybe” I hug it tight “So sleepy” I pulled my blanket and sleep.
*Dreaming*
I was in my living room, I saw a white cat. He purring and rub his fur to my leg “Ya that tickle” I start to giggle, he stared at me. I try to pick him up he was so heavy “You fat ass cat” I kiss his nose. I feel so happy. Ya what kind of dream is this? A cat? “How did you get in?” I asked him. Am I stupid talking to a cat? Well it just a dream. Suddenly he kick me and run inside my bedroom. I chased him “Ya come here fatty!” he jump on my bed. I sat beside him and rub his head. He start to lay down “You want to sleep? Ya you are so clever” I pinched his fluffy cheek. I kiss him again, I’m so crazy over cat. He licked my lips, “Aish stop that it tickle fatty” I start to giggles. He sat lay on my stomach and give me some massage. Suddenly I woke up, I opened up my eyes, I feel like some movement behind me. Am I still dreaming? Yeah maybe “Fatty stop it, it tickle” I start to giggle. Wait this is not fur, it touching my boobs. I look inside the blanket I saw a hand touching my upper body. Now what, some X rated dream? I want to kiss that cat. I turn around I saw Kiseop. “Kiseop? Not Daehyun? Why tonight is Kiseop?” before this I dream of Daehyun like this. Am I dreaming again? He already left so this is just a dream. I feel so lazy to open my eyes, like my body freeze somehow. He turn me, he not wearing a shirt and reveal his abs. This is real or am I just dream about that Kiseop? I still think this is a dream. I was still half awake, he start to kiss my neck and touch me everywhere. “Stop it” I mumbles “You are in my dream go away” I pushed him. He didn’t say anything he kissed my lips passionately and touch my breast, make me moan a bit. I start to pushed him again “Be gone” I said to him. I pushed him aside, he start to snore. “Aish move out” I was too sleepy, he hug me again. I just ignored him because this is just a dream “It just a dream” I mumbles.

Next morning

Hyun POV
Slowly I opened up my eyes, look up to my ceiling. Start to remember last night dream “What the hell? I almost made out with Kiseop that babo? But the kiss feel like real” I mumbled and touch my lips. I start to remember his passionate kiss, make me want it more. I shook my head “Aish stop being pervert, anyway it just a dream” I smiled and feel relief. I look at my clock “Ahh still early, 530 a.m” should sleep back. I pulled my blanket. Something moving beside me, I turn and take a look, Kiseop? He look like a prince but he not wearing a shirt? What? I touched his body. Looks real, Am I still dreaming? This is weird. I pinched my cheek, “Auchh it hurt!” I yelled a bit. Fuck it’s not a dream! I start to blushed and start to scream “Kyaa!!!!” he start to wake up “What happen? What?” he half awake. “Kiseop you babo!” I pushed him out the bed, he fell down. He tried to get up I saw his body, he touching his head “Calm down... Hyun? What are you doing in my room?” he asked me while his eyes widened open, he was blushing. “What? This is my room! I’m the one who should asked you What The Hell are you doing in HERE!” I pulled the blanket and cover my body. “Did we do it last night?” he asked me. I get out from my bed and went inside the bathroom without looking at him. I locked the door and look at the mirror “We didn’t do it right? If we have a sex I must feel hurt down there” I think so, I never did it before but they said if I did it I will feel hurt. I’m so glad we didn’t have sex. I feel my panties it start to get wet “What happen to me? What is this?” it feel so hot. I feel so glad, he knock my door “Hyun are you ok?” he asked. “This stupid man” I said to myself I slammed the door. He was in front of the door try to knock it again and he accidently hit my head “Yaa!” I hold my forehead. “Mian! Mian Hyun-ah” he said while rub gently my head. He pulled me and hug me “If I did something to you mian” he said to me “So last night was real?” I start to mumble. I pushed him away, “Nothing happen, just let get back to sleep. You can sleep here” I don’t want to drag this problem. I take my pillow and walked out the room he pulled me in. “Don’t go” he whispered to my ears. I feel bit strange, ear was my weak point. My body start to get hot and some strange feeling start to control my body. I start to blushed “Ah go to sleep still early see you tomorrow” I pushed him and run to the couched. “Stupid Kiseop, he makes me…” aish stop thinking, I put the pillow on my head and try to sleep. Until 7 am morning I can’t sleep because I keep thinking of him. I went inside my room, I want to take shower since I’m totally wet right now. I opened the door slowly, “He must be sleeping” I went inside and saw him sit on the bed without any shirt revealing his body. “Shit” I said to myself.

Kiseop POV
I can’t sleep. Well after what happen just now, “We sleep together?” I scratch my head and start to blushed. My buddy start to get harden down there. Early in the morning, I saw her body. She just wear one piece of cloth, make me want to touch her more. I can’t stop thinking of her, I want to have her. It’s been a while since I didn’t slept with a girl. I rolled on the bed “Her smells” I slowly I start to remember, I look at my hand “Wait, did I touched her boobs last night? So soft” I want it more. “I kissed her too right?” I try to get my memory back I sit on the bed while hugging her pillow. Suddenly I heard the door creak, I saw her came in. “I can’t hold it anymore” I start to feel hot here. I walked to her and grab her. I pushed her to the wall, “I want you” I start to kiss her. She pushed me “What are you doing? Stop it” she said to me. I grab her hand tight and kiss her again, she was struggle but lastly she give up. While I kiss her my hand explore her body, went down to her womanhood. “Already wet badly?” I kiss her neck she start to moan. “Stop it Kiseop, please” she begging me. “Stop? But you already wet for me” I smirked and keep teasing her. I keep touch her, “I can’t hold it anymore” I said to her and I pushed her on the bed. Roughly I kissed her, she try to pushed me again. “Stop Kiseop, this is not right” she said to me but I just ignore her. I look at her sexy body, it turn me on. I kiss lightly her body, suddenly she bite my hand. I start to scream, “Ouchh” she even grab my crotch “You pervert stupid Kiseop!” she squish a bit. It hurt me, “Ahh mian!! Let it go! Mian!” I start to cry out. She let my buddy go slowly. I look at her face, she look like crying and she give me “Serve you right” face. “You babo, I hate you. What do you think I am? How could you treat me like this?” she said to me while cover up her body. “I’m sorry…” I try to calm her down. It was my fault for being too much, I just can’t hold it. “Stay away from me, Babo! I hate you! I hate you!” she pushed me. “I’m sorry, please forgive me” I hug her she stomp on my foot and run inside her bathroom. “Go away! I hate you Lee Kiseop! You pervert! Stupid old man!” she yelled at me. “When I come out, I want you to be gone!” she yelled from inside. I hold the door, “I’m….” nothing I can say to her. I take my cloth and walked slowly to the living room. Since she grab my buddy back there it hurt to walk. “I should give her some time” I sat on the couch “What happen to me?” I asked myself. “I shouldn’t treat her like that, she not same like other women” I messed up my hair “Aish stupid you” I said to myself “What should I do?” I want to comfort her. “Ahh let me make breakfast” I walked to her kitchen. I made some omurice since she got some left over rice. I decorate a bit the rice and made some hot chocolate. “Hope she like it” I said to myself. I heard she walked out from her room, she look at me “You not leaving yet!” she glared at me. “I will leave now but before that let me say something” I said to her.

Hyun POV
“What?” I yelled at him. I feel so angry with him but I want to laugh at the same time. Look at his face, this is funny. He even cover his private area, “Serve you right pervert!” my inner self said. I feel so bad to grab his private section to hard but it for my own safety too. He tried to get to me “Look Hyun, I want to say that I was wrong” he said to me. “It was my fault, I shouldn’t do that to you” he look down. I just keep in silence, “I don’t think you will forgive me right now but all I want to say is I’m truly sorry” he said to me. “I will leave now” he said to me and walked out of my house. “Stupid Lee Kiseop, I hate you” I mumble. I walked to the table, he prepared something for me before he leave. It was hot chocolate and omurice, he write “Forgive this babo” on the omurice I smile while read it. “This is sweet but I won’t eat it!” I said to myself but suddenly my tummy start to make sound. I sit down and taste the omurice. “Not bad…” I ate it slowly “Ok this is delicious” I talked to myself. I finish up the omurice “He was good at cooking” I said to myself. I keep remember Kiseop, I shook my head “Stop it Hyun!” I said to myself. “Stupid Lee Kiseop, baboo. I won’t forgive you!” I yelled. “Daehyun-ah, where are you when I need you?” I start to mumble. I want to text him but I was afraid, what if I disturb him. I lay down on the couch while looking at the phone. “But if I tell him, they will fight again” I shook my head “Aish that will be more complicated” I talked to myself.

At the college

Daehyun POV
Hyun look so different today. “Ya are you ok?” I asked her. She just keep lay down and look tired, she look at me and smile. I saw Kiseop came into our class, “What do you want princess?” I asked him. He just ignored me he walked toward Hyun. “Hyun-ah” he called for Hyun. “Go away! I hate you” she yelled at Kiseop. I blinked my eyes, what happen here? I never see her mad like this. “Hyun please forgive me, It was…” quickly she grab Kiseop hand and cover his mouth they run out of the class. I was wondering “What happen?” I asked myself. ”Ya! Where are you going?” I tried to followed them but they already gone “Something fishy here” I try to call Hyun but she left her phone. “What happen?” I scratch my head.

Hyun POV
This stupid Kiseop, he try to revealed it or what? Daehyun was there. “Aish what if everyone know about it?” I slap his back “Ahh mian, I didn’t mean” he replied. “You still mad at me” he asked me. “Crazy” I glared at him. “I’m sorry” he keep say sorry to me. Well since that day, from this morning at the café until now, he keep say that he was sorry. “That enough” I said to him. he look at me “I was doing wrong” he begging me “I know and I have forgive you” I replied him “Stop say you are sorry” I look other ways, he not that bad. He has his own charm. I didn’t aspect he will begging me like this, I thought he was a selfish just think of his image only, but he not like that. He walked to me and hug me tight. It makes me shocked “Thanks for forgive me Hyun-ah” I try to pushed him but I feel some tears drop. He’s crying? “I feel so bad, I’m bad” he said to me. “I was wrong, I though you didn’t want to forgive me anymore because you keep avoid me” he said it to me. “I like you so much” he confessed to me. Like me? He likes me? I got a confession for the first time. I just stood there frozen and blushed. He let go of me, “What did you say?” I asked him. He smiled “I like you” he said to me. He take my hand, suddenly I heard Daehyun scream. “Ya let go of her hand” he run toward us “Aish not again” Kiseop complain. “Here we go again” I said to myself.

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