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~I Can't Love Him~

Chapter Thirty-Six - New Family?

~Your POV~
"U-Unnie, h-how did appa die?" Bomi said between her sniffles.

"W-Well, it's a long story." You looked away, remembering everything that happened.

"I-I'm listening." Bomi held your hand. You just look up at her with your blurred eyes.

"Well, it was probably 5-6 months ago, on a Friday. Um... I was walking home with Mark." You hanged your head.

"That time, was Mark your boyfriend too?" Bomi furrowed her eyebrows.

"A-Ani. He...well we ate lunch together and then we ended up walking together. We still hated each other back then." You sheepishly smile. Bomi just nods her head slightly.

"But anyways on the way back home, appa was standing there in the front porch waiting for me... "

~Flashback~
You and Mark kept pushing each other playfully. Then you saw your appa standing outside waiting. He looked like a little girl waiting for her love one to come.

"Appa!" You yelled out he looked at you and smiled. Right when you were going to run up to him a car came in your way. Then there was a gun shot which made you wince in fright. Mark's arm around your shoulder.

The car then ran off. Your eyes widen. Everything at that moment was all slow motion. You started panicking.

"A...appa!!!" You yelled out with tears. You quickly ran over to him and lift up his head to look at you. His eyes were closed already. You quickly put a finger under his nose to check if he was breathing. But there was no air.

"Ya, Bora gwaenchana?" Mark kneel down at your side.

"Appa!? Appa!? APPA!!!???" You were shaking your appa to wake up. But no response. Then Mark grabbed a note.

"Hey, what's this?" Mark opened it. You looked over to it.

"Ya if you only accepted me, then none of this would have happened. I know that you know if someone disobeys me then something bad will happen right? And look what happened. Pretty little miss Bora lost her daddy. Awe, isn't that so sad. You should have just accepted it that I wanted you. But then you made me be in jail. Finally I got out from the help of friends and wanted to come back. I was positive that your little boyfriend wasn't going to be there for you. So I came back. However you totally made 2 fucking boyfriends. Seriously, have two men around you for protection. So pathetic Bora babe. Now let's see who would ever be there for you now. Yeah, no one. Good luck on your own. Living like a pathetic little bitch like everyone knows.
-From: Daniel (Love you *muah)
-To: Yoon Bora

Your eyes widen and more tears streamed down your face. You shook your head wishing everything was just a nightmare.

"Appa, appa jehbahl! Jehbahl appa. Don't leave me like this. Appa! Ileona appa! Open your eyes appa. Bobo is here now. Come on appa. Bobo finally came back from school. Sin happily like last time. Appa! Ileona!!! Jehbahl appa! Bobo is back! Mimi haven't came back yet. You can't just leave like this. We still need to find Mimi!!! APPA!!!!!! APPA JEAHBAHL!!!!" You kept screaming and screaming for your appa to open his eyes. However he was gone already.

"Bora, Bora! Get yourself together!" Mark kept trying to calm you down however you couldn't.

"APPA!!!!!!!! JEHBAHL APPA!!!! YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME LIKE THIS!!! WHERE AM I GOING TO STAY NOW!!!!??? APPA JEHBAHL! OPEN YOUR EYES AND LOOK AT ME. LOOK AT YOUR BAD DAUGHTER. Appa! Jahbahl, just open them one more time. You can't say goodbye like this to me. APPA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" You screamed out.
~End of Flashback~


"U-Unnie, who's Daniel?" Bomi wiped away your tears.

"H-He was a jerk. A total pervert, rapist." You growled.

"W-What did he do, that you hate him so much?" Bomi gulped.

"Well, one night when appa was working out late, I was at home. By myself, as usual. Until then I heard a crash downstairs. So, as the curious person I always am. I went to check who or what it was. It turned out to be a robber." Your fists tighten at just the thought.

"W-Was it Daniel?" Bomi asked in a worried tone.

"Yeah. The most horrifying part was that I also had a crush on Daniel. At school like a sweet and kind guy. However I was wrong. He was a jerk. I was trying to run away, but somehow on my mission on running away from failed. I ended up under him. H-He tried raping me." Tears soon streamed down your face. Bomi quickly pulled you into a side hug.

"W-What happened then?" Bomi asked scared yet curious.

"My knight and shining armor came." A small smile escaped from your lips as you remembered how he protected and comfort you.

"Nugu?" Bomi asked now puzzled.

"It was Xiumin. W-We were really good friends back in middle school. Later on, we both began to have feelings for each other. The next thing you know is that we became a couple. However then we broke up because he became a trainee in SM, and he said long relationships wouldn't work. So we broke up. That's also why I'm really close to Exo." You turned to Bomi who was still taking in everything.

"Yeah, no wonder. That's why I always wondered why you and Exo oppas were always so close." Bomi said wide eyes. You just chuckle.

"Come on, let's go rest. We still have one more day of school left to go." You then stood up and pulled Bomi off the couch. As the both of you walked upstairs, someone came out of the darkness.

~Mark's POV~
'T-That's why they were so close. W-Why didn't Bora tell me? Scratch that, it's Bora's business not mine. And plus it's in the past, this is the present.'

I took a deep breathe before walking upstairs. Right when I got upstairs, my gaze went directly to Bora's door.

'I wonder how Bora and Bomi even found out that their siblings. Wish that Angelina was still alive.'

I was about to walk inside my room, until I heard Bora's door open.

"Oh. When did you come back?" Bora asked confused and shocked.

'Does my heart have to always beat this fast, just seeing her. Man, I bet it would stop beating if I ever lose her.'

"Oh, not that long ago." I let out a small smile.
~End of Mark's POV~

You were going to go back downstairs because you forgot to turn off the lights. However when you opened the door, there stood Mark.

'Isn't he suppose to be at practice? He said he would be home late tonight.'

"Oh. When did you come back?" You asked confused and shocked.

"Oh, not that long ago." Mark smile one of his small smiles when he feels uneasy. You just nod your head slowly.

"I thought you said you'll be home late tonight." You stated with a arch eyebrow, while leaning on your door frame.

"Well~ Our dance teacher wasn't feeling good so we left early. In order for him to rest, so them we could practice more when he recovers." Mark let out a bright smile.

~Mark's POV~
"I thought you said you'll be back late tonight." Bora raised an eyebrow while leaning on the door frame.

"Well~ Our dance teacher wasn't feeling good so we left early. In order for him to rest, so them we could practice more when he recovers." I lied.

'Of course I lied about our teacher, I, on the other hand. Lied that I wasn't feeling good, just to come home and see if you were alright. Ok, I also didn't feel like practicing too.'
~End of Mark's POV~

You just stood there eyeing him, since he just went silent after answering you.

"Mark?" You tilted your head. However there was no response. "Mark!?" You raised your voice which finally caught his attention.

"Mwuh? Did you say something?" Mark looked at you with wide eyes. You just chuckle.

"What's bothering you that you had to go silent?" You raised an eyebrow.

"Nothing." Mark smiled again. That smile of his that you would never get tired seeing it.

"Unnie! What's taking you so- oh annyeong Mark." Bomi stood behind you.

"Annyeong." Mark just then leaned against the wall. "Staying here tonight?" Mark asked while playing with his fingers.

'Something's up.'

"Yup, so then I'll be going to school with you and Bora unnie tomorrow." Bomi smiled her pearly whites.

"Araseyo." Mark just kept that smile on.

"Ya, can't you believe it that my unnie was here this whole time. She was so close to the whole time and I didn't know that." Bomi then wrapped her arms wound your neck.

"And I'm happy that I found my little sister." You smiled back at Bomi.

~Mark's POV~
'Little sister' the two words that I mostly hate hearing now. J-Just makes me miss Angelina more.'

I flinched when I felt someone cupped my face, with their thumb wiping the area under my eyes. I looked up to see Bora looking at me worried.

"Gwaenchanayo?" Bora asked worriedly. I just let out a smile.

"Gwaenchana. Just tired, I guess. Well, good night beautiful." I quickly gave her a peck. "Night Bomi." Mark then went inside his room.
~End of Mark's POV~

You looked over at Mark, since he was quiet. Until then you notice when he hanged his head a little and a small tear streamed down his face. You quickly moved out of Bomi's embrace and cupped Mark's face, wiping away his tear.

Right after touching him, he flinched.

"Gwaenchanayo?" You asked worried.

"Gwaenchana. Just tired, I guess. Well, good night beautiful." Mark moved quickly, pecking your cheek. "Night Bomi." Mark walked into his room.

"What was that? How come Mark was crying?" Bomi asked puzzled.

"I'll go see. You go back inside and rest, araseyo?" You smiled at Bomi before watching her leave and go under the bed sheets.

Quickly you went over to Mark's door, right after closing your door quietly. Quickly, yet quietly you opened Mark's door and peeked inside. Just to see Mark sitting on his bed, with his face covered with the palms of his hands.

'Knew it that just saying those two words, he would break down.'

You then closed his door quietly and rushed over to him. You set your hand on his shoulder, the same time you sat down. Right after touching his shoulder, he jumped.

"Scared you?" You said with a small smile.

~Mark's POV~
I jumped feeling someone's hand on my shoulder. However then soften after seeing that it was just Bora.

"Scared you?" She said with a small smile.

"Yeah you did. What are you doing here? Thought I told you to rest?" I raised an eyebrow.

"Stop acting like you care." She then playfully glared at me. I just chuckled.

"But I do care beauty." I then wrapped my arm around her waist, pulling her closer to me. I then rest my chin on her shoulder.

"I know how your feeling right now." Bora rested her head on mine.

"Well, what am I feeling then?" I just asked, like it just came out of my mouth by itself.

"Sad. Depressed. I know you miss her right now Mark. Mianhae for saying that." Bora then intertwined her hand with mine. I just lifted my chin off her shoulder, making her head fall onto my shoulder. I chuckled when she glared at me doing that.

"To be honest, I do. Even though I told myself to move on. Now seeing you with your little sister. Just makes me miss her even more." A small tear escaped my eyes.

"I-I know you do. But hey, she never left." Bora then lifted her head and turned towards me. "She's there." She then poked my chest, where my heart was. I just chuckled and pulled her into my embrace.

"I know. Just that I feel like I can't let her go yet. Even though it's been many years now. She'll always be my little sister. She'll always be in my heart." I hugged Bora tight. She just pats my back lightly, hugging me back.
~End of Mark's POV~

***Next Day***

"No wonder you guys kinda resemble each other." JB said eyeing you and Bomi. You both just chuckle.

"Wait, how did you guys even find out that your both sisters?" Yugyeom asked still puzzled.

"Well, somehow we just found out. We both went to the same place where Bomi was kidnapped. Until then, it turned out she was my little Mimi." You wrapped an arm around Bomi's shoulders.

"She's not your Mimi. She's my Mimi." Jr. pouted while playfully glaring at you. You just chuckle.

"Yup, and she's mine." Mark wrapped his arm around your waist.

"Ooooh~" The guys cooed. You just blushed.

"Hey~ Bo- Oh, what do we have here?" Everyone's attention went to the owner of the voice, Kai.

"Ya~, I knew you two would pull it off." Chanyeol said with a teasing smile.

"Shut up." You playfully glared at them.

"Daebak. After hating each other, you two start liking each other. Awkward.~" Baekhyun joked.

"Yeah, somehow I just ended up having feeling for this cutie." Mark lightly pinched your cheeks.

"Cheesy!~" Everyone shouted.

"Why's everyone shouting!?" Chen popped out of no where.

"Because our cold Mark became cheesy." Jackson cooed. You just chuckle.

"Oh, didn't think you guys would end up together." Lay said amazed. You just smile and nodded. All of you guys kept talking and laughing, until then your mind started shifting off to somewhere.

'What happened to Xiumin oppa?'

You started looking around, however you saw nothing.

"Looking for someone?" Mark made you stop searching instantly.

"A-Ani." Right when you said that Xiumin came out of no where.

"Annyeong!~" Xiumin sang happily. "Oh, when did-" Xiumin looked at both you and Mark, pointing his finger from you to Mark then back to you.

"I know right. But it was when we left Bora noona." Sehun said with a smile.

"Oh, jinja? Why didn't you tell me this?" Xiumin narrowed his eyes at you.

"Because I didn't want to." You said with a chuckle. "Guess what?" You were still talking to Xiumin, as Mark sat in the middle just side hugging you.

"What?" Xiumin asked as his eyes sparkled.

"Bomi is my little sister." Bora said in a happy voice.

"Jinja!?" Xiumin asked shocked.

"Yup, Bora unnie is really my sister." Bomi then linked arms with you.

***Lunch***

"Unnie?" Bomi asked while sitting next to you again, since she was sitting on the floor with Jr.

"Hm." You hummed since you were taking a bite of Mark's sandwich.

"Do you think today after school, you can come with me? Back home? Well my home." Bomi asked with her puppy eyes.

"Home?" You chocked a bit.

"Go. It's alright. This time I probably stay late or probably sleep over at the practice room." Mark said as he handed you a water bottle.

"I-I guess." You stuttered.

'Me-Meeting my new family? N-New omma. N-New appa.'

"Jinja!? Omma and appa would be so happy to finally meet my one and only unnie!!!" Bomi beamed.

"Nervous?" Mark whispered, making you flinch a bit. "I take that as a yes then." Mark just chuckled.

"D-Do you think they would take me in?" You looked at Mark nervously.

"Mm. Of course, if their child is Bomi and your Bomi's unnie. They would take you in as if your their own child also." Mark lightly pinched your nose. "There's nothing to be nervous about." Mark chuckled.

"I-I know. B-But still." You pouted a bit.

"Still what?" Mark arch his eyebrow.

"Never mind, so you coming home late?" You asked as you leaned your head on his shoulder.

"Probably, unless I just sleep at the practice room. Stay with Bomi's family. Well, your new family for the night, huh?" Mark asked as he leaned his head on yours.

"A-Araseyo." You stuttered again.

"There you go again. Your stuttering. I told you there's nothing to be nervous babe." Mark wrapped his arms around you.

"Araseyo, araseyo." You just chuckled.

***End of School***

"Unnie, we have to wait here. I normally have a driver." Bomi bitterly smiled.

"I know." You chuckled.

"I'm leaving now." Mark pecked your cheeks. "Take good care of my girlfriend Bomi." Mark narrowed his eyes at Bomi.

"For your information, it's her who suppose to look after me. I'm the dongsaeng here!!!" Bomi shouted. You just chuckled.

"Gaja. The car's here." Bomi linked her arm with yours. "Are you nervous unnie?" Bomi asked as she looked up at you.

"Little, but Mark helped me not to be nervous. So I'm alright." You said with a sheepish smile.

"Mwuh?" Bomi chuckled.

***At Bomi's (your new house) House***

"Omma!!! Appa!!!" Bomi screamed right when she opened the door.

"Ya, where's your manners? Your not suppose to be screaming." You nudged Bomi.

"Gwaenchanayo." Bomi pouted.

"I'm over here honey. Appa's still at work." You heard the woman's voice linger through the house. You gulped your remaining saliva.

'Well here goes nothing. Hwaiting Bora!!! Wait why am I so nervous?'

"Omma, I have someone you have to meet!" Bomi beamed as she ran into the kitchen.

"Nugu? Your boyfriend!?" Your new omma beamed.

"Ya! Omma, I told you that we're not ready yet. But that's not important right now. This is what is important." Right after Bomi said that, you stepped into the kitchen. "Omma, look." Bomi tugged on your omma's arm. She turned around and just looked at you.

"Chingu?" She said puzzled.

"Ani." Bomi ran over to you and hugged your arm. "Unnie. Naen unnie."

(A/N: Naen = My or me)

"Y-Your unnie!?" Omma's eyes widen. "J-Jinja!?"

"Mm, we found each other!" Bomi beamed happily. Your omma was still speechless.

'I think I saw her somewhere.'

'Why does she look so familiar?'

"Ah~ Annyeonghaseyo. Bora imnida, Yoon Bora." You bowed politely.

"N-Ne. Annyeonghaseyo. So your my little Bomi's unnie?" She asked with a smile. You just nod your head.

"Gamsahabmnida for taking care of her. She must been a pain in the butt sometimes." You chuckled.

"Ani, gwaechanayo. She was adorable, I couldn't resist her. I wanted to spoil her however, I couldn't." Your omma pouted.

"Appa, didn't let omma spoil me." Bomi smiled happily at you. You just smiled, it was still awkward. Everything was so new to you.

"I'm home!~" Someone sang. You and Bomi turned around to meet a man standing there. "Oh, Bomi. Your chingu?"

'That must be my appa.'

"Ani, naen unnie." Bomi kept hugging on your arm.

"U-Unnie!?" Your appa's eyes widen.

"I know. I can't believe it. They actually found each other." Your omma came beside Bomi.

"T-That's good." Your appa stuttered.

'H-He looks familiar too.'

'S-She can't be. C-Can she?'

Notes

Sorry, very sorry for the late update. As I said before, I'm moving so yeah. Hope once I'm in my new house, I'll update ten times faster. Or something. Anyways hope you guys liked this update!!!!!!! Sorry if it's kinda boring. Comment below what you guys think, or what Bora's new parents and Bora are talking about. Don't worry, I'll later explain who that mysterious guy is too in my next updates.

(A/N: Thought this was cute, how Jr. asked Mark to lean on his shoulder.)



Comments

Wah. I'm new in kpop fanfic and this is the third story I've read. This is too good. I wish there was sequel. I really loved this story.

Wang'zouu Wang'zouu
1/8/17

I LOVE THIS STORY

catdog21 catdog21
11/17/16

Omg this was amazing, the emotions being displayed really came out. Well doneeeeee♡♡

Kkstlh Kkstlh
10/29/16

OMG this story is so good >.< Unnie you did a great job! Thank you for writing this story, Saranghae :)

BTS Kookie BTS Kookie
5/29/16

Ahh unnie, you have natural talents in writing! Omg this was so good I cried tears of joy at the end! Please continue writing more stories! Impatiently waiting ^-^! Hwaiting!

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2/28/16