Look upon the stars

You walked, not knowing where you were going, you kept walking. You couldn’t think straight. You somehow ended up in a park. You sat down on the swings, you once again reflected on what you witnessed. “Luhan….” you cried. You looked up, so you will stop the crying. “Well, it’s not like I like Luhan, but… i feel uneasy… It hurts….” you thought to yourself, “why does it hurt? I never thought of him that way… but….” your head started to spin a bit. “hah… so ghost also get stress?” You looked up to the sky once more, “if i was a star… wonder if I can make any difference…” When you were about to fall asleep, you heard people singing from a distance. You walked towards the music. It was a street performance. It was a guy, singing with a guitar. The song was so peaceful, yet, so little viewers. He was singing a love song, it was as if, he was singing to his lover. You sat down near him, he couldn’t see you so it was fine. It was a familiar tune, you sang along. You smiled, this was the only thing that made you happy, calm… after all, being a singer was your dream. While you were singing along, Luhan passed by. He stared at you, smiling. You were surprised, but touched. His smile, lit up all those dark thoughts. You were thankful that Luhan was in your life. Without him you wouldn’t knew what you would be doing by now. You walked towards Luhan. “Wanna walk around?” Luhan suggested. You nodded, and smiled brightly, “yes.” While you were walking, all those thoughts of Soeun, just… disappeared.
“About.. that kiss…” Luhan started to brought it up, “there’s nothing in between us.. don’t worry i rejected her.” “You know something.” You said to him, “you know how i died…? It was like… how stars die i guess…” “Stars..?” Luhan questioned. “Yeah, you know how they die? Without knowing it.” There was a moment of silence, then you broke it by saying, “Do you know how I died….?” you asked him. “... no..” “Well… it was about 7 years ago… i believe… me and Soeun… we were best friends at that time… we… we decided to go to a river…”

~Flash back~
“______! I found this really good place for a hide out!! We can prob sing there!” Soeun came to my house that day. We were really close back then. So, I followed her, without knowing what will happen to me. “You see that mountain?” Soeun asked me. “That’s pretty far away…” I replied her back. “It’s over there. There’s really cool waterfall, and a river!” “Really?!” My eyes widened. “Mhmm! We should make a secret hideout there!” Soeun suggested. I followed her, and we arrived at the top of the mountain. “Woah! You can see everything up here!” I exclaimed. I looked towards the distance. I went on the edge of the cliff to have a better view. When I looked towards the ground, there was a lake. “We should play by the lake!” When I tried to turned back. There was a push. Then I fell. Looking towards the waters. “Bye _____. Hope you die…” The whispers of Soeun’s words kept ringing in my ear.
~End of Flashback~
“... Thats all i remember…” You told Luhan. “.... I’m sorry…. without knowing…. I was friendly to Soeun….” There was moment of silence. “Don’t worry about it. I’m just glad I got the chance to tell you.” Then Luhan held your hand. “Come on lets walk around. I know this great place where you can forget all about that girl…” and Luhan led you. Luhan’s back. You smiled. ‘Thank you Luhan…’ you whispered so he wouldn’t hear you. But thoughts of Soeun. Killing her… was still on your mind.

Notes

FROM THIS POINT, THERE ARE TWO ENDINGS