An Accident That Changed Your Whole Life

~Your P.O.V~

As I was standing in line for my turn to let them check my things and pay.

*I'm really leaving. I'm not going to see any of the B.A.P members ever again. Not even my brother. What should I do with the baby? Keep it? Get an abortion? Never, I shouldn't even think about an abortion. I'll become a murder if I ever got an abortion. Aish, guess I'll just keep the baby. It's not so hard after all, taking care of a baby.*

I heaved a sigh and smiled at the employee as I gave them my ticket and my things. As I continue walking, I heard someone shouting "NOONA! NOONA!" I turned around and didn't see anyone. I shook my head a bit.

"I'm just having an allusion." I mumbled and continue walking.

~Zelo's P.O.V~

"NOONA! TURN AROUND!" I kept shouting however she didn't hear me. "Ugh!~ It's going to be so boring without noona." I grumbled and walked back outside towards the van.

"Found your friend?" Jongup asked.

"Yeah, but she- I mean he didn't hear me." I grumbled crossing my arms.

"It's alright. It's not like your friend is going to be gone for a long time." Yongguk tried to cheer me up.

*You don't even know that it's noona who's really leaving.*I said in my head. I then grab my phone and start calling noona. About after three rings she finally answered.

"Yeboseyo? Junhong-ah?" Noona spoke through the phone.

"Ya! I came to set you off and you totally ignored me!~" I whined through the phone. I heard noona's laugh on the other end of the phone.

"Mian Junhong-ah. It's alright, you didn't have too though." She reasoned.

"Gwaenchana, when are you coming back?" I asked staring outside.

"I don't know. If I really like the place, I might stay for a long time." I can tell that she shrugged even though I couldn't see it. "I have to go Junhong-ah my plane's leaving. Annyeong and don't forget. Noona loves you." She hung up before I could even say goodbye back and that I also love her. I pouted and glared at my phone.

"Ya! Was that your girlfriend!?" Daehyun looked at me with a teasing smile.

"U-Uh...i-it was a f-friend that was a-a g-girl." I stuttered nervously.

"Awe~ Our Junhonggie is all grown up." Youngjae pretended to wipe away the fake tears. I snort and look away. However my attention quickly went to my phone as I heard it ring but it wasn't mine but someone else's.

~Yongguk's P.O.V~

'Beep' 'Beep'

I looked at my phone, unlocking it to see a text message from Shinhye. Immediately a smile crept on my face as I quickly pressed on the message and find out what she text me.

-Hey, um sorry I couldn't text you back yesterday. My friends kept annoying me and they even took my phone away so I couldn't text anyone. But anyways, I just wanted to tell you that I love you very very much. Also that I don't think I'll be having the baby anymore. If I do it's going to be hard for me and plus in the beginning I didn't want it. I was just acting. So sorry for not telling you earlier. I hope that we can still stay friends. Dating you is hard for me and everyone else. Sorry, bye and I hope that your not that made at me.

I stared at the message for a really long time. My heart was aching bad. I felt as if my whole body just froze and my heart inside shattered into pieces. I couldn't believe that she was playing me this whole time.

"Hyung can I use your phone? Mine's about to die." Zelo asked while leaning against my chair. I just carelessly give him my phone without even exiting the message. Until then I remembered and quickly turn around to get it back but it was too late.

"Hyung, did noona send this or you?" Zelo looked up at me with sad eyes. I gulped. Youngjae then grabs the phone and reads the message. To Daehyun, then Himchan, and lastly Jongup.

"Hyung, she was playing with you this whole time." Jongup sadly spoke looking up at me. I just turn back around and stare outside the window. Small tears threatening to fall.

*It's either because the guys didn't accept us or she really was playing me.*

~Your P.O.V~

I can't believe that I just sent that text to Yongguk. Ever single word that I sent him was a lie except the part that I said I love him.

It;s decided, I'm not ever going back. I'm going to live here. I bet Yongguk told Junhong and Junhong now hates me too.


~4 months passed~


~Zelo's P.O.V~

I really thought noona like Yongguk but I guess I was wrong. I guess we were both wrong. After I read that text, I never contact noona ever again. I know she's my sister, but staying on hyung's side is better. It's messed up to do that. I didn't even think noona was that kind of person.

~8pm~

We've been staying at the dorm now on, not even going to my house anymore. I walked over to our small living room and jumped on the couch laying down. About 5 minutes passed, I saw the members walking over to Yongguk who sat at the small kitchen table staring at his drink. Whatever he was drinking.

"H-Hyung." Jongup spoke up. I sat up and stared at them. Yongguk hummed a response however didn't look up.

"We're sorry. W-We should have told you this long time ago so this wouldn't have happened." Youngjae reasoned. I stared at them with a arched eyebrow.

"We already accepted you two to be together, but we were just too stupid on not telling you guys." Daehyun explained.

"We're sorry for yelling at Shinhye and making her break up with you." Himchan softly spoke. I then shot up hearing that.

"YOU WHAT!?" I shouted. "YOU YELLED AT MY NOONA! No wonder she freaking left saying she was going somewhere for a friend. When she was going somewhere I don't even know with herself!!!~" I yelled at them. Yongguk stood up and looked at me shocked.

"Bwoh!? Your sister left somewhere by herself!?" Yongguk yelled angry and worried.

"Yeah! Because of them she left! She's even pregnant and she's alone in this whole damn world by herself. She can be anywhere!!!" I screamed back angry myself. Yongguk growls and stomps to his room. We then all followed him along.

~Yongguk's P.O.V~

I can't believe she lied to me. I can't believe that I even believed what she said. What if she left to go kill herself or to get an abortion. What am I going to do?

I quickly rushed to my cellphone calling her number immediately only to get answered by that annoying voice telling to leave a voice mail. I pulled on my hair annoyed and turned to Zelo.

"Call your noona and see if she answers you." I commanded Zelo. He nodded and quickly took out his phone calling her right away. After we heard it ring 3 times, the owner finally answers.

"Yeoboseyo?" The voice that always melted my heart answered.

"N-Noona?" Zelo carefully said.

"Oh, Junhong-ah!~ You finally called. I wanted to call you but I always thought that whenever I call you'll be too busy. Mianhae Junhong-ah." His sister sweetly reasoned.

"Gwaenchana noona." Zelo's eyes started brimming with tears.

"Ask where she is." I whispered to Zelo. Zelo nodded and quickly cleared his throat.

"Noona, where are you?" Zelo asked straight forward.

"Me? I'm somewhere that's peaceful and very beautiful. I wish were here with me. Don't worry, maybe when I finally feel like coming back I'll be back." She softly spoke.

"A-Araseyo noona. Noona I have to go, mianhae. Come back soon. I-I miss you a lot. A lot, a lot." Zelo's tears soon started streaming down his face.

"Mm. I will." She then hung up. And Zelo's hand with holding his phone fell.

"S-She doesn't want to tell me." Zelo sadly answered.

"Don't worry. We'll find her." I encouraged Zelo.

"You guys ready for a break!!!~" Our manager comes in yelling happily. "Oh, Zelo-ah, gwaenchana?" Our manager looks at Zelo worriedly.

"Yeah, just that he misses his sister." Youngjae quickly answered for Zelo.

"I bet she's doing fine." Manager hyung says while patting Zelo's shoulder.

"So what were you talking about?" I then ask him.

"Oh, I was wanting to know if you guys wanted to take a break for a week from our busy schedule." He beamed. We all nodded happily. "Well, onto Maldives it is!!!!~" Everyone cheered. Just that Zelo and my smiles didn't reach our eyes.

~Your P.O.V~

I can't believe this but when Junhong finally called me I felt bad talking to him again. Ever since I left Seoul, life was really hard without my brother. And the guys, usually they were always there to cheer me up and stuff. I miss being in Yongguk's embrace. I know he called but I just couldn't answer when what I text to him flashed through my mind.

"I really miss you too Junhong-ah. I miss you Yongguk too." Tears started brimming in my eyes. Thinking about Yongguk made me think about what a bad person I am. I even a murder.

~2 months ago~

As I was living life to the fullest by myself in Maldives. I went out for a small swim and as I was getting out. What happened became the hell of me.

I've been 2-3 months pregnant. My baby bump was already visual. But I still didn't know the gender yet. So as I was getting out of the pool, I accidentally tripped over the wet floor and fell forwards. Face first. Blood slowly pooled around me below.

The next thing when I woke up, I was on a hospital bed. After a few minutes the doctor came in and told me everything. I freaking cried a lake. I couldn't believe that I lost the baby. My baby.

The only memory that I had of it was just 2 ultrasounds of the baby. I didn't get to know if it was a boy or girl.

Ever since that happened, I never wanted to go back. To see my brother and everyone else, mostly Yongguk. He also was waiting on the baby to be born, but now he can't ever see him/her. I felt like I wanted to die so bad, however I had to live because my brother only had me left.

I just hadn't had the guts to go back and see him.

~End of flashback~

I started working at Maldives so I can earn a living. After that accident I became slim again, mostly because I love to exercise a lot. I also work part time teaching elders or families morning exercises.

However I never forgot about my baby. From time to time that scene would always flash in my mind like a movie. Remembering every single word the doctor told me.

And if the guys ever came here, it would make me feel as if my baby wanted the daddy to find me. I don't why I think like that, but I just do. But sometimes, I feel as if I really do want them here too because I need someone right now.

Notes

That was just my 6th chapter, hoped you guys like it.