An Accident That Changed Your Whole Life

~Your P.O.V~

One day when I was hanging out with Zelo and we went out because he kept whining that he wanted to have a brother sister bonding time without the members. We were caught by some fans and they thought Zelo was dating me.

So they were on several variety shows and radio shows. However Zelo told everyone that the girl whom he was with was his sister (aka me). And I found out the other day that I have a heart condition. Yes, he lied that I had a freaking heart condition. So from time to time, I would receive gifts from their fans wishing for me to get better.

However ask each day past, there were more and more presents at my door. And I was seriously going crazy, I hate it that the people are using their money so freely on someone who is perfectly fine excluding the part that I'm pregnant but no one still knows so we're good.


~8pm~


"Noona!!!~" Zelo shouted once entering the house. "Neomu baegopa!!!~" He whined cutely. I chuckled and shot up.

"Welcome back!~" I shouted back coming downstairs.

"Is there anything to eat noona?" Youngjae pouted while slumping into the couch.

"I'll go make something." I chuckled and walked into the kitchen. While I was washing my hands to get ready to cook a pair of arms slowly snaked around my waist. I smiled knowing who it was. "Gwaenchana?" I softly asked.

"Yeah, just tired." Yongguk mumbled, his face in the crook of my neck.

"Go rest then." I turn around and cup his face into my small hands.

"I will, just after I eat." He sheepishly smiled and hugged me longer.

~Zelo's P.O.V~

I heaved a shaky breathe as I quickly turned back around after seeing noona and Yongguk hyung hugging in the kitchen.

I couldn't believe that they kept this from me. Mostly noona keeping this from me. It hurt knowing that they were keeping a secret from me.

I have to know, know everything. Tomorrow I think I'm going to ask hyung but when we're alone only. I have to know. I have to find out.


~Tomorrow~


After we finished our schedule all we were doing was lazing around at home. SO decided to take that chance and ask hyung about everything that was killing me from not knowing. I made hyung go take a "walk" with me and we went alone being the others were too lazy to even realize anything.

"Hyung." I called as I stopped in my tracks as we were walking beside a park. Yongguk stopped and looked at me.

"Gweanchana? Something wrong?" Yongguk worriedly asked.

"I-I...yeah there's something bothering me." I breathe out as I sat down at one of the park benches under the shade. Yongguk then sat next to me.

"Well what's up?" Yongguk asked looking forward.

"I-I have something to ask." I muttered nervously.

"Go on." Yongguk ushered me. I nodded and took a deep breathe before I started talking.

"W-Why didn't you or noona tell me about you guys?" I finally asked what I wanted to ask and stared up at him nervously. Yongguk was looking at me with a shocked expression plastered on his face.

"H-How d-did you know?" He stuttered. I heaved another sigh.

"Hyung... tell me honestly. When did you start liking my noona and... when and why did you guys both sleep with each other?" I sternly said. Yongguk's eyes widen even more (if that's possible).

"W-Well..." He cleared his throat. "I...I started liking your sister when I still went to college. I went to the same one as she did. However I never got to tell her because she was already with someone else. Someone you also know." Yongguk carefully spoke. I stared at him with wide eyes.

"S-Someone I-I know? N-Nugu?" I stuttered. "Youngjae? Daehyun hyung? Or was it Himchan?"

"Shinhye dated Himchan. They dated for 5 months until they broke up because Himchan was accepted." Yongguk sighed. "Look Zelo-ah, mianhae. I-I should have told you about your sister and I. About everything. Neomu mianhae. C-Can you forgive me?" Yongguk asked for forgiveness. However I was frozen. Noona dated Himchan in the past and now she's dating Yongguk.

"I-I don't know what to say." I unknowingly spoke. I thought about everything in the past. How they reacted when they "first" met my sister. How Himchan always wanted to get closer to her and Yongguk feeling uneasy when Himchan was like that.

I even remember hearing Yongguk confess to Shinhye noona but she rejected because she still had feelings for Himchan. Then a few days later telling Yongguk that she also likes him to the part where she tells him that she pregnant with hyung's baby.

What would happen if the paparazzi's found out. That B.A.P's leader got a common girl pregnant. What if our group breaks apart from not being loyal and trustworthy with each other.

I heaved a sigh and look over at Yongguk to notice that he was still talking this whole time but I wasn't listening. However I started listening once I heard that Yongguk accidentally raped noona. RAPED MY SISTER!!!!~

"YOU DID WHAT!?" I burst standing up angry. "H-How could you?" I pointed an accusing finger at him.

"I-I'm sorry. I really am. I-I wasn't myself Zelo. I-I was drunk. Basically everyone was drunk and that just happened. I never meant to hurt your sister. I never even intended to hurt her." Yongguk explained head hanged low. I sighed and slowly sat back down. I told him to explain what happened after since I was confused why noona still liked Yongguk hyung even after he did that. So he did.

"After what I did, she was terrified of me. She never wanted to get near me. She hated me." Yongguk looked at the ground sadly.

"Is that why when you walked into the kitchen, noona ran upstairs telling me to do the dishes?" I asked also staring at the floor.

"Mm, I scared her that much. But I'm serious. I never intended to hurt her, ever. " Yongguk quickly explained. "How did you know?" He carefully asked.

"W-Well, I have been watching you guys for quite some time now." I explained and looked up to see Yongguk's shocked face.

"Y-You've been watching us?" Yongguk asked shocked. I nodded. "Look, I'm sorry for not telling you any of this. I know I should have told you. I mean I'm B.A.P's leader. I should have been brave. Your sister and I thought that it would be best to tell you and others one by one. B-But we just didn't know how." Yongguked mumbled.

I was actually kinda of glad that he told me all of this. Now it's just time for noona to tell me herself. To hear everything from herself.

"Thanks for telling me hyung." I genuinely smiled at him. "Let's go back before our fans start noticing us." I muttered glancing around us to see girls staring at us and giggling. We quickly stood up and started walking back.

"Welcome, I'm actually kinda glad that we had this talk. Again Zelo, I'm sorry." Yongguk apologized once more. I just chuckled and slang an arm around his shoulders.

"Gwaenchana, just as long as noona's happy with you then I'm good." I smiled.

~Your P.O.V~

I wonder where Yongguk and Junhong went. I wasn't worried that they were gone, I was just freaking out on how we were going to tell the others about it. About us and such. I was freaking the shit out right now, scared of what was going to happen after we do tell them.

I was in my room staring outside taking deep breathes to calm myself, however my heart was pounding like crazy. I jumped when someone suddenly back-hugged me. I quickly turn my head to see Yongguk smiling at me. I smiled back in relief. I quickly turn around and hug him back tightly. However when I opened my eyes, they shot wide open when I saw Junhong staring at me. I quickly pulled away.

"J-Junhong-ah...I-I was...uh...w-well you see-" I was cut off by Yongguk.

"He knows everything now. I told him when we went on a walk. Actually he knew everything from the beginning." Yongguk explained. My eyes bulged and stared at Zelo shocked.

"H-He's been watching us from the beginning. He also knows that your pregnant. W-With my child." Yongguk whispered to me. My eyes widen even more. I stared at Zelo even more shocked that he knew everything when no one told him anything. As I stared at Zelo, he looked as if he was going to break.

I quickly ran out of Yongguk's embrace, leaping at Zelo throwing my small arms around him.

"M-Mianhae Junhong-ah... n-neomu mianhae." I apologized a million times. Hugging Zelo tighter and tighter every minute. Zelo smiles and hugs me back lightly.

"Gwaenchana noona. I forgive you." Zelo says as he cups my face smiling down at me. "It's alright, I promise." He whispered. I smiled back and hugged him again tighter. We kept hugging each other in silence until I heard Zelo whisper something to me.

"Noona, when did you start keeping secrets from me?" He mumbled in my hair. I cupped his face and apologized once more. Soon he burst into tears. It hurt knowing that I broke a promise we both promised each other.

"Noona's sorry Junhong. Never ever, am I going to lie to you ever again. I promise." I wipe away his tears. I brought him over to my bed and let him rest in my embrace not even caring if he's heavy. I caressed his hair softly as I watched his eyes flutter close.

"I'll be downstairs." Yongguk whispers and kisses my temple before leaving.

~Zelo's P.O.V~

I didn't think I would cry like a little baby once I was talking to noona. The only time I cried this much was when I got the notice that our parents past.

As I continue crying, everything soon turned black. Guess I cried myself to sleep but I didn't care. Noona was with me.

I heard her singing a song for me to sleep better. Soon I felt her move me and I soon felt something comfortable under me. I was sleeping on her bed now. I felt her small lips peck my forehead before leaving.

~Your P.O.V~

Well, everything between Zelo and I is now in good hands. He knows everything and accepts it. I was so scared at the beginning when Yongguk told me that he knows everything. But everything turned out good. Zelo wasn't mad at me and I didn't feel that guilty.

As I reached downstairs, I notice everyone's eyes were on me. I gulped feeling a bit scared from their intense stares.

"S-Something wrong?" I softly asked.

"Yeah." Himchan spoke up, he looked at like he was shooting daggers at me with his eyes. "Why didn't you tell us that you and Yongguk were dating? And that you were pregnant!?" Himchan shouted angry. My eyes rounded.

"H-How did you guys know?" I cried.

"Yongguk told us when you were upstairs with Zelo." Daehyun spoke staring at the floor.

"I-I'm so sorry guys. I-I wanted to tell you guys so b-bad but I-I just didn't k-know how." I stuttered while tears streamed down my face. I then hear everyone stand up. I quickly look up at them with teary eyes.

"We're going back to our dorm. We'll let Zelo sleep here tonight." Youngjae says before he leaves. I break down and sit on the stairs balling my eyes.

*I should have told them earlier. I knew that I should have. Now everything's all wrong. They all hate me!*

While I was still crying I then remember that Yongguk wasn't even here. So he told and left. Like that, he left.

"I have to leave this place. I have too. I can't let anyone know." I mumbled however then I remembered Junhong. "B-But I can't leave him. I-I can't keep another secret." I muttered.

I slowly stood up strained from my cries and dragged my feet back upstairs towards my room. I walk over over to my bed and sat at the edge. Slowly and gently, I caressed Zelo's hair. Small tears pooling our of my eyes once again.

"Mianhae, but I have to leave. I'm sorry I'm lying to you again. I'm sorry but sometimes you have to keep secrets. I swear this will be my last secret from you." I softly whispered to the sleeping Zelo. However then he woke up.

"Noona, why are you still crying?" Zelo asked in his hoarse voice.

"Noona just still feels bad for lying to you." I sincerely spoke.

"Gwaenchana noona. I already accept hyung and you." Zelo tiredly beamed. I chuckled and nodded.

"Gomawo Junhong-ah." I whispered and hugged him tightly, shutting my eyes tight.


~Morning~


"Noona, where did everyone go?" Zelo's hoarse voice entered the kitchen.

"Oh! They went back to the dorms because the couches were uncomfortable." I explained lying knowing the real reason why they left. Zelo then skips over to the kitchen table and sits down obediently. I chuckled and walked over to him giving him his breakfast.

"I wish we were like this forever. Including the newest addition to the family." Zelo beamed. I chuckled knowing that he was talking about the baby.

"Yeah, just you and me right?" I sweetly looked at him.

"Noona, did something happen between you and Yongguk hyung?" Zelo worriedly asked. I smiled and shook my head.

"Ani. Hurry and eat. You need to go back to the dorms. Their probably waiting for you." I ushered him. Zelo nodded happily and continued. "Junhong-ah, I won't be here for a few weeks. I'm going on vacation with my friends. One of my friends are getting married and I'm a bridesmaid." I lied. Zelo just nods and continues eating.

"But noona can I still come here." Zelo gave the puppy dog eyes. I giggled and nodded.

"I'll go and get my spare key for you." I responded. Zelo beamed and ate his food happily.

After he was done eating, I watched him as he quickly left the house. I ran upstairs, turning on my laptop. I quickly booked a flight far away from Korea. as I was still getting everything ready, my phone suddenly rang.

I looked at the caller ID and gulped.

"Y-Yongguk?" I softly said his name.

"Gwaenchana? Sorry that I wasn't there for you. Did the members yell at you or did something else happen?" Yongguk asked worriedly. I slowly smiled, loving his caring side.

"Everything's alright. And it's alright that you weren't there. But I have to go, some friends are over." I quickly explained.

"Oh, alright annyeong. Love you.~" Yongguk sang through the phone. Soon tears were streaming down my face.

"Annyeong. I love you too." My voice cracked a bit. After we hung up, I quickly turned off my phone and took out the battery. "I love you so much. I'm so sorry Yongguk." I whispered holding my phone at my chest.

***

I quickly packed all my things, everything. All my needs, along with clothes. After I took a second notice to see if I had everything, I stared at my phone that was lying lifeless on my bed with the battery next to it.

I slowly walk over to it and put in the battery turning the phone back to life. Once it was on, I saw that there was 15 miss calls and 20 messages from Yongguk.

"Should I answer or..." I shook my head and erased all the messages and calls. I quickly put it in my bag. I checked to see on my phone if my ticket to Maldives was set and it was. I heaved a sigh and quickly gathered my things leaving the house.

I walked downstairs, dragging my things with me. Tears still not stopping. I really was going to leave. I was going to leave tomorrow. After I meet up with my brother one last time, I'm gone. I don't know how long but I'll be gone.

~Zelo's P.O.V~

'Segyel nubineun boys, up in the sky jigureul jwieotda
pyeotda heundeureo bolkka?
We're hurricane, we're hurricane, we're hurricane~
hurricane, I'm hurricane'

I answered my phone not even looking at the caller ID.

"Yeoboseyo?" I whispered for some reason.

"Junhong-ah?" I heard noona's voice.

"Oh, noona." I whispered again, now speaking in a shushed tone.

"Zelo I have your spare key. Where are you?" She asked.

"I'm in our dressing room, I think about to get on stage." I thought looking at my watch.

"Where is it? I'll go there and give you the key." I can tell that something was a bit off by her voice.

"Araseyo. But noona, when are you leaving?" I asked. She never even told me anything.

"T-Today." I heard her mutter.

"BWOH!?" I shot an turned around to see everyone giving me looks. "Mian, talking to a friend." I lied. "Ya, noona you can't leave that early?" I whisper yelled at her. I then heard footsteps and turn around to see Yongguk walking towards me. I quickly shot up and walked out of the dressing room.

"Mian, they kinda changed the date." Noona reasoned. I heaved a sigh.

"Where are you right now? I'll come to you." I spoke as I was walking around.

"I'm right outside." I walked further towards the entrance to see noona standing there. "Noona, come inside it looks cold outside." I said once I walked out of the building.

"Ani, gwaenchana. Here." She handed me the spare key to her house. I smiled and pulled her in my embrace.

"It must be a long ride huh?" I pouted hugging her tightly. She chuckled.

"Gwaenchana." She sweetly smiled at me however I can see in her eyes that something was wrong.

"Noona is something wrong?" I asked worriedly.

~Your P.O.V~

I just stared at Zelo, and shook my head.

"Ani, gwaenchana. Better not lose the key or else when I come home and see everything's wreck. I'ma be mad at you." I playfully glared at him. He laughs and nods. As I was about to leave, I froze after what Zelo said.

"Aren't you going to see Yongguk before you leave?" Zelo asked. I turned around and shook my head with a small smile.

I then go and hug Zelo tightly. However as I hugged him, I felt like someone was watching us. I looked inside a bit to see who but no one.

"I better get going. I still have to pack." I lied. Zelo just nods and waves at me as I go into the taxi that was waiting.

~Yongguk's P.O.V~

Where was Shinhye going? Why didn't she tell me? I watched as Shinhye let in the car and Zelo walked back in. I then walked out from my hiding spot and walked over to him.

"Zelo, was that your sister?" I asked scanning him.

"Mhm, waeyo?" Zelo innocently replied. I smiled and shook my head.

"Let's go back. We're about to start." I said and turned around to go back. However I took one last quick glance outside before I continued.

~Your P.O.V~

On the way to the airport I was still wondering who was watching us. Or if there was even someone watching us. I heaved a sigh and stared at my plane ticket once more.

"Mianhae Junhong-ah. I have to do this. For you. For Yongguk." I mumbled as a tears dropped.

Notes

That was my edited 5th chapter, hoped you guys liked it, also please comment what you guys think.