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An Accident That Changed Your Whole Life

Chapter Three - The apology That Was Accepted

~Your P.O.V~

When all of the members were gone. I took a quick shower and got dressed into something comfortable. Good thing I didn't have work today, because my eyes were blood shot red.

I walked downstairs to see all the mess from last night. Just thinking about last night made me flinch in fright. I couldn't believe that he really did that to me. I let out a breathe as if I was ever holding my breathe. I then quickly started cleaning up my house.

***

About two hours later, I was eating then I ended up watching a movie called "Miracles in Cell no. 7". After balling out my eyes, I knocked out tired on the couch, cuddling myself.

(A/N: Miracles in Cell no. 7 is a really good movie!!~ I always re-watch it because it's such a cute and loving movie. Cation: it will make you ball your eyes. Just like Exo did when they watched it together. I miss OT12... anyways back to the story).

***

Slowly I opened my eyes and saw that I wasn't in the living room anymore. I looked around at the familiar room and then it hit me. I was in my room.

"Did the guys already come back?" I muttered and looked towards the door when I heard it click.

"You awake already?" Himchan's soft voice ran through the room. I softly nodded sitting up at the edge of my bed. I grabbed a loose sweater, putting it on and was about to walk out when I froze on the spot at what Himchan asked me.

"Why were you crying?" He asked softly, but not too soft that I couldn't hear.

"I watched a sad movie. That's it." I bluntly said and continued however Himchan caught my wrist once I was about to open the door.

"Other than that movie, you cried about something else. I know it, I know you." Himchan said with hurt filled in his voice. "Why did you really cry?" He asked once more.

"I really did cry about that movie and nothing else. End of the story." I yanked away my hand and opened the door revealing Yongguk. I shivered a bit looking at him, however I stood strong in front of him. Yongguk blinked at me for a bit before clearing his throat.

"C-Can I talk to you? In private?" Yongguk politely asked.

"Mianhae, but I have to go make dinner." I said with a heart broken voice.

"Sh-Shinhye-ah..." Yongguk looked at me, eyes full of guilt and pain. However I ignored it and walked down with a heavy heart after seeing Yongguk. I admit that I was still scared when I saw him, but I have to be strong so then no one knows. When I left the scene I heard Himchan scolding Yongguk.

"Ya, what the hell did you do to Shinhye!? Why she always so sad!?" Himchan scolded loudly, but not too loud that the others would here.

"I didn't do anything. I just wanted to ask her something." Yongguk blankly said and walked down after. Once he was downstairs his eyes immediately diverted to me as he watched me smiling and laughing with the four other members.

"Noona, let's make kimchi today hmm?" Youngjae asked brightly. I chuckled and nodded.

"Araseyo, let's do that!" I beamed. "We'll be right back!~" I shouted as I finished putting on my shoes standing up straight to see Youngjae already outside with a huge scarf, sunglasses, and a hat to cover his identity. As I turn to leave I saw both Yongguk and Himchan looking at me with the same expression, but I decided to ignore it. Quickly, I ran out and caught up with Youngjae.

***

3-5 hours past and Youngjae and I was finally back with all our ingredients along with some frozen yogurt that we both bought for only us. I walked in laughing with Youngjae, playfully hitting him. If other people saw us, they think that we're dating like seriously. The way Youngjae would tease me and then the way I react. Any girl to be Youngjae's girlfriend is lucky to have such a sweet and caring boyfriend.

"Noona!~ Why didn't you get me yogurt!?~" Zelo whined loudly once he saw what was in my hands. I chuckled and decided to tease him.

"Youngjae bought for me. Guess he's my favorite dongsaeng now." I joked earning a pout from Zelo. He then glared at his hyung and quickly ran to me, hugging me tightly.

"Go away Youngjae, Shinhye noona's mine!" He hugged me protectively shooting daggers with his eyes to Youngjae. Youngjae chuckled and raised his hand in the form of surrender.

I burst out laughing at my adorable dongaseng and ruffled his hair earning a whine from the latter.

"Noona~" He whined while fixing his hair.

"Gosh, when did my little brother become such a girl." I teased him more and the next thing he did made me almost drop the frozen yogurt. He puffed out his chest and gave me a "manly" look.

"Nan namja!" He shouted while hitting his chest.

"Yeah, sure you are." I chuckled and gave him my yogurt earning a cute squeal from him. "So~ manly." I giggled and walked into the kitchen, taking out all of the ingredients. "Youngjae-ah, you going to help me!~" I shouted after grabbing two huge bowls from the kitchen closet.

"Ne!~ Coming!" He beamed and quickly jumped into the kitchen. We both were messing around from time to time making the kimchi. While we were mixing everything, there were two pairs of eyes staring at us. And yes, those two. However I never spared them a single glance.

***

I slumped against the soft couch, massaging my arms. I closed my eyes tired. It's been a while since I made kimchi. Once it was done, Zelo then felt like having some kimchi stew, so then I ended up making that after the kimchi. Never cooked so much for a while now.

As I continued massaging my arm, someone then took my arm and started massaging it themselve. I opened my eyes to see the intruder.

"What you doing?" I chuckled and watched as Daehyun was massaging my arm.

"What else? I'm massaging your arm." He sweetly smiled at me. I returned the smile and rested my head on the back rest of couch. After a few minutes I heard a sniffle and looked over at Daehyun, his eyes were a bit watery.

Seeing him like that, broke my heart. I them pulled my arm away and cupped his face. He looked at me wide eyes. I then wiped away the tears.

"Why are you crying?" I softly asked, only Daehyun hearing me.

"I remember how I use to do this for my own noona." He sadly smiled at me. I tilted my head looking at him for him to go on. "S-She..." He choked on his words. "...past from a car accident." He finally said. My heart fell seeing Daehyun this sad.

I then wrapped my arms around him, comforting him.

"Gwaenchana, she never left you. She'll always be in your heart." I quietly whispered in his arms. Everyone was staring at us confused on what was just happening. No one knew what we were saying because we were talking so quietly. It's not like they has a wolf's hearing.

"Ya!~ Noona you like Daehyun hyung!?" Zelo yelled, mouth full of kimchi. I chuckled and pulled away from Daehyun.

"Ani, noona only likes Junhonggie." I sweetly smiled at them as Zelo grinned.

"Ha! Noona loves me!~ Now shoo hyung noona doesn't like you." Zelo bravely said. Daehyun snort and wrapped an arm around my shoulders. I just blinked at him shocked.

"Make me." He urged Zelo. In a blink of an eye they both were playfully wrestling on the floor. I chuckled and shook my head.

"Let's go for a walk!" Youngjae then beamed out of a sudden.

"I wanna play basketball!!!~" Jongup sang happily. As everyone put on their shoes and their jackets, because usually the weather at night in Seoul was a bit chilly.

***

Everyone was happily skipping in front of me, even Himchan. I was surprised that he wasn't bothering me anymore. However then there was Yongguk. So it was just Yongguk and I walking normally behind the rest who was cheering and shouting happily at night. Seriously people will call the cops on us if we could get any more louder.

"The night sky looks beautiful doesn't it?" I blankly said as I was walking staring up at the night sky.

"Yeah, it's beautiful tonight." Yongguk muttered. He took a deep breathe and stopped walking sitting on one of the benches. I also stopped and looked at Yongguk. Even though he did that to me. The way he looked broke my heart. I slowly approached him and sat next to him.

"Tell the guys I'm going back." Yongguk then said out a sudden and standing up to walk away. However I quickly grabbed his hand. He paused, slowly he looked at our hands then to me.

"W-Waeyo?" I softly asked, kinda of having a feeling of whatever he'll tell me is going to be sad.

"I-I don't like the park." He softly answered his eyes brimming with small warm tears. "Mianhae." He apologized again.

"Ani, gwaenchana." I then said. After a little silence I then asked him question that I remembered. "Why don't you like the park?" I carefully asked about the soft topic. His smile soon became a small sad smile.

"I lost my omma at a park." He sadly spoke as he looked at the floor.

"W-Waeyo?" I scooter a bit closer to him, ready to comfort him. He looked at me and warmly smiled at me.

"Because..."

~5 year old Yongguk~

*Yongguk's P.O.V*

"Omma, where we going?" I cutely asked as I was skipping down the sidewalk holding omma's warm hand.

"Hmm...?" She tapped her chin as if she was thinking. "We're going to... the..." She looked at me, looking at my curious face expression and then chuckled. "To the park!~" She pointed towards the playground that you can barely see. My eyes brighten immediately.

"Jinja!?" I beamed and started jumping up and down happily. Today appa was going to come back from America, however he suddenly had to go to a meeting so since omma was a bit upset. I guessed that we decide to do something to help omma forget about what happened today.

"Omma look! Swings!!!~" I beamed once I saw my number one favorite ride in the world. Other than Disneyland.

"Shall we go swing?" Omma asked as she gave me a motherly smile. I bobbed my head quickly jumping up and down crazily. She laughed and we continued walking. However froze when we heard someone talking, more like some people. I gulped down scared. I was night, so there was a possibility that a gang could be hanging around the playground.

"O-Omma? I-I'm scared,: I then said as I tugged at her hand.

"Shh. Be quiet or else they'll hear us." Omma looked at me worriedly.

"Omma I want to go home." I whined quietly. She nodded quickly and we turned around about to leave however someone shouted towards us.

"Ya! Ahjumma!" One of the man yelled.

"Walk Yongguk-ah!" She loudly told me and started speed walking away. We were only about 6-7 feet away from the playground too. Causing us to be close to the gang.

"You shouldn't run or you'll break your back." One laughed. When we were about to run, 4 muscular guys stood in front of us. Omma pushed me behind her so that none of the guys can see me.

"Omo! Are you really an ahjumma? You look pretty young." A man said giving omma the elevator look. I hugged onto omma tighter.

"Aigoo, is the little man scared? Well, don't be because soon I'll become your appa." Another joked, earning laughs from his fellow friends. I gulped and hugged omma tighter yelling at them.

"No your not! Once my appa's here, he'll kick all your butts!!!" I shouted at all of them, totally scared. They all laughed at me.

"Jinja? Then where is he huh?" One man with a dragon tattoo on his right arm said with a disgusting smirk.

"L-Leave us alone." Omma commanded however, they laughed.

"Think you can leave without some fun darling?" A man said touching omma's chin. She looked at him in full disgust. Slowly we were walking backwards, no one behind us.

"Yongguk-ah, I want you to run." She whispered to me.

"Bwoh?" I looked at her with wide eyes.

"Run and go look for help." She whispered again.

"B-But what about you?" I looked at her worried and scared. She softly smiled at me.

"I'll be fine as long as Yongguk is fine." She kissed me head before pushing me more away from the gang.

"Awe~ You gonna throw our son away? I thought he could be a good son to me." A guy said with a fake frown.

"I'll never give my son away no matter what happens." Omma spat.

"Tch, clingy." A guy sang.

"Aish, let's just get this over. My balls are going to fall off any second from this fucking cold weather." A guy said shivering.

"Come here, pretty lady." A guy grabbed omma and pulled her away from me.

"Andwae!' I screamed and pulled her back. Omma also yanked herself out of his grip.

"Ooh~ feisty!~" The guy who grabbed omma smirked totally having fun testing omma's patients. Another guy then grabbed my mother and another grabbed me.

"Let me go!!!~" I shouted. "Omma!!!~" I shouted, tears streaming down my eyes.

"Let me go!!! Let go of my son!!!~" She shouted angrily. The guy then tried kissing omma, however omma used all her strength and pushed him away and slapped him, hard. You can even hear the echo. Omma then quickly grabbed me away from the guy.

"You just made the worst mistake." He looked freaking scary. I felt shivers run down my spine when I saw the piercing staring he gave us.

"O-Omma?" I whispered totally terrified.

"On the count of 3 run, alright Yongguk. You run and never look back" Omma said walking backwards with me. I gulped and nodded clenching my tiny hands on omma's jacket. "One... Two... " She took a deep breathe. "Three!" She shouted and I turned around running away as fast as I can. Thinking that omma was behind me, I ran for my life. I may be small, but I know how to run.

As I ran I heard a gun shot and shouts coming my way. I quickly ran and hid behind the dark bushes. I didn't care if I was getting deep scratches from the thorns. I needed a place to hide.

"Fuck! Where that fucking kid go!!!?" The man shouted angrily.

"Hurry run!!! The police!!!" Another shouted and they all disappeared in a second. After the coast was clear, I got out of my hiding spot and ran back towards the park to find a small group of people and a stream of blood streaming down. My eyes shot wide open and I ran towards the crowd.

I squeeze myself between the people. Once I was in front, my eyes shot wide open. Tears started streaming down my face.

"O-Omma?" I whispered. "OMMA!!!!~" I screamed at the top of my lungs and ran to the lifeless body lying on the floor. "OMMA!!! ANDWAE!!!! ANDWAE!!!" I kept screaming shaking her now cold body furiously. "OMMA!!!!!~ JEHBAL!!!!~ ILEONA!!!~" I kept shouting over and over again.

Soon the police came and they yanked me off of omma. I was screaming and shouting, hitting the police that was holding onto me. I watched as many paramedics run towards omma. Then they lifted her off the floor and placed her in the ambulance. I watched the whole scene in the back of the police car. Not even blinking an eye.

"Omma.~" I whispered.

***

I was sitting on one of the waiting chairs in the police station. After a few minutes a cop came and talked to me. Asking for questions, but I didn't respond. I couldn't. I couldn't focus on what he was saying because all I cared of was omma.

*Omma.*

"I-Is omma going to b-be okay?" I finally spoke up, staring up at the cop who kneeled on one knee in front of me. He heaved a sigh and bit his lower lip.

"M-Mianhae, b-but o-omma's gone." He carefully and loudly said. My heart shattered, my eyes shot wide open and again my face became damped.

"Andwae. A-Andwae! O-Omma has to be alive! Omma has to be alive!!!~" I started throwing a tantrum. Screaming and sobbing. However the police quickly held in in his embrace tightly.

"Shh!!!" He kept trying to comfort me, but I wasn't feeling comfort. Omma's gone and I don't even know anything about appa. He's in America, yeah. But he doesn't even know the news. I don't even know his phone number. I was lost. Simple as that.

I was long gone.

~Back to reality~

My heart clenched after I heard the whole story. I quickly threw my arms around Yongguk and hugged him tightly. Slowly I felt his arms go around my petite waist hugging me back. My eyes blurred but I could of cared less. Yongguk needed someone right now.

I heard Yongguk sniffle and clear his throat a bit against my shoulder.

"W-We should probably go to the guys before they freak out." Yongguk then pulled away from me, standing up. I quickly stood up too and cupped Yongguk's face, wiping away his tears. However he then pulled my hands away from his face.

"Don't." He sternly told me. "You don't have to pity me. Don't care for me even though I look weak right now. Don't care for me because what I did. I shouldn't even be living with you and the guys." He sadly spoke and was about to walk away however I caught his wrist.

"But your the leader of B.A.P. What would they do if you weren't there?" I lightly told him with a small warm smile. He sighed and didn't say anything else for a moment. "I know you did that to me, however you weren't you at the moment. You weren't Yongguk. The Yongguk that I know." I slowly told him, hoping he was taking in everything. He then slowly looked into my eyes.

"Can you please forgive me Shinhye?" He whispered to me. I smiled and nodded my head.

"It's- It's in the past now." I whispered back to him and he engulfed me into his warm embrace.

"Your such a kind person to forgive so easily." Yongguk chuckled as he still held onto me. I giggled and snuggled closer into his chest. "Why did you forgive so easily?" He then backed away a bit, however his arms still around me.

"U-Um, I have my reasons." I bitterly smiled.

*I've fallen for you.* I said in my head.

"What reasons?" He looked at me with a arched eyebrow.

"Just... reasons." I shrugged cutely and pulled away from Yongguk.

"Ya, your not going anywhere until you tell me your reasons." Yongguk back hugged me, however I quickly slipped out of his embrace and started running away.

"You gotta catch me to get the answers!!!" I shouted happily as I ran towards the other boys who were playing around on the playground. "Junhong-ah!!!~" I then shouted out my dongsaeng's name. He looked over at me with the others giving me weird looks. I ran up to him and tapped him.

"Your it!!!~" I sang and quickly ran away.

"Noona what you playing!?" Zelo yelled at me.

"Tag!!! And your it!!!" I shouted.

"Noona that's not fair!!!" Zelo pouted and started running after me. All that night, I forgave Yongguk because well. Let's just say I kinda developed feelings for him way before. The past is in the past now, and it can't hurt us. Right?

Notes

My edit chapter 3!!!!!~ I hope you guys liked this chapter!!!~ Please comment loves!~



Comments

One of the best fanfic I have read

Kimseokjin Kimseokjin
12/23/16

@Klover22
Thanks that means a lot

babo_sarang1 babo_sarang1
6/5/14

@babo_sarang1
I do. I love all of your other stories <3

Klover22 Klover22
6/5/14

@Klover22
Thanks for reading it, hope you enjoy my other stories too.

babo_sarang1 babo_sarang1
6/4/14

@Klover22
Thanks for reading it, hope you enjoy my other stories too.

babo_sarang1 babo_sarang1
6/4/14