Is that my life ?

" Yaaa!! Krystal , Wake up , You will be late " .
=========== 30 minute later=========
"Krystal ? Yaaaa krystal , You just have 15min to be ready , what are you doing ? Aren't you wake up yet ? "
I really don't feel anything , I want to wake up ..... But i can't ? Something ...... is preventing me from doing it , Pleeeease !! Save me ! Suddenly I heard a voice
" Yaaa kystal ,, pleeease wake up ! Don't gooo !! stay with me until the paramedics come"
I woke up and i was lying on a hospital bed , When i opened my eyes , i saw my grandparents discussing with the doctor .
" Oh krystal ? your awake ? "
"Deee , What hapenned ?"
"Yaaa why did you take all that pills , what was you trying to do ?"
"Grandma , jinja , i idin't done this on purpose",
"Yeah i know :3 Cause people take more than 7 pills just for fun "
"Yaa; you don't trust me , My head hurted me a lot , and I didn't know what I was doing !"
"Okay okay , Take some rest , I will go bring you some clean clothes from home and i will come back to you later ."
I was playing with my phone when the doctor get in my room
" Krystal ? Do you feel better now ? "
"Deee !! But ? why mmy head hurted me to much yesterday ? "
"This is because of stress, depression, because of what you endure, you think a lot about what hapenned to you , and if you still like this , something really bad can happen to you "
" And if ? I don't care Why have i to live ? "
" Yaaa !!! Krystal ? what are you talking about ? life is the most precious thing in the world, this is something that you canét buy even if you are the most rich person in the world , ,Lots of sick person dream to live more longer , and you who have the chance to be in very good health you don't enjoy it ? Look , I know that what hapenned to you lastly was really terrible, horrible, very bad, But you have to move on ! If you are still alive afer that accident , It's because of some reasons , and you have to find those reasons with enjoying life ! Do you understand ?"
" Yeah i understand but......." He cut me
" there is no "BUT " Loook if you accept my help , i can help you , i can offer you a lot of things and show you how toenjoy life , Of course youu won't forget what happenned , Cause it's a part of you , Buut you can move on , n try a lotof things !! So do you accept my help ? "
" Okay "
" Alright , I told your granparents to go bring you some clothes , I own a house in fact it is a psychiatric center for teenager in trouble just like you , I'm sure you'll make lots of friends there , and,you'll appreciate living with them , and when you tightened ready I'll let you go out, but .... this may take a few months !! Are you okay with that "
"Anyway I have nothing better to do, so if that can help me , better try it :) "
" Let's go, I will take you there , your grandparents will come later "
" Okai "
========= After a long ride =======
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"Sooo here we are , Hope you will be fine here and enjoy it ,This is you bedroom , take some rest , Here is as you are at home , if you want something , just ask the maids and you will et it , But there is some rules you have to respect , you only can go out once a week , exept if you go out with your family , You can smoke or drink alcohol, Is that clear ? "
" Deee sunbeanim , Arrasooo , Jalja ;) " You said while closing your new bedrom door
PS : this is the her bedroom

Notes

I will update another one just wait :p
Kai :'( pleaseeeeee stop killing me with that smirk