As I Say

Half the day had been spent searching for the right things for the apartment, and keeping her in line wasn’t so hard. J-Hope had heard her calling him “Jae” because his real name was a bit hard to pronounce for a foreign person. He liked it, the way it rolled off her tongue it felt natural. Hoseok found it easier to be around her then he imagined, right now they were looking at clothes for her to wear on a regular basis – she didn’t have many, since she had probably counted on doing a bit of shopping in Gangnam or Seoul – the two hot spots for tourists.

Hoseok walked over to her as he looked at the dress she’d been running her fingers over for the past few minutes. He could tell she liked it, he had to admit it would look nice on her suiting ever curve that she had – he knew he had to get it though he could tell she was having an inner battle due to the number of zeros on the price tag.

"Just get it," he told her rubbing her back lightly as he looked at her.

"But, the price," she countered quietly, her voice meek and unsure.

“Get it, it suits you – it’s worth the money,” he spoke to her lightly and he leaned into her lightly.

The smile that appeared on her face was one he hadn’t been expecting to see, but it warmed his heart in a way he couldn’t explain. It started in his stomach, then it warmed its way up to his chest – it was an unusual feeling, and the way it made his heart speed up was addicting. Jaclyn was the most gorgeous woman he’d ever seen, and just seeing her smile that way, and knowing he was the cause of it – made him happy. J-Hope wasn’t too sure if she was playing him, seeing if she could warm him up to her – make him care enough to let her go, so he had his gaurd up, he was ready to be agressive with her if he had to. Once they were legally married, her US citizenship – was gone, she’d be a citizien of South Korea and she’d be unable to leave him or the country legally without a passport.

"I’m done," she spoke gently to him, as she held the few items on her arm.

"Oh we’re not done yet, we’ve got to get you some… lingerie," he explained to her as he rubbed his lip lightly. Hoseok was only a man, and he wasn’t going to expect her to do anything to him but he’d like her to dress up for him occasionally. Then he’d ask her to leave him alone for a while, his memory was photographic, he didn’t need her standing in front of him to have good material to get off on.

"I just want you to wear it for me, but eventually you’ll want me to do more then touch myself," he grinned at her as he touched her jaw then kissed her forehead gently. He was a gentleman, despite his job title and outter appearance. He didn’t believe in forcing himself on women, it was sick and made his stomach churn.

"Then whats the point?" Jaclyn questioned softly as he paid for the clothes she’d gotten from that store. He’d take her to a common lingire store.

"I have a good memory," he told her, and he saw her face flush red. "You can’t tell me you hadn’t expected that?”

When she didn’t say anything he knew he’d succeeded in embarassing her, which kind of got him flustered. Seeing her cheeks flushed, and her eyes down trying not to meet his gaze made his thoughts run wild. He put his arm around her waist leading her into the red and pink store that had everything from babydoll night gowns to garter skirts and stockings.

"Should I pick some stuff or do you know what to get?" he asked her raising an eyebrow, she seemed frozen in her spot. Hoseok had expected this, he nodded a little then began walking throughout the store taking in the skimpy clothing.

"I guess I’ll pick some stuff," he told her as he walked through the store, "You’re a small right?"

"Yes," she said meekly, and he couldn’t help the grin that curved his lips as he pulled a purple lace off the rack, and held it against her frame. He nodded a little before continuing his search. He considered telling her he wanted her to pose in pictures for him, but he figured she’d object - and he didn’t want her to hate him too much.

"I think this will be good for now," he told her sighing a little as he went to pay for the outfits. The woman at the counter looked skeptical, probably didn’t think he could afford have the items in the bag. He took Jaclyn’s hand in his and rubbed his thumb over her knuckles as they walked out of the store. He was easily carrying four bags with one hand, they’d already taken the decor items back to the apartment. The walk home was quiet, her fingers were laced with his and that was all he cared about. Even though Hoseok was still keeping a look out for anything out of place among the people in the street he was savoring the contact, memorizing what her skin felt like against his own. Jaclyn was soft, it was almost unreal to him – he knew she must had a routine she kept to so he would make sure she had everything she needed to keep herself this soft.

He unlocked the apartment door, and walked inside. He heard her shut the door behind him, setting the bags down he sighed. Hoseok hadn’t really expected to spend the whole entire day out of the house. Sitting on the couch he looked at her, and knew what he was about to ask her to do was going to push his luck.

"I want you to try on all the clothes we got.." he told her then lick his lips, "Then come sit on my lap with each of them on,"

Excitement was bubbling inside of him, but if she said no he’d settle for her standing in front of him. Her eyes widened slightly and he was beginning to wonder if he she was completely innocent, but he shook the thought from his head to keep himself from getting too worked up. The last thing he needed was for her to think he was going to force himself on her. When he saw her nod he couldn’t help but curse at how easily he had gotten excited over something so simple. It’d been a while since he’d been with anyone, almost two years to be exact.

She tried on each outfit, starting with the ones that covered her the most – he knew she was working herself into wearing the lingerie for him – he could see her hands trembling as she came over, and slid onto his lap. Hoseok’s hand came to the middle of her back the other hand resting on her thigh.

“Hm, this looks nice on you,” he murmured lightly as he admired how the jeans fit her slender form perfect. Eventually she walked out in the purple lace, and he couldn’t help but feel him self light up with excitement.

“This looks good too – next one,” he murmured as he licked over his lips then shrugged off his heavy jacket he’d been wearing. He set his gun on the coffee table in front of him, and leaned back comfortably on the couch.

When she came out, Jaclyn was in the black corset with the matching black garter skirt, and stockings. Her hair cascaded over her shoulders as she looked at him with innocence that made him crave her touch. Hoseok motioned for her to come closer to him, and when she was close enough he pulled her onto his lap so she was straddling him. He rubbed her outter thighs gently, as his eyes looked into hers.

Right now he was having a hard time controling his heart righ, it was beating rapidly in his chest as she slid closer to him, causing their hips to brush against one another. He let out a small groan before leaning forward to press his face into her chest – this would definitely be good material.

"You’re so beautiful," he whispered as his hands moved up her waist.

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