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Just A Number

Chapter 21

It was day 3 of my birthday week, and Jungkook and I were out exploring the Cebu island. We spent most of the day yesterday staying in relaxing and well, for me recovering since my hangover was pretty brutal, I hardly ever drink to be honest. “What are we doing today?” I asked Jungkook who was sitting beside me in a van, with Daejung up front and a tour guide driving. “Swimming,” he smiled, “Oh, fun,” I smiled back, “Well not really swimming, more like…jumping, off a waterfall,"




We arrived at Kawasan Falls and was paired with a small group to tour the area with and to…jump off the falls. I was pretty nervous and had no idea how the hell he taught me into agreeing with it. “Don’t worry jagi, I’ll be right with you,” he scrunched his nose at me as we were walking around the canyons we were already in our helmets and life vest for the jump later. “Hey, are you guys Korean?” A guy who was in our group asked walking besides us, “Uh…yeah.” I replied, he was a nice built guy with an amazing smile, “Cool, I thought I was the only Korean here,” he laughs, “I’m Gikwang, I was born in Korea but moved to Australia when I was kid,” Jungkook walked next to him smiling, “I’m Jay,” so that’s the name he gives himself huh?




I wonder if this guy knows or recognize Jungkook, “And I’m Yuna,” “Nice to meet you guys, do you guys speak English?” “Um, I do, Jay on the other hand only speak basics,” “Oh, no worries we can continue speaking Korean, I haven’t spoken it for some time so it’s good to brush up on it, don’t want Koreans to disown me haha,” he laughs, “Oh….who’s the creepy guy that’s giving me a bad look,” he asked with his eyebrows raised, I guess he was referring to Daejung who was side eyeing him,

“He’s my cousin, we’re all cousins here, sorry he’s the type that doesn’t trust a lot of people” Jungkook laughs, “Oh, okay no worries man just tryna make some friends no harm done,” “Are you here alone?” I asked, “Yeah, I’m backpacking around the world so, Philippines is my first stop, I love it here so far, it’s my last day here so I thought why not jump off a waterfall.”

“Nice!” Jungkook smiled, “What about you guys?” “For pleasure,” Daejung muttered, geez, Daejung is kind of scary when he isn’t happy. I walked close to Jungkook as Gikwang and Daejung were ahead of us talking about something, “I don’t think he knows who you are,” I lowered my voice, “Yeah, it’s nice when people have no idea who I am.” He gave his bunny smile. We finally reached the top of the falls, it wasn’t that high but it was high enough for me, I’m afraid of heights, I felt my legs slightly tremble as I looked down.

Some of the group members were already jumping, falling into the blue water, “You think you can do this Yuna?” Jungkook looks at me, I nodded my head lying, I didn’t want him to know I was actually afraid of heights, it’s kind of embarrassing, and I didn’t want him to worry. “Okay, well I’m about to jump then, I’ll meet you down in the water okay?” he winks at me, oh my god is this really happening? He stepped on the ledge and jumped off, he landed in the water so fast, it didn’t look that bad.

Daejung patted my shoulder and jumps off too, me and Gikwang were the only ones still up top, “Yuna come on down, the water is awesome!” Jungkook yelled out. I don’t know if I can go through with this, I gulped stepping back from the ledge, “You okay Yuna?” Gikwang looks at me, I bit my bottom lip nodding, lying again, “You’re afraid of heights aren’t you.” I sigh and crouched down, “It’s okay if you are, it’s pretty normal for people to be afraid,” he stood next to me, “I would say you could climb back down the canyon, but I think it’s pretty harder than climbing up.”

I looked up at him, “Really” I asked with wide eyes, “Yeah, I mean, you could probably slip and fall and hurt yourself, probably break an ankle, it’s kinda slippery,” ugh, I’m really in trouble now, “Look, don’t worry, I’ll jump with you, it’s okay.” “Yunaaaa!!” I hear Jungkook yell out my name, I sigh and stood back up, “Fine, I just…don’t wanna die.” “You won’t die,” he laughs, “Come, take my hand,” he held out his hand, I slowly took it he gently smiles at me, wow, Gikwang is really handsome, “On the count of 3 we’re gonna run to the edge and jump okay?” I gulped nodding my head nervously,

“1…” oh my god
“2…” what the hell am I really doing this!????
“3!!” we both ran fast, hand to hand on the ledge and I screamed all the way down before I knew it we both were already in the water.

I came up laughing, “Oh my god I can’t believe I just did that!” “Well you better believe it, see, you didn’t die, right?!” Gikwang splashed water at me, “No!” I laughed out loud, “Yeah, also…you could have just walked down safely down the canyons, it’s actually not dangerous at all,” he snickered, “WHAT?!” I yelled splashing water back at him. “I was just tryna help,” he smiled widely at me. “Ya Yuna! What took you so long?! Are you okay??” Jungkook was already out of the water looking worried, “Yes, I’m fine, I--,” “She’s afraid of heights so I helped by jumping down with her,” Gikwang half smiled at him, “You’re afraid of heights?” he scrunched his brows looking at me, I slowly nodded blushing, I hope he isn’t mad or anything.



We arrived back to our villa, Jungkook was quiet the whole ride here, I feel like he’s upset about something. “You go shower first, I’ll wait till you’re done.” He said emotionless taking his shirt off. “O-okay.” I muttered, I turned to head to the bathroom unbuttoning my blouse, I looked back at Jungkook as he was taking his damp shorts off, “Do you…do you…want to…shower together?” I mumbled feeling my face getting hot with embarrassment. He sighs still not looking at me, “No, it’s okay, go ahead.” Well ouch, sheesh what did I do for him to be all pissy? I rolled my eyes and went into the bathroom, I closed the door and began to shower.



*Flashback *

Yoongi and I were both sitting on the piano bench in the dim school music room, he was meticulously playing Beethoven’s ‘Moonlight Sonata’. His body movement with the melody, his beautiful hands dancing on the keys, his perfect posture, all of it was so…beautiful.




It was like I was being taken to another world hearing him play. It was the last 2 months of school before we graduated and this school year we’ve been hanging out a lot. We were in the same class coincidentally and became close, he was pretty popular with the guys and girls with his looks and cool demeanor but at most times he was a loner since everyone was afraid to talk to him or go near him due to his intimidating emotionless face, and also, he slept a lot in class.

Since I already met him last summer we have gotten along quite well. Maybe too well since the whole school kept started rumors saying that we were dating, which is FALSE! “Ya Yuna,” Yoongi was eyeing me, he already finished playing, “Oh,” “If you want to learn how to play you need to pay attention pabo,” he tapped my head with the sheet music.

“Sorry,” I muttered, “What are you spacing out for now?” “About college,” I sigh hunching my back, “I don’t think I want to go to college in America, I don’t want to move away,” Yoongi closed the fallboard on the piano he rested his head on his hand as his arm rested on the fallboard, “Your mom is really leaving?” “Yeah, my grandpa is getting older so I know she has to go to care for him, and I DON’T want to stay with my father, that’s totally not happening.”

“Mm,” he hummed shifting his eyes elsewhere, we were quiet for a few minutes not saying anything I was kicking my legs back and forth, I don’t want to bother him with my troubles, “Okay well, let’s start this teaching learning thing,” I clasp my hands together, he raised his brows emotionless and opened the fallboard. “Okay so, you see these black keys, these are the sharps, the number sign looking symbol represents them so you will use them for the C,D,G, and F…”


It passed over an hour and I think I was finally getting the hang of it, “Okay 10-minute break and then we will be done soon,” he hunched, I got up to stretch my arms and legs, he was staring at me as I started to laugh since my bones were cracking, “gross, right?” he gave a little smirk shaking his head, “Yuna,” I turned back around to look at him, he was looking down at the floor, his lips slightly apart, “What is it?”

“Why don’t you…live with me then.” “Live with you??” “You don’t want to go so, don’t go. I’m getting a new place soon, nothing fancy but you can live with me if you want,” I just stared back at him not knowing what to say, he scratched the back of his hair and turned back to the piano, “10-minutes is up,” he muttered. I slowly walked back and sat on the bench beside him, “Together from the top,” we both played together and this time I was hitting all the right notes!

“you think it’s weird to live together right?” he asked through the music, it was hard enough to try to concentrate on not hitting the wrong notes but I think I can manage a conversation, “Yes, we’re not married nor dating,” I answered, “Oh,” he replied, “Then…will you go out with me?” “WHAT?” I slightly yelled through the music already hitting all the wrong keys, fuck!



I stopped and stared at him perplexed, he looks back at me still emotionless, he sighs, “I like you, I liked you since I met you last summer but started to really like you once the school year began,” Yoongi…felt that way towards me this whole time? Have I been oblivious, everyone, even Minyong would say he really likes me as in more than a friend but I didn’t believe them.

He was always the type who didn’t find interest in other girls nor dating, he turned down so many girls that confessed to him, but now…he’s confessing to me?? He said nothing else and picked up where I left off replaying all the right notes I’ve messed up. My feelings towards Yoongi were always just a friendship but deep down I think I have always admired him.

How he comforted me when a guy I really liked turned me down after I confessed, he stood behind me as I was crying my eyes out looking out the window in the hallway as classes were changing, he shielded me from the whole school from seeing me at that state, or the time he was the only one who ate the nasty cookies I baked for the class, I accidentally put too much salt in it and no one wanted to eat them, except him, I knew he was just trying to be nice and didn’t want me to feel bad, Yoongi has…always been there for me through good times and bad.

I guess I always did like him I just never come to terms with it because I didn’t think he saw me that way. “Yoongi,” he looks down at me, continuing to play the song, “I…I like you too…and I want to date you too,” I blushed adverted my eyes, he said nothing and continued to play, I slowly looked up at him and he was smiling his cute gummy smile that I loved, he smiled like that on rare occasions, and I guess…this is one of them.

“Yuna…” he looks in my eyes, the moonlight sonata song echoed as we stared into each other’s eyes, our faces slowly moved closer, and closer until our lips met for the very first time.




Notes

I hate myself for writing unrealistic things xD whatever, Yuna and Yoongi have some cute history!
anyways for Gikwang I used Lee Gikwang from BEAST…or Highlight. He only came to mind because he was my first Kpop guy crush lol anyways hope you enjoy
(omg jungkook kind of resembles him!! esp on the second gif!)




Comments

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Cilajaeyoung Cilajaeyoung
10/5/18

Aiishhh this getting dramtic !! Yoongi why???

CasanovaDreams CasanovaDreams
8/16/18

What?

@CasanovaDreams
yes it's Suga sorry I forgot to write it in the notes xD
but thank you stay tuned! xD

charx2 charx2
7/6/18

What the fuck? Is that Suga? Or is it someone else I'm freaking out can't wait for the update!!!