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Just A Number

Chapter 15

It was almost midnight and I finally just got home. I opened the door and saw the lights were still on, Minyong must still be awake. I walked in after taking my shoes off, I quickly walked over to the couch and collapsed on it laying on my stomach. “Well welcome home,” Minyong walked in the living with her laptop, I groaned greeting her back.

“Work being rough again?” she asked sitting on the other couch, “mmm” I replied burying my face in the cushions. “I see…have you have spoken to Jungkook lately?” I deeply sigh with my head still in the cushion, I haven’t and I really miss him and need him. I felt an urge to cry as a lump in my throat started to form, the whole Aimee drama was getting to me.

Break up with Jungkook or get exposed by her, I mean I doubt she has proof of us dating but she is pretty big in the industry and I’m just…a nobody. “You…you okay Yuna?” Minyong asked sounding concern, “Did something happen?” I don’t want to tell her about this conflict, I mean I don’t want to worry her anymore. Ever since my ex ran off she’s been helping me nonstop by moving me in with her, buying me food and things I needed to help me get back on my feet, she’s been my best emotional support and I don’t know where I would be without her. “Yeah I’m fine I’m just really exhausted.” I lied. “Well go shower, I’ll make you some tea for you before you sleep.”



As I was undressing, I couldn’t help but look at myself in the mirror. I don’t look nor feel attractive to be with Jungkook. I hated the dark circles under the eyes, how I look so pale, how big my boobs were I’m almost pushing to a double D cup size which made me look weird considering I’m petite. Maybe I should break up with him, it’ll save him all the trouble with being criticized for being with a woman like me.

My phone vibrated and it was a video call…from Jungkook. This would be my first time actually talking to him in weeks, I quickly picked it up and the screen shows Jungkook’s smiling face. It felt so good to see him again, his smile can just wipe out my whole troubles. “Hey gorgeous,” he waves in the camera. I blushed waving back, “How are you Jungkook?” “Exhausted I just got done rehearsing early so I’m in the hotel room we’re in Italy right now, also I’m missing you like crazy.” I blushed again he’s so cute!



“How about you how have you been,” the smile from my face fell as I remembered the situation with Aimee, “I’m exhausted too, just been working,” I muttered, “Oh? Isn’t it like midnight there?” I nod my head, “Oh, you’re in the bathroom I see…about to shower?” he laughs, my eyes widen as I notice I have been in my bra video chatting him this whole time, I quickly put my shirt back on I was so humiliated. He continues to laugh, “I thought it was a nice view, wish I could join ya,” he smirks at me, “You’re such a perv!” “Only for you…” he winked giving me a sensual smile.

His tone and look made me think of what Aimee said earlier, “He was also…my first time… he was soooo rough, so aggressive in bed! He’s like an animal, always wanting to do it with me, anytime, anywhere,” Was it true? I don’t know why it bothered me so much, I mean I kind of figured he wasn’t a virgin, and I’m not one either, but how he said he wasn’t into Aimee why would he have sex with her…and not me? “Jungkook-ah,” I muttered, “Yes jagi?” “Are you…attracted to me?” I flushed with embarrassment adverting my eyes from the phone, “What? Of course I am, why would you ask that?” I bit my lip and shrugged, too embarrassed to say anymore, “what made you ask that?” he voice suddenly getting serious, “talk to me,”

“you…you had sex with Aimee…and not me…why?” god I sound so stupid! Jungkook was silent for a minute staring at me through the phone, he closed his eyes and sigh, “Did you see her again? What the hell did she tell you?” I didn’t answer I was still looking elsewhere but the phone, Jungkook sighs again, “Yes I had sex with her Yuna, more than once but most time I was drunk. That was the only time she could get me to have sex with her because I couldn’t do it being sober, I’m not attracted to her, period.” “but…you didn’t have sex with me…that time we were here.” I said quietly, “Yes Yuna, because I really care and like you, I want you to know I’m not dating you just to bang you, I want this to feel special. There are times, well, a lot of times where I just…really want to touch you and have my little fantasies but,” he paused, which made me look into my phone, “I honestly and truly like you. Whenever we do it, I want it to be…really special for us.”

So, he’s been holding back all this time because he really likes me? I didn’t know that was a thing. My ex stopped trying to have sex with me after high school and it was always me asking him which made me feel ashamed, I guess he wasn’t into me like he was back when we first started dating. “Yuna, you saw Aimee again, what happen?” My heart started racing, do I tell him everything? Tears started to form with the thought of breaking up with him and how difficult it would be if I continued to, hiding our relationship is just exhausting.

“Yuna..” Jungkook waved into the camera, “She knows Jungkook, she saw us.” I broke down. I told him everything and he just remained silent on the phone, I guess processing everything. “Well what do you want to do?” he questioned me, I was taken back that he would ask me that, “What?” “What do you want to do, break up or not?” He wasn’t smiling or anything he was really serious, “of course I want to stay with you,” I wiped my tears away, “It’s just hard because you’re famous and I don’t want to drag you down…” “You’re not…I just don’t want it to stress you out. I want to protect you from anyone, whatever happens…I WILL protect you, don’t worry.” He gave a slight smile at the end, his words really made me feel secure,

“I will…always be here for you Yuna.”

Notes

reading my story makes me cringe xD
sorry guys

Comments

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Cilajaeyoung Cilajaeyoung
10/5/18

Aiishhh this getting dramtic !! Yoongi why???

CasanovaDreams CasanovaDreams
8/16/18

What?

@CasanovaDreams
yes it's Suga sorry I forgot to write it in the notes xD
but thank you stay tuned! xD

charx2 charx2
7/6/18

What the fuck? Is that Suga? Or is it someone else I'm freaking out can't wait for the update!!!