Chun’s pov

"Shut up Jungkook!!!" I scream. My voice rings throughout the entire cafeteria and the silence continues.

"They weren't in an argument. IN FACT my parents loved each other", I say harshly.

"Loved? So they're divorced or something?" Jungkook says with sarcasm.

"No, not divorced. I guess you're close though since they are no longer together", I say trying not to choke on my words.

"What the hell does that mean-"

"It means that my moms dead Jungkook." I said, cutting him off.

You can’t cry Chun, he’s not worth crying for. This isn’t the time to cry about it.

Everyone just stood there in silence and I picked up my tray and threw it into the trash can, leaving them at the table.

“Hey, listen Chun-” I heard Yoonja said, walking towards me.

“Just… Leave me alone please,” I said as nicely as possible, leaving the cafeteria as the sounds of lunch came back like a wave. I walked through the empty hallways of the school in silence.

After wandering for awhile, I came across stairs with the words ‘rooftop’ on the top of it. After looking up at the sign, I jogged up the staircase, and made it to the rooftop to see it abandoned.

Good. This is probably what I need right now. Just some fresh air and a place where it’s just me.

Vines covered the walls, showing how old this building really was. I made my way towards the edge of the roof, and sat down. I stared in silent, watching the clouds in the sky and the cool breeze blowing through my hair.

I sighed, continuing to swing my legs at the edge of the roof.

How can he be such a jerk?

Most of all, why does he have to make fun of me in front of everyone? Why was he so careless about my feelings?

But then again, why was I so cold to him? Why do I always have to push people away instead of telling them about it?

Before I realized, a tear finally escaped and rolled down my cheeks after all the thinking.

I really shouldn’t be crying in a public place like school. But… no one’s here, right?

More tears rolled down my cheeks and trailed down my chin as I just sat there, staring in silence.

“I wish she didn’t have to leave me alone in this world,” I said out loud to the sky. I continued to cry as I placed my head down onto my hands to cover my face.

“Why did you leave me? Dad won’t be able to last long without you here with him. Heck, I won’t be able to last long without you,” I whimpered, looking back into the view in front of me.

Silence continues to answer me as sobs escaped my throat.

Why couldn’t I stop crying?

Now that I think about it, It’s been a long time since I last cried. I held a lot inside of me, and just crammed it behind, into the heart so I wouldn’t show it. My dad was never home because of his work, mom being in the hospital because of heart disease, having my older brother move out because he didn’t like the family, and of course taunting and bullying at school.

I guess you can say I’ve had a pretty bad crammed life so far…

This is good Chun Hoi, just scream and let it all out…

Just as I was about to scream again, I felt strong arms envelope me in a back hug. I stiffened to the sudden hug as the arms behind me hugged tighter.

“Mianhae~” The familiar voice whispered into my ear.

Someone’s here? One the rooftop, just like I am. Did this person just hear everything I just let out? This can’t be good…

“Mianhae, mianhae, mianhae~” the deep voice said once again with sincerity.

I sniffled, no longer caring who this person was that saw me crying. I just wanted to cry my heart out right now and scream for how unfair life was.

Tears continued falling down as I slowly calmed down, enjoying the comfort of having someone hugging me.

“It’s okay. Let it all out Chun. It’ll be okay, I’ll be here for you,” the voice said in my ear. I stood up and started to turn to meet his face, only to receive another hug before I could even look. He wraps his arms around me this time, burying my face onto the side of his neck.

He’s... so... warm~

I gave up, and sank into the hug as his arms tightened around me.

“I- I think I’m okay now,” I stuttered as I gently pushed his away, only to feel his pull me in closer.

“How would I leave now that you’ll be able to see my face?” He said as he sighed.

“Why can’t I see who’s hugging me right now? I asked him.

“Because I’m never be able to see the end of it,” he said in a jokingly matter.

“But I wanna know who’s the one comforting me right now~” I said back in a sweet tone, trying to look at him once again.

“I’m… comforting you?... Really?” He said in a rather suprised tone. “I was just acting upon instinct. I’ve never really comforted someone,” he said as he continued to hug me.

“Well if you’re doing this only on instinct, then it probably means that you’re a nice person.” I said as I lightly laughed at his innocence.

“Maybe,” he replied softly.

“Sooo~ Can you see you now?” I said as I rested my head on his chest.

“I can do this. I can do this. If I believe that I can show her my face without her killing me, then I will live forever,” I heard him mumble under his breath.

I laughed at his act, and removed myself from the hug, with him no longer pulling onto me. I stood up and looked into the boy’s face.

Wait…. what?

Notes

herro people of the world!

I'm back lol
I have finally updated. I kinda forgot about the fanfic after the authors note ;-;
But I got light homework today, so I figured might as well write a chapter!!

I just looked back at this story, and realized that I first updated the first chapter two months ago...
Which was pretty long.
So thank you guys so much for all the support you all have given me!!! I really really appreciate the help and support :)

Anyways, I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter!!
Who do you guys think comforted Chun? Let the ships begin :))

Thank you guys for reading~

Your author Ant, signing out~