Happiness

The five of us live in Long Beach, which is only 20 min away from LA but with traffic it can be an hour so we are heading to our hotel in LA right now. Toby is staying at my sisters house, I'm sad I can't bring him with me but I also won't have time to watch and take care of him. Thankfully there wasn't a lot of traffic so we got to our hotel and got in line before more people came.
Vlogging

"Well we just got to the KCON convention center and we are waiting in line right now to get our passes and then I think we go and meet up with the staff right?" I asked Mia
Mia nodded her head,"Maybe we will run into some idols!"
I laughed but didnt deny her, when we got our passes one of the staff members came to get us, "Have you girls ever been to KCON before?" The staff member asked us
"Yes when we weren't really known haha," I said making all of us laugh
"Well today were gonna show you around and give you a schedule, you girls will have some time to interact with your fans too, first we will start off backstage," the staff said, all five of us started cheesing
"So were headed backstage first and then I don't know where were headed next, but Im going to turn off the camera, but if anything happens ill turn it back on."
Vlogging camera off
We followed the staff and she showed us where everything was and how everything was set up, we were about to leave when we all heard familiar voices and stopped walking, the staff turned around and looked at us,"Thats Monsta X in the waiting room, they have rehearsals next."
We were about to leave the tour when the staff stopped walking,"Oh hi guys!" We all looked where she was looking and we couldn't believe our eyes, it was Monsta X..IN FRONT OF US.
"Oh hey, I've seen you all before on youtube," Kihyun said and all of our eyes widened,"Do you guys know who they are? They do reactions." Kihyun asked the other members
"AH! Yeah!" Wonho yelled, then the rest of the members also said that they watched our videos
I turned on the vlogging camera,"So we just ran into....MONSTA X!" I said and faced the camera towards them and they all waved at the camera, after I turned off the camera we took pictures with them, I wanted solo shots with all of them and when I got to Hyungwon he looked a bit flustered, but then took a picture with me.
"Thank you for supporting us! We have to go, it was nice meeting you all, maybe we will see each other later!" Shownu said
"It was a pleasure meeting you guys!" Jacks said to them
"Well we will be on our way," Mia said, we all waved at them.
The staff led us to a cafe to take a break after seeing the boys, she left and told us to meet her in the main convention building in an hour.
"Did anyone else notice how flustered Hyungwon was when he saw Sof, and then when she went to take a selfie with him?" Zoe said
Angel,"Yeah I did, it was cute."
Jacks," Oh same."
Mia," I also saw, maybe he thinks Sof is cute."
"What are you guys even saying! Why would Hyungwon think Im cute? I mean I'm sure he thinks a lot of his fans are cute." I said denying them
"Okay, whatever you say Sophia." Zoe said
"I think he thinks she's cute, no matter if you're a MONBEBE or not." Jacks said
"OOOOH SOMEONES BLUSHING." Mia said pointing out my red cheeks and ears.
"Okay stop it, I'm going to go use the bathroom, anyone else?" They all shook their heads, while heading to the bathroom I ran into some fans, and took some pictures with them, after I greeted them I finally got to head to the bathroom. I walked out and bumped into someone,"ah sorry, I wasnt watching whe-"
"Oh Sophia right?"
"Y-y-y-yeah.."
"Sorry I didnt see you, I also want to apologize for earlier, acting all weird and flustered up."
"Hyungwon, dont be sorry! I was too excited you guys probably didnt know what to do."
"We know what to do haha, I just thought you were cute..." he said and his face started to redden, he looked away,"sorry..didnt mean to be so honest..haha.."
"Hyungwon c'mon, oh Hey Sophia!" Jooheon said
"Hi Jooheon!"
"Sorry to interrupt, but we have to go, interview starts soon. We'll see you later, sorry again," Jooheon said and I motioned my hands back and fourth letting him know it was no biggy.
Hyungwon pov
We were all talking in the waiting room getting ready to rehearse, we were really excited to be back at KCON and ready to see the fans.
While on our way out we ran into one of the staff members,"Oh hi." She said and we all bowed and said hi back to her, thats when I saw her..the most beautiful girl ever, well every girl is beautiful but she was beyond beautiful, words could not describe it.
Her name was Sophia, I got really shy and flustered when her and her friends wanted to take a group picture, she came and stood right in front of me.
Sophia went around and took selfies with the other members, and I was last, I didn't know what to do, I awkwardly smiled and took a selfie with her.
The staff had taken Sophia and her friends somewhere, we were heading towards the stage. "Ya, Hyungwon, why were you like that around the girls? Don't you know them?" Kihyun asked me
"You're always surrounded by girls, but you seemed a little off seeing them." Wonho said
"No, I've only heard about them, never watched their videos.." I said truthfully, and ignoring what Wonho had said
"You seemed a little flustered with Sophia earlier, do you by any chance...think she's pretty?" Minhyk asked.
She is pretty, but I can't just tell them, although Ive been with them for years, they probably already know.
"Ah all Monbebes are pretty, c'mon lets go get started. We only have an hour to go over things." I said making them snap back into work
After practice we went to the near by cafe, we went before fans could get in, we ordered coffee and sat down and talked for a while.
"Im gonna go to the restroom, Ill be back." I told them letting them know where I was headed off too
While in the restroom I heard screaming and got a little scared, how did they know I was using the restroom..I finished washing my hands when I peeked outside and saw Sophia taking pictures with her fans and giving them her autograph.
They had finally left and I walked out of the bathroom running into her on purpose, I had apologized to her for acting flustered up and shy when Jooheon came and got me taking me away from Sophia.
Is this what its like to have a crush?

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