Love or Hate

"I know I made you suffer, I am sorry. When you're not with me, you're the only person in my mind." -JB

I woke up to the sound of an alarm clock blasting. I groaned and moaned as I stretched my body. I took a rapid glance at the alarm clock.

5:30 a.m.

I rose up from my position the floor. I looked back to the bathroom. To find a disoriented JB on the couch. I place the gray wool blanket on JB and tuck him in. Why am I doing this? Have I really fallen deeply for him? So deep that I don't know my out? Why have I been so nice to him although he been cold to me? JB moved a bit in the bed. I notice him opening his mouth and murmured something.

"Tiffany...I love you." My heart was broken into a million pieces. He still loves her even though, she broke his heart. She wasn't meritorious for him and yet, she still had him wrapped around her finger. I got up. I was done with this shit and him. So I walked out the doorway.
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*Knock, knock*

"Happy birthday JB." JB looked at me with a shock expression. I remember his birthday. Even though, all the crap he put me through. I'm still here with a present.

What did he do to deserve me?

"Thank you...Minseo."

"Did Tiffany wish you happy birthday?" I asked him since he still in love with her.

"No..."

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I just came back from my last shift from the convenient store. I would have gotten out of work early if Krystal didn't call out "sick."

Sick my ass. Just 5 minutes ago she posted of her and her boyfriend Kai with the caption "Me and my boyfriend celebrating our 4 months anniversary!!!"

1.42 a.m

JB is probably in the studio. Working on his Got7 tracks. Oh, that boy always overburdens himself. I accessed the company building and I came across Jackson.

"Hey, Jackson! Do you know where is JB?" Jackson enlightened me.

"Ah...I see." I walked away.

"Here is some food. I grilled some meat. I know how much you can't resistance meat."

"No thanks, I don't want it." He refused to eat.

"Why don't you want it? You are overburden yourself, JB! At least take a break and enjoy some meat." I hated it when he's overburdening himself. You won't do anything if he's working on Got7 tracks.

"I don't want it because I'm not hungry." He responds.

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~JB's thought~

Thanks Minseo for taking care for me.

~Minseo's thought~

I looked at JB for the last time. I was astonished by the fact JB made me fall for him hard. So hard that it even hurts me. It hurt me that I can never be with him.

As I was admiring his brownish, blondish hair, I reached up to his level. And gave but him a gently but, sweet kiss on his cheeks. Then I walked away. I never looked back not even once.

"Don't go...Minseo." I felt arms wrap around my waist

"Why shouldn't I go?" I asked for a reason, why shouldn't I go.

"Because I love you." I turn around and face him.

"Do you-" I felt JB's soft lips on my lips. I couldn't resist kissing him, I always wanted to kiss him. I kissed him back. If this is a dream I don't want to wake up. We broke the kiss.

"Don't you love Tiffany? I fell so hard for you, so hard that it even hurt me. I was hurt by you because you still loved Tiffany. I couldn't see you go to Tiffany because I would have been in pain, seeing you go and leave me." I kept on walking away from him.

"Tiffany apprise me when you said I love you, it was a joke. If I actually didn't mean it I wouldn't kiss you on the lips." He explained. He grabs my wrist and pull me towards him and hug him.

"Don't go." He whispered in my ears

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