~ ATTENTION; Before reading I wanna clarify that most of the times ill be writing as if this was a diary and every time I write something in parenthesis or italic's its Ara's Thoughts.
There will also be times where I write other's POV (Point of View). Enjoy!~

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Growing up, Most of the time I would spend crying and whining since I was the youngest of three growing up at a traditional Japanese home it was always so noisy with me. (At least that's what my mom says)
Growing up a few years later I knew I had famous brothers one 9 years older and the other 5 years older.

All I knew was that they had to move to Korea to pursue their dreams I didn't really understand but all I remember them saying to me was
"Study hard"
From then on I grew up brother less (or basically an only child)
of course at times they would visit but I never catched up with them on life. Every time my brothers came home it was almost like they were strangers.
But what I heard from mom just now, seems like it was all about to change

"What?, ma are you serious why?"
I said as I frowned putting my head down
"Darling beautiful daughter, stop this we discussed this before that once u graduated were moving to Korea"
mom said as she went to find her keys as I followed right behind her every step.
"Cant I just stay here then? Ill get a job and everything"
I said as I looked at her serious all she did was laugh
"No, like I said before its all set and done...will discuss more when I come back from work" she says as she puts her shoes on and slams the door behind her.
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As she slammed the door right in my face I flinch and start to kick the air slumping down on the sofa.
"Ughhh"
I sigh as I pick up my phone and see that I have 3[missed calls] from Zico

(I'm still not comfortable calling my brother by his real name I think his stage name sounds cooler)
I look at my phone for awhile deciding wither or not to call back and
End up calling my bestfriend instead
~Ring~ Ring~
NANA:Hello..? Ara?
ARA: Hey! My friend wanna go grab ice-cream?
NANA: Yah! Seriously its to early
ARA: but we just graduated from high school I'm bored!
NANA: Ah whatever. . . Later ill call you
And just like that she hanged up
(now don't get me wrong nana is a great friend) but she was always so busy since she's debuting as a model I knew she could, it seemed like I always was surrounded by so much talent.
(It honestly makes me question my life decisions...sometimes)

[20+ Potato chips later]
I'm awoken by a loud bang and getting hit by a shoe
"Omma!"
I said rubbing my arm where she hit me
"What are you doing look at this mess what did I tell u about eating this junk!"
She said yelling as loud as possible
"Omma, stop ill clean it up later"
I said as I reach for my phone getting a phone call
~Ring~Ring~
"He...llo?"
NANA; "Hey! Where are u I'm at moon café
ARA: You could of gave me a heads up! Ill be right there
I said as I hang up and go to grab my jacket and purse putting my shoes on while my mom kept yelling at me.
"Yah! Were not done talking"
she said as she tried stopping me
"Love you omma"
I said before closing the door and heading towards the shop meeting up with nana.

"Nana!" I say as I go to hug her knowing she's mad I showed up late
"Stop, you overslept didn't you?" She said scolding me
"Yes I'm sorry" I say as I sip her coffee
"Ew, black coffee" I say as I rinse my mouth with water as she just watches me.... laughing
But how, how can I tell her I'm moving away.

Notes

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(If you were wondering ZICO will mostly be the more protective brother who wants to be closer with you and reconnect as siblings)