K-pop One shots (xReader)

I yelled my lungs out, calling out desperately. Over and over I called out. The tears from my eyes ran down my cheeks, and my voice became weaker and weaker. I was soaked from the rain and for every minute, my body grew colder and colder.
"Kim Namjoon! Kim Namjoon! Kim Namjoon!"
My hand was hurting from banging so much on the door, but compared to the pain in the past, this was nothing.
Suddenly, my hand stopped from banging on the door and a light showered my face.

I looked up and saw three boys.
"Namjoon!!" I said before running inside.

The light was surrounding my body with warmth. I didn't make it further than the living room before the pain from my wounds took over, and I collapsed on the floor.

My breath become heavier and all I could do was repeating the name.

Rapmon's POV:
I was in my room, listen to music and try to write some lyrics.
The ideas wouldn't come and I started to stress. We had to get the song finished soon if we wanted it in the next album.
Without any knock, Jungkook ran into my room.

"Hyung!! There is a.... ehm... a .... u know... and is calling your name"
I rolled my eyes.
"A what Jungkook??"
Before Jungkook could answer my question V casually walked by.
"A girl"

That made me think, why is there a girl calling my name.

"Is she a fan?" I asked, turning my gaze to my notebook, pretending to write down lyrics. (All I did was drawing doodles.)
"I don't think so. She looks pretty hurt and been on the door for the longest time. I think this is more serious" V said, hanging in the door opening. (boy where in the world did he come from?)
I let out a frustration sigh and walked my way to the living room.

The moment I arrived in the living room, it was just as Jungkook and V said.
There was a girl there, but she was laying on the floor, her hair covered her face.
As I walked towards her, I recognized the figure and the scar on her left shoulder.
"(Y/N)?!"
Y/N's POV
I opened my eyes and looked at the owner of the familiar voice.

Then, my eyes was filled with hope as I saw the face I was looking for.

"Namjoon!!" I screamed as used my last energy to run to him.
Fresh tears welled up in my eyes as I feel my body relax. The warmth from Namjoon replaced the cold feeling from the rain outside.

"What happened (Y/N)? Why are you soaked?" Namjoon asked.
"Namjoon" was all I managed to response.

"Wait, these scars....." He said as he stared at my body.

My T-Shirt was ripped, my sweater was soaked and my pants was all dirty.

"What in the world happened?" I heard one of the boys commented.

"Hey Jin, get some hot choco" Namjoon commaned.

Namjoon took my hand and helped me on my feet.

He led me to the couch. We sat down and he wrapped a blanket around me. Soon, the guy named Jin came with a mug.
"Here you go" he said gently.

I nodded my head and took a sip.
"So warm" I whispered.

The tears disappeared from my eyes as I felt myself become more calm.
"Better?" one of the boys asked.
I nodded.
My eyes was in Namjoon's direction as he knew what I was going to say.
"These are my band members. Jin, Hoseok, Jungkook, Taehyung, Yoongi, Jimin"
I bowed my head to greet them and they did the same.
Silence filled the room and I started to look around in the room.

In the living room, a big glass shelf was placed by the wall, filled with trophies and awards.
To see that Namjoons hard work had payed off made me smile.

"That's much better" I heard him say.
"Huh?" I responed.

"Your smile is the best (Y/N)" Namjoon said.

That comment made me so happy. I smiled as I took another sip of the hot choco.

"Can you tell us what happened?" The guy named Jimin, I think..., asked.
The guy next to him, I think his name was Hoseok.., pushed him lightly on the shoulder.
Jimin looked over to me, his expression was sad.

"sorry, too soon?" he said with guilt in his eyes.

I shaked my head and took a big breath.

Before I could start, Namjoon took over.

"Her name is (Y/N). We have known each other since forever. My mother and her father is dating, so since we were little, we knew that one day we would become siblings. She is my very best friend."

Those words stung to my heart. I know that I should look at Namjoon like a brother, but my heart refused. Every damn time I looked at him, my knees would go weak, my heartbeat would go faster and I started to get nervous. I love him.

I snapped back to reality when I saw that all eyes were on me.
"Huh?"
"Your turn" Namjoon said.
"Oh right... Well..." I started, but the words wouldn't form any sentence.
After a while, I managed to say something that made sense.

"I have to tell you something first Namjoon" I said and looked at him.
My eyes met his gaze, the dark brown eyes that I love.

A smile spread across my face.

"She left him" I said.
"What?" he responded.

A bigger smile bloomed on my face and tears of joy welled up in my eyes.
"She finally left him Namjoon!"
All the other members looked at us confused as me and Namjoon jumped of happiness.

"Can you please explain?" the guy with a caps said. If I remember correctly, his name was Yoongi.
"My father is a coward bastard with alcohol problems."
I guess the members was shocked over my choice of words to describe my father.

"My father started to drink when I was around 3. After years with alcohol, screaming and fighting, my mother left him, leaving me behind. I was 7 at that time. "

My voice started to shake. I started to get panic, but started to calm down when I felt a warmth from my hand. I looked down and saw Namjoon hold my hand tightly. I put the empty mug at the coffee table and continued my story.
"Of the age of 7, I had to pay the price for my mother. I remember my father drank in the living room, cursing. I walked over to him. I didn't know mother left us for good, and I asked the stupid question. -When does mom come back?-"

I lighly touched my left shoulder as the memories flowed into my head again.
"I made father mad... he started screaming.

-Never! She never come back!-

I remember closing my eyes, trying to endure the pain of him raising his voice and saying hurtful things. Then suddenly his way of speaking changed.
-Why did you leave me? What did I do to deserve it?!-"
My breath stopped as my mind went blank. It was hard to explain it to Namjoon for the first time, but to say it again after all these years was even worse. At some point, I managed to continue.
"I figured that father saw mom in me. I started to scream back at him

-I am not mom, I am (Y/N)!! Your daughter-

The eyes of my father was filled with hate. He grabbed his beer bottle and walked towards me. When I tried to run, he hit me on my left shoulder."

I looked at the guys, all of them was looking down with sad eyes. It made me happy that these guys that I just met would care. Hoseok looked worried at me, meeting my gaze.

"He didn't do anything more??" he asked scared.
"Like what?" I asked.
"I don't know... like rape you?"
"Hey! There is no way he would do that!" Jimin commented as Jin covered Jungkook's ears.

"I wouldn't be surprised if he did" I said, making everyone shocked.
"He really is a selfish bastard." Namjoon said angry.

"Where was Namjoon at that time?" Jungkook asked.
"At that time, Namjoons mother and my father was working at the same company. They started dating after a party with the company. I was around 10. But then, She saw how my father was with alcohol at home..."
"My mother stayed with the son of a bastard to protect (Y/N)..." Namjoon explained.
"But what happened tonight? Since you said that she left him?" Taehyung asked.

Namjoon looked at me curious, since he didn't know this part of the story as well.

"Tonight my father was on the phone. He started yelling

-Don't you dare break up with me!!-

When I realized what happened, I quickly grabbed my hoodie and tried to get out of the house. But father noticed me...

He yelled at me again.

-Don't you dare to leave me!-
He took a hold of my t-shirt. I started to get away when the t-shirt ripped, but he was too fast. Father hit me with his fist and scratched me with his nails over and over again. That's why I got these scars...

After several tries of getting away and my t-shirt ripped over and over again, I finally got away, and I ran over here."
While holding my hand, Namjoon took over the talking.
"She is the reason I wanted to hit it big. I wanted to earn enough money to get both my mother and (Y/N) out of that mans hands. At that time, I had no power against him, neither did I have any money to hire a lawyer"

I looked down and felt anxiety rush over my body. Namjoon noticed it and led me out of the living room, telling the guys that we needed to catch up on stuff.
We sat on the two seated couch that was placed in his room.

Without sparing any second, Namjoon went right on talking.

"What are you thinking about?"
"Where will I be? I can't return home, and I am scared to death that father finds me"
"I won't let him, stay here" Namjoon said.
"I can't..."
"Why?"

I didn't have the courage to answer that. How can I tell him that my feelings is the reason I can't stay. That I can't be together with him as a sister anymore, or a best friend.
"Is there anyone who got your eye? one of the boys?" Namjoon asked, with a smirk on his face.

"What?"

"Come on, tell me, Is it Jin? Taehyung? Hoseok? Jungkook? Jimin? Yoongi?"
I shaked my head.
"I can see it in your eyes, don't you try to trick me."
"you" I said silent.

"What did you say?"
I looked up and met his gaze. If I can't stay here, I am doomed anyway, so I want to go out of this apartment without any regrets.
"You are the one I like"
I shaked my head, correcting my words.
"You are the one I love Namjoon"
"(Y/N) I.." Namjoon started to say, but cut off mid-sentence.

"I know it came as a shock, and I am sorry to ruin everything we had until now, but I can't lie to myself anymore. That's the reason I can't stay here. I can't live with you as a sister or only a best friend."
I got up from the couch, ready to leave when Namjoon grabbed my wrist, pulling me into a tight embrace. His arms was around my shoulders and I could feel his heartbeat. My forehead rested on his broad chest as he stroked my hair.

"Then you have no reason to leave"he said with his dark voice.

"Huh?"

"I know I shouldn't feel this way, but everytime I see you shed a tear, it breaks my heart. All I want is to protect you. With you by my side, I would gladly go through hell serveral times."
Namjoon slowly leaned in and gave me a sweet kiss. I was shocked of his sudden confession but I was so happy. Never been this happy.
"Tell me, what do you want?" Namjoon asked.
"I want you to protect me"
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