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K-pop One shots (xReader)

(Seventeen) Seungkwan - Paradise

I was finally able to meet the boy of my dreams. His name was Seungkwan. I heard that he was getting big as an idol of a group called Seventeen. The voice of his singing was paradise for me. His jokes were so bad, but he made me laugh. I remember falling in love with him when we were kids. Still, my feelings didn't change after he left.

We met when we were young. His family was on a trip where I lived and we played together the whole summer. It was hard for me to call him Seungkwan, so I just called him Boo. Since it was unfair that he was the only one getting a nickname, he started to call me Pooh. Just because I looked like Winnie the Pooh (in his opinion)

When it was time for Seungkwan and his family to go home, a storm came to our village and they had to stay longer. My parents offered them to stay with us.
Seungkwan and I was always together at that time, and we had so much fun.

But unfortunately, the fun didn't last forever.

The storm cleared up after some days and they quickly went home.

Father asked for their home address so I could send letters to Seungkwan.

-Flashback-

I was saying goodbye to Seungkwan, and my tears ran down my cheeks.

"I see you soon!" Seungkwan said with a smile, but teary eyes.

I nodded as he gave me one last hug.

"I will miss you Boo"
"And I miss you Pooh"
My father slowly separated us and let Seungkwan go.
He walked over the street with his parents, holdings his parents hands.

I turned around to my father as he stroke my head.

"(Y/N)!!" I heard him screaming my name.

I saw him running over the street, but a car was coming towards him, way too fast.

"Boo!!" I screamed and ran towards him.
I pushed him away and felt my body get hit by something very hard.

The whole body was on fire and all I could feel was pain. I cried as I felt darkness fill my eyes.

When I woke up, it was still dark, but I could hear voices.
"(Y/N)! Thank god you are awake!!"

"Mother?"

"We were so worried!!!"
"Father?"

I turned around my head.

"Where are you??" I asked them.
"W-we are right here Sweetheart" my mother said.

"What happened to her Doctor?" my father asked the doctor.
"I am afraid that when she got hit by the car, her eyes were damaged by the fall."

"Does that mean..?" Mother asked afraid.

"She is blind" My doctor said.
"Mother, Father? Does that mean that I can't see?? W-where are you?? I- i am scared! MOTHER?? FATHER??" I started to panic and yell.
My parents gently wrapped their arms around me.
"We are right here sweetheart, don't worry" My mother said with a crying voice.

"We won't leave you, we won't disappear" Father said.
Father sent letter to Boo's parents about my condition, and they sent their apologies and their thanks for rescuing their son.

As long as Boo was safe, I didn't mind offering my eyes. But it made me sad that I never heard a word from Boo. Not one word. Until years later, when I heard of father that he was debuting as an idol. Now was my time to meet him again.

-End of flashback-
I was standing outside the building that was suppose to be Pledis entertainment. Around my wrist, I had the bracelet Boo gave me before he left. He bought it for me when we were kids.

It was a silver bracelet with hearts around it. I gave him a bracelet with smiley faces on it. (We bought it with our parent's money)
My mother held my left arm as my hand held the walking stick. We walked inside and I could hear a ladies voice.

"Are you here for the tour?"

"Yes we are" My mother answered.

"Then Please follow me" the lady said kindly.

"Mother, I can walk on my own, it's been 10 years since the accident. I am used to it by now."

"Okay, see you later honey" my mother said before leaving.
The kind lady took my arm and lead me to a room.

"This is the practice room, where most of our idols train dancing, singing and acting."

"Excuse me, but can I ask you something?"
"Of course" the lady answered.
"Does Seventeen train here?"

"Funny you asked, they just finished their training right before you arrived."

I felt the warmth from the room.
"Do you know anyone from Seventeen?" The lady asked.
"Huh?"
"You looked very happy"

"Oh" I answered and could feel my face blush.

"You can stay here if you want, I am right in the hall if you need me"

"okay, thanks" I thanked her as I heard the door close.

Boo was right here, not long ago.

I sat down and touched the floor. Boo wasn't really much of a dancer...
I always had to teach him.

My hand put my walking stick on the ground and walked away from it. My feet found its place and started to move to the music in my head.
I was filled with the memorize of me and Boo dancing together and didn't even notice the sound of the door.
"Excuse me, but this is the practice room for Pledis idols, who may you be?" A male voice filled the room.

"Oh, I am so sorry, I am on tour here, and the lady said I could be here a little, Who may you be?"

"My name is S.coups, I am the leader of Seventeen, and we are going to practice here"

"Wait, Seventeen??" I asked.

"Yeah, so could you please leave?" he said, almost irritated in his voice.

"Rapper?" I said quietly.
"Excuse me?" S.coups asked.

"Are you a rapper?" I asked him.

"Y-yeah, how do you know?" He asked shocked.

"Your voice is very powerful, but calm."

I walked towards my walking stick, but before I could get there, my ears was filled with footsteps and many voices crashed together, mixed with anger and laughter.

All of the footsteps stopped around the same time.

"Hey Leader, who is that?"
"Just someone on tour here" S.coups answered.

"Well!Let's get started with the practice already!" a voice rang in the room.

"Paradise voice" I said quietly and turned my body to the source of the voice.

"Boo?" I asked.

"Hey, Seungkwan, you know this girl?"

"Which girl?" he asked and walked into the room.

"Pooh?" he asked

"Boo?! Is it really you?!" I asked again, shocked and happy.

"oh god! It really is you Pooh!!!" Seungkwan said and suddenly, I felt a pair of arms around me.

"I missed you sooo much Boo!" I said as happy tears fell down my cheeks.

"How did you know it was me Pooh?" he asked curious.
"You have a paradise voice" I said with a smile.
"Paradise voice?"

I nodded.
"Everytime I hear your voice, I feel relaxed, calm and happy, as I was in paradise."

"Paradise huh?" Seungkwan asked.
My hand was holdings his, and I could feel that his hand was on my bracelet.
"You still have it??" he asked.
"Of course! It got it from Boo!!" I answered with a smile.
"Excuse me, but how do you know each other??" A gentle voice rang in the room.
"I met her when me and my family was on a trip, we played with each other every day" Seungkwan explained.

I nodded in agreement.

"By the way Boo... Can I ask you one question??" I said with worry in my voice.
"Of course!! Anything from my Pooh!"
"Why didn't I hear anything from you from the past 10 years??"

I could feel tears well up from the frustration I had from the past 10 years.
"Pooh, I am sorry... I"
"I waited 10 years, 10 freaking years! Nothing, not a word, not a call, not even -how are you- after the accident. I thought I meant something for you...."

Pooh grabbed my hand and dragged me out of the practice room.
I didn't where we were going, but we walked for a while before entering a room.

"This is the wardrobe for Seventeen"
I nodded and felt the surroundings. It had a warm feeling, yet... unhappy.

"Boo... you are struggling right now right?"
"H-how?"

"The feeling in this room, it is very warm, like laughter, but yet I get a feeling of someone being unhappy. You always tried to fit it, but scared of being teased right? I remember you told me when we were kids."

"I really can't hide anything from you, can I" Seungkwan said with a smile.
"These past 10 years... I-I always felt guilty, and had a hard time to contact you. How could I possible start any conversation?? Hey! sorry to hear you got blind because of me?? It doesn't work like that (Y/N)"

"Sorry, but what did you think I have gone through all these years?!" I finally snapped.

"Pooh, I really wanted to be with you but..."

"WHAT BUT?! I AM SORRY NOT BEING WITH YOU CAUSE YOU DON'T MEAN ANYTHING TO ME. THAT ALL THESE YEARS YOU WANTED TO GET RID OF ME CAUSE I AM ANNOYING?! YOU WANTED TO LAUGH AT MY FACE LIKE ALL THE OTHERS RIGHT?! "

"W-what do you mean with... others."

"I got bullied when summer ended, it wasn't hard enough for not see, but their mean comments and having no friends to talk to.. I started to believe that one were one of them."

"Pooh, I am not one of them"

"How BOO?! HOW?! You ignored me as much as them, and just because I became blind?! IF I KNEW THAT I HAD TO GO THROUGH HELL OF 10 YEARS ALONE, I WOULD GLADLY DIE IN THAT ACCIDENT!!"

"You don't mean that, you are just upset now..."

"I mean it seriously now Boo, or Seungkwan.... If no one loved me, why should I be in this world? Why would I even loose my eyes for a stupid first love?!"

I was about to break down, but I felt something soft on my cheeks and warmth spread around my body.

"Seungkwan?"

"Boo, for you, I am just Boo. And please don't say those stuff, don't even think about those things anymore. I am so sorry for what happened, and you don't know how grateful I am for saving me that day, but if I were just a little smarter, I wouldn't ran into the street like that."

I felt a cold metal feeling in my hand.

"I still have the bracelet I got from you, it gives me motivation when I am stuck."

"Really??"

"Yeah, and if only I could do something to show you how grateful I am, not only that but to show how special you are to me."
"Special? Me?"

"You just told me that your first love was a special person to you right?"

I nodded
"It's the same for me, my first love was the sweetest girl I have ever met. She was serious, but yet so kind."
My heart started to arch, who could this first love be?

"She was so important to me, and when we had to say goodbye, I was careless and ran over the street, where she saved me."

Wait... this sounds familiar.

"She even lost her eyes for me"

"M-me??"

"Yeah, it's always been you Pooh."
He brought me to a tight embrace where my head rested on his shoulder.

"I love you Winnie"

"Wrong nickname" I said with a laughter.
"Whoops, sorry"

"I love you too Boo"
"Is there anything I can do to show how grateful I am?"

"It is, this one thing you can do."

"Anything" he said, pretty quick too.
"Sing for me, and the whole world with the paradise voice of yours"
"Gladly" he said.

-The End-

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