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My hyung had come back from school late once again, but he never wants to tell me why, he always walks past and says.
"bimil, I told you I'll tell you in two weeks on valentine,"
He practically just gave me the answer, but why is he keeping his girl a secret, fine…..i haven't told him about my crush anyway so I guess I'll just wait to tell him… till valentine. I marched to the fridge and took out some food…
"so doing anything for valentine? Who are you going to ask out this time,"
"ya!!! Hyung your making me sound like a player, I've never asked anyone out, they ask me,"
"who wouldn't want to ask out my cutie, handsome little brother, huh….especial since you look like me," he smirked messing with my hair, after putting my head in his arm lock.
"if I really looked like you I guess I'll be lonely for the rest of my life," I got out of his lock and threw a few pillows at him, he started chasing me, we giggled running around the house, he suddenly fell onto the couch and held his chest, a worried expression came over my face, and my brother just gritted, I sat next to him and held his back…
"hyung? Hyung? Are you okay,"
"yeah just tired that’s all,"
"you lazy I wasn't even trying…..hehehee" I giggled as a sour expression overcame his face…
"this little punk," the alarm went off and I ran towards the food…..
"set the table the food is ready," he smiled as I ran away…
Third persons p.o.v
As v ran out his older brother tae kyung, speeded into his pocket. And took out some pills, he quickly devoured 2 capsules before his little brother came out, as the heart pain disappeared, slowly. Dying from the same sickness as his mother, the father was a fool to donate his to a weak person, but the only strong heart was taehyung's. tae kyung knew he was sick. The only thing he wanted to make sure is that taehyung was happy before he passed away. He was determined not to give up on taehyung before he turned 18, he didn't want to leave his brother alone in the world at 15.
Tae kyung was 17.
"lets not leave any regrets," taekyung stood from his chair. Patting his heart, trying his best to stay strong.
The rest of the night the both played and had fun. Until the next morning where they had to part at their separate classes.
Taehyung's p.o.v
I sat in the library it was another free period, and that’s when she came in…. "kim bo-a,"
She sat on the bright side of the room, and she smiled reading a big thick box. He hair floated lightly with the breeze and her lips were tented pink, her makeup was light. And natural… she was pretty as my crush, she looked up towards me, I chocked and quickly looked away.. Kim bo-a you will be mine, just wait I'll make you fall for me.
I walked around the day before valentine, a flower shop… there you are!!!!
I pointed and made an weird pedophile's face that made it look like I was checking out the flowers, I smiled widely, her favourite……white roses pure and cute like her… hmmm. I smiled.
"I'll confess tomorrow. Yasssssss, you can do it taehyung," I smiled widely as I walked back home… with flowers in my hand
"oh taehyung, who is that for?" my hyung eyed me out with a tight cheeky grin, he had the same charm I'm famous for, our unique box smile. I just ignored him and quickly walked to my room. Taekyung just giggled childishly at my actions. I walked into the room and put on my proposal clothes and fixed myself, I need to look smart, sexy, cute, charismatic all at the same time… and I think this fitted me perfectly, I was wearing a black suit, black t-shirt and put my hands in my pocket, I smiled stupidly thinking about what might happen.
I started imitating a girls voice and acting cute, changing characters, every second.
"will you be mine,"I asked looking up from the ground charismatically, with one hand in my pocket.
"are these for me…" my voice was cut high pitched, as I tapped my shoe around
"yea..h for you,"I spoke English, I smiled widely acting like the girl, twisting my toe around in circles with my hands holding each other……
"I'm your noona," my face changed into a hard to get face, my female character was playing hard to get. As I crossed my arms, and pretended to flap my hair to the side.
"stop playing hard to get or I'll kick you," I accepted my flowers instantly.
The day went more and more dark I took a shower before it was 9:00pm, I quickly practice what I was really going to say…. As the nervousness kicked in. I looked out to the stars and started singing,
4 o'clock v and rap mon
Eoneu nal dalege
Gilgogin pyeonjileul sseosseo
Neoboda hwanhajin anhjiman
Jageun chosbuleul kyeosseo
Eoseuleumhan gongwonhe
Noraehaneun ileummoleul sae
Where are you
Oh you
Wae ulgo issneunji
Yeogin nawa neo ppuninde
Me and you
Oh you
Gipeun bameul ttaraseo
Neoui noraesseoriga
Han geoleumssik du geoleumssik
Bulgeun achimeul deryeowa
Saebyeogeun jinagago
Jeo dari jame deulmyeon
Hamkkehaessdeon pureunbichi
Sarajyeo
Taekyung's p.o.v
walked into taehyung's room and watched him acting I started giggling and smiled at his cuteness. I walked away for a while to take my pills, I was about to talk to v, but he was peacefully asleep on the window seat of his room, he must have been thinking again. He must be nervous. I picked the big kid up and placed him softly on the bed, I took the covers and placed it over him. He moved a bit seeking for comfort, but soon found it. I walked out smiling, when the pain kicked me, I took my pill out, quickly. But it fell, on the floor, soon my sight was blurry as I looked for it, I felt the tip of my hands, graze a capsule and quickly took it and devoured it. My heart slowed back to its normal paste. I weakly crawled to my room as my sight came back.
Taehyung's p.o.v
It was the day. Damn the flowers, aish I forgot to put them in water!!!! Aish, I quickly changed into my clothe then ran to the nearest flower store. I brought the same ones then ran to school, I'm late. It seemed as if hyung was still at home, when I left may be he's on his way to school…….."hyung!!!!"my eyes sparkled when suddenly I saw a car, stop. Ran quickly and jumped in, it was my brother.
"let's go, hit the gass, come on hyung!!"he giggled and spend up a bit, just a bit.
I entered school and noticed the target, I followed her but soon lost her, in a 4 section halway, what to do?
I ran….soon I found my brother….
"hyu…."my throat grew sour and dry, as I froze. The flowers tumbled onto to the ground, and made a mess. My heart slowed down with pain. It was her Bo-a holding flowers from my brother, I wasn't prepared for the next move as she tip toed and kissed him…… I turned and walked away.
I haven't gone anywhere, home, school, anywhere. I've been staying with my hyung jimin. He knows everything. He helped me. I slept in his room as his mother took good care of me. I bet hyung is worried, who am I kidding he doesn't care!! He took my girl……they are the same age……I threw the thoughts out, because it just frustrated me more.
"taehyung, can you get chicken we forgot it," jimin said, I just nodded. I was too weak and hurt to have an argument with him.
I cried non-stop for days, because of him….i argued with myself trying not to hate him, but the only person I hated more than him right now is myself, I hate that I'm not like him, that I'm not cool, but sweet, that I'm immature, and probably stay that way, that I am not as handsome as him. I'm sorry…okay. I walked the street. Careless of the people around me. Suddenly I bumped into someone.
"taehyung!!!" it was him, I looked up hurt to see my brother, who stared at me, filled with questions. I didn't want to answer, but that wasn't what caught my eyes. It was her, their hands… "I guess she deserves you more, you two look better anyway,"
"ya!! Do you know how worried I was, are you drunk!!!!!how!!!!!!"
"shut it!!! I'm sick of you lying, okey. Everyone lied promising me their stay by me, but no you all leave eventually!!!"
"ya…. taehyung… please just list…" she siad softly with hurt in her eyes, but i could tell it was sympathy towards me.
"did you ever love me," I muttered catching everyone's attention
"what!?"she was caught off guard by my words….
"did you ever feel the same way as I did, huh!!!!"
"you said you'll wait!!!!"I screamed shaking her
"taehyung!!! Stop!!! She didn't do anything wrong" he grabbed me by the collar….. And yelled but was soon interrupted by a hard punch. A capsule fell onto the ground as well as him, I kicked the capsule away and grabbed his collar, I threw as many punch's I could then, noticed what I was doing… I quickly ran across the road, I made it safely but suddenly heard a thump, my eyes widened as my heart sink's within a second, it couldn't be… no!!!!! I heard Bo-a scream
My eyes widened with shock, I turned and saw taekyung flat on the ground, unconscious as blood dripped everywhere…
I ran and cupped his face.
"hyung!!!! I was wrong!!!! I'm sorry please get up hyung!!!!"
"nooooooooooo!!!!!!" tears fell uncontrollably, down my cheeks as his body lost it's warmth. The ambulance came quickly and took him away….
……………………at the hospital…………………………………
"I'm sorry taehyung, but we couldn't save your brother, again,"
"what do you mean by again,"
"your brother just went through an operation lately, he die from a weak heart,"
"we gave him these pills, but apparently he found it hard to get them,"
"your saying that taekyung had a bad heart…"
The doctor nodded then left, I dropped on the floor and cupped my hands…..i killed him this is my fault, I should have known. I didn't move I stayed in the waiting room where will I go now huh? I was alone in this big world, with no one to comfort me….may his girlfriend will help me? I took the remote and pressed the button, the news came on and suddenly there was a video of a girl in a grown wearing red, hanging of the ceiling,
"kim bo-a, a model in daegu, has just committed suicide, it was released that both her and taekyung from ct entertainment were in a scandal. She died shortly after his death,"
My eyes widened at the news as my heart broke even more.
I ran out of the memorial service, two days later, to get away from the all the questions…
"isn't that taekyung's brother?" I turned around, boy a group of boy point towards my direction,
"it is!!!!!"
"get him, don't let him get away," I was scared, I had no one to help me since my brother was gone, and I was lonely. I was scared and my heart wasn't helping, I tripped on pebbles, and suddenly was caught by a group of my own classmates.
"this is for killing my sister you little idiot!!!"
I blocked my body hoping that it will stop soon. But it didn't each hit became more deep as they started making purple memories, on my body.. I begged them to stop but they never did.. I heard a soft voice of a young girl, as the hits were shielded by her. She started at me, shaking at every hit. But she never gave in. the police sirens were heard and the kids automatically ran. I started at her confused and she just smiled.
"are you okay?"
I nodded…..and she checked my wounds…..she then helped with them and tried making it less painful for me,
"you can let go of me I'm fine,"
"are you sure," I nodded
"that’s good, but I don't think I am.. It very blurry, and I'm feeling really dizz…" she passed out, I quickly caught her and stared at her deeply, my eyes widened at her beauty, not only was she pretty she had a lot of courage. I lifted her back to my place on my back.
I was watching her as her eyes opened but her first words surprised me, she didn't care about where she was, she ask if I was okay, even after passing out.
"are you okay, those boys should know better than to gang up on one person,"
I giggled at her silliness as she started cussing
"are you old enough to say things like that,"
"yes and who are you to tell me not to?"
"that was a weird way of saying thank you, for saving me."
"thank you, but I saved you aswell,"
"yeah thanks, but why are you asking me if I'm okay if you’re the one who passed out?"
"because if I was that bad, I wouldn't be here, I'll probably be in the hospital,"
I nodded understanding.
"anyway when you feel better, you should leave, I'm not a good person to hang around, I bring bad fortune, I'm a monster,"
She bent down to my face level and stared deeply at my features, my eyes widened as my face turned bright red and my heart started beating crazily. And I backed away, gulping.
"what are you doing?"
"you look like a human to me, listen whatever you did wrong, just know your never alone, in fact I'm y/n, I'm going to be your friend okay," she extended her hand, I stared at her weirdly,
"I think you must of hit your head bad," she wined, I giggled then hesitated once me before shaking her hand. That girl was you. She became my reason, to live. I have to get her back. I guess I have to be selfish again.

Notes

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