The next day, I woke up with the worst headache in my life.

"Wow... somebody got an hangover"

I looked over to the owner of the voice.

"Not now Nari..."
"Okay...."
"Thank you.."
"What about now?"

"Nari, shut the hell up"
"Whao! you on your period girl?"

I got up, ignoring Nari's comment. I looked at myself in the mirror, my eyes was red after all the crying. Still... my heart was still beating fast just of the thought of Suga.

"I have to end it.." I said.
"What?" Nari asked me.

"If Suga really does have a girlfriend, I have to end it, make everything clear between us. Then I could give up, and maybe go through the wedding"

"Are you C-R-A-Z-Y?!"
"I guess I am.." I said, going to my wardrobe to change clothes.
I put on some jeans and a white top with a red jacket. Just letting my hair down and put on some make-up for covering my red marks.
"Where are you think you are going missy?"
"Over to Suga's place"

"What about the lessons?"
"Skipping" I said walking over to the door.

"Watch out people! We got a badass over here!!"
"hahaha, you funny"
"But if you use that way, don't you get caught?"
"oh... true... Well, Let's do this Nari style!!" I said running towards the window.
"Hey hey hey! Don't take suicide!! The tree is gone! How are you going to get down??!!"

"No tree, no problem" I said before jumping down.
As I landed, I felt my feet hurt as hell, but I really did jump.
What the heck happened to me I thought while running towards Suga's dorm.

I got tired of the running and started to walk.
After around 40 min of walking, I was finally in front of their dorm.
I gently knocked on their door, but no answer.

"Hmm.. Maybe they are working now, well, I can wait."

I sat at the doorstep looking around in the neighborhood. It was so quiet and peaceful.
I started to imagine how lovely it would be to have a family at a place like this.
The hours went by, I started to get tired, but I had to get the answers.
I felt more nervous about the visit.
What if it was true.
Was Suga really tired of me now?
Did he fell in love with someone else?

It started to rain, and I was staring to get cold.
Unfortunately, My hair and make-up got ruined by the rain.

"Please let them come home soon" I said, still waiting.

My body started to get hot, and my head started to hurt.

I was hungry too, I forgot to eat breakfast and didn't bring any money with me.

As I sat on their doorstep in the rain, I could hear a faint sound of a car.

I looked up and saw some shadows coming towards me.
"(Y/N)?!?!!?"

I smiled to the shadow. My eyes were getting heavier, when I tried to stand up, my body felt heavy and I fell right on the ground, surrounded by the darkness.

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