Linda’s P.O.V.

It was hard for me to just sit in class while knowing my best friend was struggling to remain alive in the hospital. It was also hard to attempt to concentrate in class when Jimin was bawling his eyes out sitting next to me. Jimin must really care for her. Crying out for her like that. Jimin is such an angel on Earth. But part of me felt like he was crying not only because he is such a caring person, not only because he loves Kana as a sibling. I felt like he’s taking this as seriously as he is because he loves Kana more than a sibling.

‘Linda. Kana is on the verge on dying, and you’re seriously doubting her AND Jimin? Where is your basic human decency?” I told myself. But in the back of my head, I couldn’t help but doubt.

I decided to try to comfort Jimin as my heart ached for him. I patted his shoulder and whispered to his ear, “Jimin, it’s all right-“

Jimin immediately shot up and made me flitch. He turned to me and when I met his gaze, a chill ran down my spine and I realized how wrongly I had put my words.

“It’s all right, you say?” Jimin said in a dangerously low voice as he glared daggers at me. At the moment, I was so scared he was going to rip me apart and kill me right then and there as his gaze were mistakenly filled with hatred.

I didn’t mean to say it is okay for Kana to be hurt. No. Absolutely not. I love her so much. What my words meant was that Kana will be all right. But Jimin clearly misunderstood my meaning. I don’t blame him for fuming. I would’ve been too.

However, as Jimin’s voice and volume started rising rapidly, I started to become scared. “It’s all right?! IT’S ALL RIGHT?! WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT? KANA WAS STABBED AND YOU SAY THAT’S ALRIGHT? DO YOU HAVE A SOUL? WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU? DO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW IMPORTANT SHE IS TO ME? HOW MUCH I LOVE HER? NO. NO YOU DON’T.” Jimin shouted as he got up from his seat and ran out the classroom, making sure to slam the classroom door behind him.

There was a temporary moment of silence as everyone stared at me and gave me looks. Then I heard whispers, obviously saying shit about me. “I’m sorry.” I told the teacher. “I meant to tell him that Kana would be okay, not-“

The teacher cut me off. “Whatever you meant, you should’ve stated it clearly or you could’ve never opened that filth mouth of yours. Now your stupidity has hurt him again. Do you not realize the pain he is going through right now? Can you not put yourself into someone else’s shoes even in a situation like this?”

I lowered my head, not having the intention to explain myself again. The teacher was right. Jimin obviously isn’t in the conditions to deal with misunderstanding and such. Whispers filled the classroom.

I thought back to what Jimin had said.

‘DO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW IMPORTANT SHE IS TO ME? HOW MUCH I LOVE HER? NO. NO YOU DON’T.

I muttered, “Actually, Jimin. I do. I know she’s you everything, and I know you love her with all your heart. I love you the same way Jimin. I know.”

I didn’t bother wiping the tear drop that fell.

Suga’s P.O.V.

I could be losing someone at this very moment. Kana could’ve passed away. And I would be sitting here doing nothing. I’ve sacrificed so much in my life already. I’ve went through so much. I had wanted to end my life. I sprung back. I finally was able to feel warmth as I fell for Kana, and this is what I get? I abruptly got up from my seat, causing the chair legs to scrape across the marble floor and create an extremely unpleasant sound. I didn’t flitch as everyone else in the classroom cringed form the sound.

“I need to use the restroom.” I stated simply and gave the teacher a cold look.


Then I left. Not bothering to wait for the permission. The teacher doesn’t have the guts to argue with me anyways, so either way, fuck it.

I headed out and headed for the rooftop where I could cool off. As I climbed up the staircase, I realized how much of an amazing person Kana is. She would do so much for her friends and family. Why do the best people get hurt and leave the world first? Why is life so cruel? Then I remembered a quote I heard since I was a little kid.

“A person would pick the best and prettiest flowers form a garden so the uglier ones end up living and surviving longer. Likewise, the good people always get taken away first. Life is cruel.”

I understood this quote to a personal level and it’s not just about Kana, but now this quote hits me so hard. Can’t it be the other way around? Why is the most Lucas is going to get is sentence in jail? He literally purposely hurt someone with a weapon. An innocent person. Why karma can’t hit him. As I walked up the final steps of the staircase to the rooftop, I made up my mind. I’ll make Lucas pay. I’ll make him pay so bad he’ll wish he was never born to this world.

I swung the window open and headed out onto the open rooftop. I was met with a male already standing there, back facing me, gazing out over the view up here. I quickly realized that it was Jimin. Instead of feeling sorry for him, I was furious at him. We were best friends but now I resent him. Wasn’t Jimin supposed to be Kana’s ‘brother’? And he can’t even handle the job of properly protecting her?

Out of anger, I walked three long strides and managed to reach Jimin and my first instinct was to push him. But I contained myself. “Suga. You are not a beast. If you push Jimin off, it makes you no different form the others.”

Jimin seemed to sense my presence as he turned around and our eyes met. His eyes were red and puffy, he had obviously been crying. But his eyes were still sharp. Still dark. Still dangerous. Still full of hatred and thirst for revenge. “Why are you here” He spat. Though he didn’t curse, this attitude and tone basically gave away the fact that he didn’t want to see anyone, and that obviously does not exclude me.

“What, last time I checked you didn’t own the roof.” I spat back. I regretted my choice of comeback. Though I resented him for not properly protecting Kana, I realized how much pain he must be going through.

His gaze hardened on me and his glassy eyes penetrated. “Are you looking for a fight? I can knock your front teeth out.”


I snorted. “Ha. You wish, midget. You couldn’t even bend a paper thin twig”

Jimin was now fully facing my direction and we were a mere foot part form each other now. “Stop mouthing off, wise guy. I can beat you up, you little bitch.” He flexed his muscles to prove his point. I would be lying if I said I didn’t feel intimidated.

“If you could, you would’ve done a better job protecting Kana. But obviously you couldn’t you worthless ass.” I snapped at him.

That must’ve cut him deep because he flitches and stepped back mere centimeter, but I noticed. I don’t know what took over me, but I kept hitting that spot and opened his wounds even bigger. “You claim to be so strong but you let Kana get stabbed. Stabbed. Not punched, bullied. Stabbed. You let it happen in plain sight.”

Jimin gritted his teeth and next thing I knew, there came a fist hitting my jaw. It hurt really badly and I could feel the pain radiating outwards. “FUCK YOU SUGA!” Jimin screamed, with tears streaming down his cheeks and his ears beet red. “YOU KNOW NOTHING SO SHUT UP!”

I rubbed my hurt cheek and glanced at him. I didn’t think. I just strike. I strike him right in the stomach. He went back a little bit. Or at least he tried to act that it didn’t affect him that much but I could still it hurt a lot for him.

Jimin and I literally started to fight each other and we ended up on the rough rooftop and we both tried to punch and kick the life out of each other.

“DUMBASS! ADMIT YOU COULDN’T PROTECT KANA!”

“SHUT UP!”

“YOU’RE USELESS! KANA IS SUFFERING BECAUSE OF YOU! YOU DUMB BITCH!”

“SHUT UP! I SAID SHUT UP! I’LL FUCKING MURDER YOU. I’L KILL YOU AND RIP ALL YOUR ORGANS OUT. I’LL FUCKING FEED YOUR HEAD TO THE WOLVES. TRUST ME I WILL. WE WERE FRIENDS BUT NOT ANYMORE. FUCK YOU.” Jimin shouted into my ear and I could tell he was shouting as loud as he could because I could hear how hurt and dry his throat was.

“I COULD’VE BEEN SO MUCH BETTER TO HER! BECAUSE OF YOU SHE CAN DIE, YOU WORTHLESS SLUG!” I screamed back.

Jimin managed t pin me down on the cement rooftop and kept abusing my face under it bruised. I felt blood seep out from my sin and it stun so bad. “You know nothing! NOTHING! YOU COULDN’T HAVE PROTECTED HER. IT WAS BECAUSE OF ME YOU TWO EVER STARTED TALKING!”

He was about to punch me straight in the face when two pairs of arms came in and got Jimin off me. It was Then I realized how scuffed and bruised both Jimin and I were.

I looked at the two people that had come to stop us.

“Jimin! Are you okay?” Taehyung cried as he held on to Jimin. The other person was Rapmonster. I stood by me and glared. “WHAT IN THE WORLD HAPPENED HERE? EXPLAIN YOURSELVES. THIS INSTANT.”

Notes

Hope you guys enjoyed this chapter!
P.S. There will be more cursing, violence, and mentions of killing in later chapters, but it's going to be more common starting from this chap.

pps. OMG BTS IS IN DA US, THEY GOING TO BE ON AMAS, THE LATE LATE SHOW, ELLEN, JIMMY KIMMEL, ETC SOON. I'VE NEVER BEEN MORE PROUD TO LIVE IN THE US