Kana's P.O.V.

Dating Rapmon is fine. He's nice. He's polite. He's very very smart. But then there's Jimin. I would be the worst liar if I said I didn't have feelings for him. I would see girls at school flirt with him and immediately my chest would tighten. It always hurt to see that. But who am I to say anything?

Then my mind drifts to Jungkook. He tells me he is fine. But any person with even half a brain can tell he's broken. I'm a terrible friend. In the beginning I told him Sadako didn't like anyone. I was the one who told him I could bring him and her together. I started it. So I am the cause of Jungkook's pain. I'm a failure in so many departments.

*Back in School*
Everyone was in their usual place though the teacher didn't arrive yet. Jimin had something he needed to do so he wasn't sitting next to Linda. I spun around and saw Linda spaced out with a very dreamy expression on. No doubt she's daydreaming about Jimin.

'Yoohoooo! Hello! anyone home?" I said playfully, knocking on her head a bit harder than intended.

Snapping out of her daydream, Linda gripped her head, " OWWW! That hurt! Geez!" she complained then laughed.

"Soooo, thinking about Jimin, huh?" I asked, wagging my eyebrows.

Her face immediately turned a bright shade of pink from embarrassment. "Don't say that so loudly!!! What if someone hears?"

I chuckled. "SO? It's true right?"

Linda sighs. But not sadly. Romantically. "Yeah. Though what you did was unnecessary, thank you for that yesterday."

Ahh. The hand holding business from last time. And of course back came my kiddy like jealously. What am I even doing? Why am I purposely doing these things and acting like I actually ship Linda with Jimin? I don't even know myself anymore. But Linda is my friend. So I play along.

"That is so sweeeeet!!" I whisper-exclaimed. Then I said something that I instantly regretted. Why am I purposely making it so much HARDER for myself?"I can totally see why you like him. He's so damn hot."

Linda's eyes immediately snapped back into focus and her eyes widened, eyebrows raised. "You think he's hot?"

I let out a nervous laugh. "Not like that. I just felt like giving him a compliment. He's okay compared to the disgusting guys in this school. But I have to like him as a friend right? wouldn't it be awkward to not like your best friend's boyfriend?"

From her expression, I could tell Linda didn't really buy that excuse.

"Yeah, but technically speaking you two aren't even step-siblings yet. Are you sure you don't have feelings for him?" Linda asked. "I'll give up on him if you want me to. You're a better match for him anyways-"

I smacked the table, which startled Linda for a split second. "NO! DON'T say that ever again! I don't like him. He's a brother to me. And don't give up on something just because of me! I wouldn't appreciate it anyways. I don't want you to do something silly because of me. Don't worry about me. Okay?"

That Linda seemed to take. She gave me a warm smile as I turned back to face forward. Jimin ran in the room a bit earlier than the teacher, so he wasn't marked late. And it was then I realized calling him hot is definitely unavoidable.

His hair was messy and untamed, his adorably crescent eyes are wide, checking if the teacher was here yet, he looks like a mess, but still impossibly perfect and hot. Even his god damn imperfections were PERFECT. My heart skipped a beat without permission.
I shook my head and got rid of those thoughts. I'm dating Rapmonster. Jimin is going to be a part of my family. Get rid of your stupid little feelings, Kana. Or this isn't going to end good for anyone.
A few girls who probably took liking to him smiled and waved, greeting him with 'good mornings'. Jimin politely greeted them back and turned away, leaving those girls gushing over him. Blushing and all.
"Good morning!!" Jimin said happily to me before he plopped down in his seat beside Linda. Linda's face suddenly turned to hurt. I couldn't tell why.
"Jesus, Chim. why are you always so ENERGETIC and LOUD?" I said jokingly, rolling my eyes at him.
Jimin gave me a pout and I laughed. "Because you like energetic people." He said. His pout made a rush of heat go through my cheeks. I turned back to the front, hoping Jimin and Linda didn't notice my blush.

That had been a very innocent comment, but that left me feeling flustered with butterflies flying my stomach and also left a very heart-broken looking Linda, who was in the verge of tears.

Notes

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CHIMCHIM-XOXO4EVER out!!~