So Much For Being Siblings

Kana's P.O.V.
I hated this so much. I'm not trying to get over a guy. I am trying to get over TWO guys. How brilliant is that? Every time I try to forget both Suga and Jimin, they're both always there. Every time I tell myself, "I did it!', my feelings for them comes back, and I am back to where I started. I honestly wanted none of this. Life is so unfair. WHY did I have to fall for the two worst people to fall for?

I fall for Suga, who I definitely WILL NOT date because my best friend loves him.
And then I also fall for Jimin. Of all people, I fall for my future step-brother.

I wish life had a reset button. I would press it.
But what stop me from resetting my life, ironically, is also what made me want to reset my life in the first place.
"Kana!" I heard Jimin yell form outside my bedroom.

"WHAT?" I shouted back without bothering to get up.

"Um, one of your friends is looking for you." He called back.

I sat up and got off my bed. It was Linda. "OH MY GOD! HEYYYYYYYY" I exclaimed as I went to hug Linda who was standing downstairs in the kitchen.

"Why are you here?" I asked.
"Oh. My mom and dad are out. I was bored, so I thought I'd visit." Linda said. Though Jimin probably could not tell, I knew Linda was trying so hard right now. She didn't speak up that much, and she really liked Jimin. I smirked and forgot my feelings for Jimin for that moment. And I decided to tease her.

"Oh! You live quite a bit from here. You need the restroom? Hey Jimin! Take her to the restroom." I said to Jimin, who was 'minding his own business' by the dining table looking at his phone.

Linda's face looed like a ripe tomato. RED. "No, no, no, no, no. It's fine. I don't need-"

Linda's sentence was cut off short as Jimin took her hand and led her upstairs to the restroom. This was a bad time to recall everything. And off COURSE, my feelings come back now. Pure jealousy rose in my chest as I saw Jimin's tight grip around Linda's feminine hands.

"Hah. She must feel like a princess right now." I muttered under my breathe. "Inconsiderate asshole."

My eyes widened as I realized what I said about my own best friend. "Kana, What in the world? Who are YOU to call her an inconsiderate asshole? You were the one who told Jimin to bring her to the restroom. And two seconds before you said you wanted to get over Jimin. What is wrong with you?!" I told myself. I shook my head and jealousy was mostly replaced with guilt.

Mostly.

Linda and Jimin walked down the stairs while having a small talk. Jimin smiled and caused Linda to break into the brightest smile I've ever seen. And then I realized they were holding hands.
Okay, I accept it if Jimin holds her hand when he's leading her somewhere. It's to guide her. BUT WHAT IS THE POIINT OF HOLDING HER HAND NOW?
After a while Jimin suggested to play hide n seek, (YES. THAT KIDDY GAME. I DUNNO WHAT ELSE)
Jimin said that he and Linda will hide and I'll look for them.
'Sure.' I answered plainly. But inside my head, I was thinking god knows where those two are going to end up doing.
So for the rest of the day, to put in simple terms,

IT WAS SHIT.

Notes

YEAAAAAH. I dunno if people gonna read, this, BUT ENJOY! Sorry if its short, and oh, how I miss saying this: please excuse any grammar mistakes and typos.


OMFG. I MISSED THIS SO MUCH. I FEEL ALIVE AGAIN. I FEEL YOUNG. FOREVER~ WE ARE YOUNG~ lol. sorry. I had to.