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So Much For Being Siblings

Fooled *WARNING! HINT OF SEXUAL CONTENT*

I went home by myself that day. But the door was unlocked.

‘Mom is out with Jimin’s father. Jimin has some urgent business so he is still at school. I was sure the door was locked. Was there a thief?’ I thought as I pushed the door open.
Everything in the house looked and seemed normal. It didn’t give off a ‘thief cam in here and robbed your house’ vibe.
‘Maybe I left the door open?’ I thought. ‘After all there is no one in this house.’

But I was wrong. There were people in the house. I could hear sounds coming from upstairs. More specifically, my bedroom. I slowly walked up the stairs. The noises became louder. As I walked up to my bedroom door that was closed, I heard noises. Bed creaking. And...moaning.

WHAT IN THE WORLD?!

I slammed the door open and what I found was absolute horror.
Park Jimin, was slamming his dick into a girl ON MY BED. And to make everything worse, the girl was ERIN. What hurt me even more was that Jimin looked like he was enjoying himself.

“Makes sense now, thinking back how Erin asked me where I live, Jimin! You two have been hooking up huh? How long have you two been doing this? Everytime I go out to have lunch or dinner with my friends? JIMIN, YOU BASTARD! HOW DARE YOU HAVE SEX WITH A GIRL ON MY BED!” I shrieked with pure anger.
Jimin instantly got off Erin and tried to walk over to me. “Wait! Kana-”

I cut him off. “OH NO, YOU DON’T PARK JIMIN! YOU TRICKED ME INTO THINKING THAT YOU WERE A GOOD GUY. I’VE LOST ALL RESPECT FOR YOU! YOU HAVE DISRESPECTED MY FAMILY BY HAVING SEX WITH SOME BITCH ON MY BED WITHOUT MY PERMISSION. BASTARD!”

I stormed out the house with my backpack still on with tears streaming down my face. I had hoped Jimin and I would get along so when our parents marry we could be one big happy family.
Didn’t Jimin say that he loved me? He’s an asshole. A pathetic liar. I bet I was his plaything. He wanted to see my reaction when he ‘confessed’ to me, didn’t he? He tricked me. I honestly thought he had feelings for me. I was a fool.

I couldn’t go back to school. I couldn’t go home. So I went to the only place I could. A place where the sin had been made.

Suga’s house.

I knocked on his door while hoping he was the only one home. Suga came out after a minute and he opened the door with a bedhead. Does he take naps right after he gets home from school?
When Suga saw me his eyes immediately lit up.
“Kana! Come in!” He said and he stepped aside so I could walk through the door.

I quickly stepped in as he shut the door. I set my backpack down near the doorway and patte off any dust on my outfit. As I was taking off my shoes, Suga asked, “Is something wrong?”

You know how when you are really upset, when you are broken inside, but you act strong? How you act strong for the sake of not making others worry? For the sake of not making a whole fuss? But all your will power to act normal and happy gets shattered with the three simple words ‘Is something wrong?’.

I broke down. I cried and cried. I cried until both my eyes hurt. I cried until no more tears were able to form from my sore eyes. And through all of this, Suga held me close in his embrace. He held me tight, not letting go. He would pat my head once in a while to comfort me. I felt like a little kid again. Crying in a trusted person. But was he really trust-worthy? At this moment it didn’t matter. Anyone that wasn’t Jimin, Erin, and Eun will do.

I had been fooled by Jimin’s sweet words. Even though he was going to be my step-brother, he acted so nice. Sometimes I couldn’t help but...wish that our parents weren’t going to be married so our relationship possibilities wouldn’t be only step-siblings. But maybe he never had those feelings for me. Maybe I had been holding onto things that weren’t there in the first place. Jimin probably never loved me. That ‘love’ for me had never existed. I was a fool, is all that I could say.

After what seemed like a million years, I pulled away to still have my eyes swollen. “Thanks Suga.” I finally manage to say.

He gave me a smile then asked with a pained voice, “Kana, what wrong? Please tell me. I’ll listen to you. I’ll listen for as long as you want me to listen to you.”

Those honeyed words. Did he mean it? Or is it all fake? Is he different from Jimin?
I explained everything to Jimin. He seemed mad and hurt at the same time. “Jimin. I couldn’t imagine him doing that. Something isn’t right here.”

After a moment of silence I looked at to Suga and asked in barely a whisper. “Suga. That night. Was it a one time thing? Did you lie, like Jimin? Did you use me or…”

His eyes widened with shock. “Why would you think that I used you?
I blinked a few times as I processed what Suga was indirectly telling me. “Um...So you’re saying that you weren’t planning to make that a one time thing?”

“Gods, No. I wouldn’t do that silly. I may have been a little drunk, but I knew that I was fucking my best friend’s sister. If I didn’t really have feelings for you, do you really think I would do something like that?” Suga told me.

I let out an actual laugh and relied to him, ‘Haha. No. Guess not.”
Then I realized what he had told me. Suga had feelings for me. The guy I had a crush on liked me back. This dream had completely knocked my previous nightmare out of my head.

Suga, as if he knew how to read other people’s mind, said, “Yes Kana, I love you.”

I grinned the happiest grin I’ve ever had in my life. “You don’t understand for how long I’ve been wishing to hear those words coming out of your mouth.”

Suga laughed and said, “Well if that’s the case, will you honor me by becoming my girlfriend, Kana?”

I was about to scream yes when I remembered something. More like I remembered someone. SADAKO.

How could I forget? Sadako loved Suga. Possibly more than me. How could I be a horrible friend and forget about her?
I looked at Suga who was happily waiting for my answer. Then looked at the ground. Why am I in this kind of situation? Why does love have to be so complicated? Why is it always ME that ends up in this kind of thing? Why is fate so cruel to me? Why am always the victim?

What do I Do?

Notes

Comments

3

tsukenomo tsukenomo
1/5/18

How amazing!!! long chapter xD

Niatfq Niatfq
11/23/17

@CHIMCHIM-XOXO4EVER
It's kinda just becuz there's a lot more action involved I guess

Achan19 Achan19
11/15/17

@A-chan19
Uhhhhh, so you like more violence. *takes note of that mentally*

@uncontrollable_tears
Thank you! ❤️