It was a Saturday morning, I was so tired from working and working all day. I decided to sleep all day sense, I never had good time to sleep. The rest of the morning, I just laid in bed thinking of the times that I never got any good rest and now I finally get to have it. I wanted to spend some more time with Rap Monster,but it seems like he could be busy. Also, I don't want to be a burden to him sense we both are trying hard to show his father we can be the visual of the company.

Furthermore, We also haven't confirmed our relationship to the public or the media,so it would hard for us to walk together without making it obvious that we are in a relationship. Just thinking about it, If he asked me when to come out about our relationship, I wouldn't know when we should,yet it would be complicated. I truly hate the media because they always ask personal questions that I feel nobody needs to really needs to know. For example, When we first met each other? How we first met each other?

The thing that I hate most about being a celebrity is that everyone is always contently in your business and they think they can just control your life as if it was theirs. However, I try to not complicate things or make a big deal over others mistakes. Furthermore, I try to watch my facial expressions because then its makes the media's job easier to capture the story and paint things to their liking. I don't know what Rap Monster is going to think when I decide to go official,but I hope it won't be a huge problem. For now, I will pay attention and treasure all the big and small moments we spend together.

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[Rap Monster's Point of View]

I was laying in my bed thinking of what I should do sense it has been so boring lately and I don't want to work on my album. I was thinking of spending sometime with Qri,but I haven't decided on where we should go or do. Then again, I have to think about the media, I don't want them to follow us and take advantage of the special date. Thinking of it, maybe I should talk to Kai or Boram sense they are pretty good at this kind of thing despite, their rocky relationship. Kai is more of a lady mans, he knows what women wants and its pretty cool.


Then, Boram is more of a women who is able to bring light into the room with her good sense of humor and personality. However, Qri is not like Boram she is more like a beautiful star that shines in the night sky and will continue no matter what comes her way. That's something that i've noticed about her even though, we haven't really been dating for a long time. Also, Eun Jung is that type of women who is just able to seduce any guy, she sets her eyes on without a problem,yet she never gets in a fight for it. In her dictionary, the word home-wrecker does not exist,but we still have to keep a eye on her in the club because things will go down between another women and her man.

I still haven't came to the conclusion on where I should take Qri for our first date together. I want it to be some place romantic and elegant. I decided to take a quick shower and head out to the company to talk with Kai about the matter. I felt so bad because as a man I should know the best spot to take a special girl,yet I don't know. In the studio, me and Kai started to chill and watch some movies together on the flat screen tv.

''Whats up! Bro.'' Kai said laughing

''Nothing much, don't call me bro, I told you about that and yet you still insist on calling me that.'' I said calmly

''Whats the problem with calling you bro?'' Kai asked confused

''Well, I don't feel comfortable with being called that first off, then I hate the way you say it makes you and I sound stupid.'' I responded

''Anyway, Namjoon. What was that you again wanted to talk to me about?'' He asked

''Well, Me and Qri are now dating.'' I stated

''WHAT!'' Kai yell out in surprise

''You guys are dating now? I thought that you guys were having friend issues and now you guys are dating. What happened?'' Kai said surprised

''I know, I know! Everything happened so quick,but I love her and she loves me. She just told me how she felt about us not talking for a long time which I didn't really pay no mind to it and she felt lonely without me.'' I said

''The thing that I wanted to discuss with you was that I was planning on taking Qri on a date,but I don't know where to take her.'' I said nervously

''Really! Well Qri isn't the type who likes to go to fancy restaurants aside from company dinners,so take her out to an amusement park or something. Nowadays, expensive restaurants are getting outdated lately and Qri isn't like Boram and Eun Jung who likes fancy things all the times. When I was going out with Boram, she would always love to go out to fancy restaurants and it kind of drove me crazy. Nevertheless, its not like I never loved her,but it drove me nuts because I wanted to do other things with her. But, thats...thats with our relationship and I tried everything that I could to stay together with her'' Kai said

''Omg! Kai did you just share with me how you felt about Boram right now? Is that really how you feel about her?'' I ask out of curiosity

''Well, Namjoon this is how I feel about her. I truly loved her and nobody can't say that I never loved her. However, their maybe things that i've regretted doing,but it has been done no turning back now. Our relationship is finish and I don't know if I want to get back together with her or anyone again.'' Kai said softly

''Wow! Love must really hurt for the two of you. However, all I can say is that I wish the best for you and her no matter what both of you guys decide.'' I stated

''Well thank you! Namjoon,you are always their for me and now I've to be their for you. Just take her out to an amusement park and have fun.'' Kai suggested

''Thank you! I will.'' I replied back

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[Qri's Point of View]

As I was thinking of heading to the Cafe, Rap Monster texted me that I should dress casual and to cancel all my current plans if I had any. Which to my knowledge I was shock because I got the feeling that he want to take me somewhere,yet I didn't know where. I started to become anxious on where he was planning on taking me and what it was going to be. Me and Rap Monster never went anywhere special just the two of us, it was always with Kai, Boram or Eun Jung. So this was the first for the both of us,yet I liked it because we both were unexperienced when it came to love.

However, I made sure that all my plans were canceled because I wanted to test him and see what type of date he would come up with for the two of us.It doesn't have to be perfect,but at least he should put in effort to try to please me in the best way possible. He also texted me to meet him in front of the company's building,so I did. He had me shocked because he came in very expensive car yet, it wasn't even necessary. Rap Monster never lets him ride in a expensive car because he can be a bit hot tempered at times specially on the rode. Also, sometimes he doesn't deserve it sometime for being rude and disrespectful.

Then, he also got me a bouquet of flowers which also surprised me sense i've never received flowers before only by my fans. Then, he drove to what it looked like to be an amusement park, I was so excited and shock at the same time. I've never been to an amusement park in a long time because I work all the time and therefore never had time to go. Also, I never had anyone special to go with because Boram and Eun Jung was always to busy to go with. So it made me happy to finally go and it being with Rap Monster of all people.

The only thing that I was sad about what the fact that we would have to wait in the long line and it would take up a lot of our time. However, he whispered to me and told me that he book out the whole amusement park for just the two of us which I thought was nice. He went out of his way to do all these things for me and it made me so breathless. After I had some much fun with him, he dropped me back home and kiss me again before leaving.

When I entered my house, I just wanted this day to slow down or even stop and slow down even more. I don't think any girl could be any happier than I am right now having a man who cares about her the he is to me. I've seen so many girls at my company cry because the guy that they were dating were not what they had image to be. It made me upset to think about all the hardships i've seen other girls go through at the company artists or not,but I hoped that it never happens to me and Rap Monster because I LOVE HIM.

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