it's easy, I love you //KaiSoo

"Kyungsoo get up or you will be late for school" i heard my sistsr yell from downstairs...i live with her since eomma and appa work abroad

Today was another day of school or should i say hell...yeah it's nice to see your friends everyday but not for me i don't mind seeing my friends really but i don't want to see other people at shool...i get beaten and called names because some meat head jocks found out i was gay...idiots...

I got out of bed and got ready for school when i was ready i headed downstairs and ate breakfast in silence until my sister said "so Kyungie are you going to school with Jongin?" I shook my head and said "no noona remember he is a popular and I'm a nerd we can't mix at school it will make things worse than it is and neither of our friends know we are friends"

She sighed and nodded "fine but today is Friday so i asked his mom if you can go there since i have a business trip in Jeju and i don't want you to be here alone" i shook my head and saidb"aish noona I'm 18 i can take care of myself" "i know Kyung but you will end up feeling lonely again remember last time"

I nodded and sighed saying fine in the process you see last time she left me alone i got lonely and i kinda have a hard time with depression as well so i ended up in a hospital but no one knew except for her...

Now I'm on my way to school since i don't live to far away i usually walk...when i got to the school gate i saw Baekhyun and Luhan waiting for me they both gave me a big smile and came running to me giving me hugs

I just heard someone shout "oh look at the fags" i sighed and shook my head i saw Jongin coming closer and quickly pulled Baek and Lu with me to class so he doesn't know what is going on...yes Jongin my childhood friend doesn't know that i get bullied

Yet he is gay as well but he keeps it a secret like i did sadly i got figured out and he didn't...i actually have a 6 year crush on him which only Baek knows about non of my other friends know

When we got to class i took my seat in the back were i always sit i rested my head on the table and closed my eyes trying to ignore the world which quickly ended because our teacher came in so i had sit up straight again

from the corner of my eye i could see Jongin with his friends i sighed and turned my attention back to the teacher who is rambling on and on about the book we need to finish reading that is what i'm planning for this weekend so yeah i just toned her out and started reading through some notes i made

finally lunch came around and i headed to the cafeteria i went and got my food and made my way to the lunch table where me and my friends usually sit when i got there i already saw Tao, Chen and Lay sitting down waiting for us i took my usual seat and we were soon enough joined by Luhan and Baekhyun

And a few minutes later Jongin and his gamg of friends passed by us his friends were Suho he is rich and actually really nice Kris he looks big and scary but turns out he has a soft heart Chanyeol well he is basically the derp of their group and then Sehun he looks all cold but he is really nice...i know all this since i attend the same school as them for many years

I also know my little group has a crush on his group and sometimes i get a feeling it may even be mutual but I'm never sure since i don't know if they are actually gay...the rest of my group are but they haven't been found out yet...how lucky for them

We were still in the cafeteria when i felt my phone vibrate in my pants pocket i quickly fished it out and saw i had a text from Jongin...his contact name is hidden as Nini and he has mine as D.O we had these names for each other since a young age

From:Nini
Eomma told me you are coming over this weekend please tell me it's true

To:Nini
Ne it's true

"Yah Jongin hyung who is this D.O guy you are talking to" i heard Sehun say a bit to hard i saw Jongin looking flustered i chuckled and then sent

To:Nini
Okay so today we will cover english okay see you at our tutor session

I saw him show the phone to sehun and Sehun making a oh face and nodding

From:Nini
Hyung you just saved the day

I saw him put his phone away and so did i and continued eating when i was done i told the guys I'm going back to class cause i didn't want to sit here all day

As i was walking through the hall i was stopped by 4 figures in front of me and a voice which came from behind

"Well well well look what we have here boys" i heard a evil like chuckle which sent shivers down my spine i sighed already knowing what is to come and not even trying to escape or fight back since it will only make it worse...i felt a fist come into contact with my face which sent me falling to the floor

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