I Need You

JUNGKOOK'S POV

I couldn't sleep. I kept thinking about all the things that happened today. Learning more about Lisa, watching a movie, cuddling. It was one memorable night. I didn't want it to end. I wanted her to be with me forever. I needed her. Her mom is very cool and really love her. I hadn't met her sister, but I did hear clattering outside Lisa's bedroom and I can only assume that was Lisa's sister. I stared up into the ceiling, the cold floor enclosing me as I lay down. I look up to Lisa's bed to see her sleeping peacefully. I sit up, looking at Lisa. Such a cute face. I stroke her hair, he face. Her skin is so smooth. I give her a light kiss.

"I love you." I whisper.
"Goodnight." I kissed her forehead.

I went back down and stared up to the ceiling again. I can't believe I had such an amazing girl as mine. She was smart, she was gorgeous. I suddenly remember that I have a group that's probably worried about my whereabouts. I quickly grab my phone and text Jin that I'm okay. I tell him I'm just sleeping at a friends house. I didn't want them to know about Lisa yet. I was afraid they were going to take me away from her. I don't want that. I don't want to break her heart. Break my own heart. I put my phone back down. I close my eyes, and fall asleep.

JIN'S POV

I heard my phone ring and I checked my messages. It reads that he's sleeping at a friend's house. As Taehyung and Jimin told us, I believe it's Lisa he's sleeping over with. But, they're more than friends. I come to support healthy relationships, but I just hope Jungkook doesn't take it too far. I don't want anything bad happening to Kookie, he's too young for that. I pull up my pink blanket and comfort myself.

"Hey guys, anyone awake?" I whispered.
"Me." Taehyung answered.
"So as I!" Jimin added.

So the two boys are up. How awkward. First, they're found in the shower together now the only ones not sleeping. I'm really starting to rethink whether they're gay or not.

"What's up?" Taehyung asks.
"Kookie just texted me." I told them.
"About what?" Jimin getting interested.
"He claims to be sleeping at a friend's house." I said.
"You mean Lisa's house?" Taehyung looked at Jimin. Jimin laughed.
"Yeah, that's what I was thinking, I just hope he doesn't take things too far.
"Me too." Taehyung said, concerned.

JIMIN'S POV

Well it's confirmed that Jungkook is staying at Lisa's. I really hope he doesn't do anything stupid, or something like that. I hope he makes the right decision and just sleeps instead of pleasuring himself. Such a thought to wrap my head around. As I was thinking, Taehyung whispered to me again.

"Hey, Mini!" He whispers.
"I told you not to call me that." I was annoyed.
"But it is a pretty good nickname isn't it Mini?" Taehyung teasing me.

I've never seen this side of Taehyung. We used to just be buddies. All of a sudden it's like he's trying to flirt with me. Like we're spying on Jungkook, not trying to be like him. But Mini isn't that bad of a name. Maybe Jiminie! That sounds cute.

"How about Jiminie? I like it better." I suggested.
"YES. You're so smart I never would have thought of that." He smiled at me.
"Are you trying to flirt?" I asked, raising my eyebrow.
"No..." I saw Taehyung start to turn red even in the dark. I could tell that he was flirting.
"Why are you flirting with me? Are you really gay?" I asked him, smiling.
"No, not at all! I'm just trying to have a bigger bond with a best friend. That's all." Taehyung controlled himself.
"Are you sure you don't want to be MORE than best friends?" I saw Taehyung blush. He was so red you could say he had a fever.

LISA'S POV

I wake up in the middle of the night. I gasp the air. I look around me. Just my normal room. I look down. Jungkook is sleeping. He's so cute, his hair and his face as he sleeps. I touch my face, there's a wet spot. I figure it was drool. I climb out of bed and walk to the bathroom. I pee and then look at myself in the mirror. I don't like doing this at night because it's dark and scary but I wanted to check if I looked normal. Yup, nothing new. I walk back to my bedroom to find Jungkook. Still sleeping. He looked too cute. I walked over to him, I crouched. I poked his face. His cheeks were squishy. I giggled as I poked his face. He was so cute. I can still remember, how fast his heartbeat was, when I leaned on him. I could feel him getting hot. I laughed and stroked his face. I kissed him on the forehead. I raised my lips. Then I see makeup on his lips. I then realized. I was still wearing makeup. I don't usually wear makeup, because I forget to take it off. Today was an exception because Jungkook was coming over, but I don't think I will ever put on make up ever again.

"Ughh." I say to myself as I walk to the bathroom.
"That's why looked in the mirror." I smiled at myself.

I turned on the water. I leaned down to wash my face. I was scrubbing. I quickly looked up. Phew, no ghosts. I'm safe, why am I so scared of my own house, if it's fine during the day, why should I be afraid during the night? I lean down again and rinse my face. As I'm rinsing my face, some grabs me by the hips. I scream and someone covers my lips. I look up to find Jungkook. I calmed down in relief.

"You scared me!!" I told him, hitting his arm.
"I'm sorry, you just looked so cute, standing there alone." He told me.

Did he just call me cute? I was just washing my face? How could I look cute? What does this mean?

"Oh, well why are you here?" I asked him.
"Well, you see. I need to pee." He smiled at me.
"Oh, you want me to leave?" I asked him.
"Only if you want to, I wouldn't want to leave wet makeup on my face, who knows what could happen. Just don't look." He told me.

I was too scared to find out what would happen with wet makeup on my face so I agreed to just keep doing what we were doing. I started to wash my face. I hear him pull down his pants, and I'm tempted to look. Lisa. Concentrate, don't look. Just clean your face. I hear him start to pee. I'm so tempted so I just scrub faster. I hear it splashing and I rinse my face. I can't hold myself back. I don't know why, but when you put me in a situation where I can't do something when I can so easily do it, it's just too hard of a task to complete. I take a peek, and I see it. I saw Jungkook's package. I quickly go back to rinsing my face. I can't believe that I actually saw a real life one. While in shock, I rinse my face. Jungkook flushes the toilet. I raise my face and he washes his hands.

"Was that so bad?" He asked, taking a towel and wiping my face with it. After he dried my face, I tapped my head.
"No, I guess not." I said, with the picture of his shaft still in my mind. I totally regret doing that. I think that's all I'm going to think about tomorrow. I need to forget I ever saw that.

I've been awake for so long, It all finally catches up to me. I collapse on Jungkook.

JUNGKOOK'S POV

I don't know if she saw my package, but if she did by "accident," I hope she was impressed. The last thing I want to do is to lose her because of something like that. I wipe her face and she smiles at me. She then collapses into my arms. I catch her. She must've tired herself out.

"So-r-r-y." She mumbled.
"No, it's okay baby, I will bring you to your room. Don't tire yourself out like that." I carried her up.

I can't believe I called her baby. That was a big step. I know she was barely awake, but I hope she heard that. I carried her to her room and place her down on her bed. She looks so cute once again. I can't help myself but to kiss her. I kiss her all over her face. I wish her goodnight and lay down. I put my hand on my chest. My heart is beating fast. I put my hand on my face, it's hot. I'm blushing. Is this what love feels like?

TAEHYUNG'S POV

I stare at Jimin as he asks me that question. My face is hot. I'm pretty sure he can feel the heat I'm giving out across from me.

"This is awkward." I struggle to say.

I shiver. It's pretty cold and this blanket isn't enough to warm me up. I pull the blanket over me and shiver some more, hoping Jimin will invite me to his warm bed. Now I'm starting to second guess myself. Am I gay? I shake my head. It's probably just brotherly bonds.

"So cold." I hint him, shivering.
"Well, do you want to come here with me?" Jimin follows along. He opens up his blanket, welcoming me.

I know it might be gay, but it's actually super cold so I don't want to give up the offer. I creeped into his bed. I brought my pillow with me. IT WAS SO WARM. I honestly wonder what he does to make his bed this warm.

"Wow, you really are cold." Even his hot breath made me feel better.
"Yeah, I wasn't lying. Okay. It's really cold in my bed." I hugged myself.
"My bed is starting to become cold dude." He told me.
"I think I'm aware." I told him.

He then wrapped his arms around me. I felt his warm pajama's on my skin and his arms on my back.

"Here, only because I don't want my bed to be cold too." He hugged me.
"Are you sure that's the only reason?" I said withour thinking about it. WHY DO I DO THIS?!?
"Says the guy that's still trying to flirt." He caught me again.
"Fineee. Sometimes I just can't control myself. Especially when it's cold." I told him.
"Shhh. Don't speak. Just let me warm you." He put is finger on my mouth.

He hugged me tighter. I started to blush. I don't know why but sometimes I don't always think it's just a brotherly bond. Maybe I need a girlfriend to get my mind off of it. My face got hotter and hotter as a closed my eyes. The heat went through and out of my body. Jimin even started to feel my heat.

"Are, you blushing?" He asked me.
"Sorry." I opened my eyes to see face 1mm away from my face. I flinched and he giggled at me.

Why did I like his laugh. i put my arms around him. It made me feel better. It made me feel better that I was blushing at him. I don't know why but ever since we started working together to know about Jungkook's secrets, I've just been getting more interested in Jimin, but then again I am interested in girls as well. I'm just praying that this is just tonight where this happens. I move closer to Jimin as my blushing stops and my body goes back to normal.

"So, me comforting you makes you blush, and when you come even closer, you stop blushing? Man, that's some top notch gay right there." He told me.
"It's time for you to be quiet." I put my finger on his mouth. I then started to move his arm down to my waist. I didn't mind, until he started to tickle me.
"Please stop!!" I whispered loudly so no one would hear.
"Not until you tell me the truth." He whispered.
"About what?" I squirmed.
"You never answered my question? Do you want to be more than friends?" He asked me. I kept squirming. I faced him and one of his hands stopped. I squirmed up and down, not aware of how close I was getting to Jimin.
"Please stop!" I laughed, getting even closer to Jimin.
"Yes or no?" He tickled harder.

I squirmed so much but I didn't answer.

"I'm gonna do that if you don't answer!" He told me.
"Please, just stop!" I avoided his question. I got closer to him until we were almost touching.
"This!" He reached down and grabbed my shaft. I squirmed forward and my lips touched his. I immediately drew back from him as we looked at each other. He stopped tickling me and let go of my shaft. Not thinking straight I grabbed his.
"No please!" He started to laugh hysterically.

I don't know why but I liked tickling Jimin. I didn't mean to do it, after him grabbing me in my area and me pecking him. But I didn't know why he did that. I don't know why I did the same thing back. I then let go and took a deep breath.

"To answer your question. Maybe." I smiled at him. I hugged him. I didn't know my feelings yet so I didn't want to make a sure decision. All I knew at that point is that, we would be a lot closer after that night.

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