Cross Dresser~

Thinking about my long day and all the guys I met I made my way to my dorm room.
I walked in and layed my stuff on my bed. Jackson wasn't there. I went into the bathroom and locked the door. I looked at my face.
Lier
Lier
That is all I am. All these guys with great personalities and would make great friends. I cant be there true friend though. All I am doing is lying.
I washed my face and changed into pajamas, my breast still bandaged.
I layed there staring at the ceiling hoping to fall asleep. Suddenly I hear the door open and laughter filling the room. I looked towards the door and see Jackson with Jinyoung laughing.
Jinyoung notices me. I sit up
"Ya! Hyung Seok!" He points and smiles at me. He pulls himself onto my bunk without using the ladder and sits next to me.
"You know Hyung Seok?" Jackson says while putting his stuff on his bed.
"Yeah he is in my first class. With Yoongi." He nudged my shoulder while devouring his sandwich in his hand.
I sit there awkwardly till Jackson pulled out a sandwich and tossed it to me.
"Here is a welcome gift." Jackson chuckled while getting another one out of his bag for himself.
"Thank you!" I say bowing my head.
I open the package and take a little bite.
"No only do you look feminine you eat like a girl too!" Jackson laughed with his mouth full of food.
"I am not a girl!" I snapped.
"Chill dude he was joking." Jinyoung's eyes widened.
*Pfft* "I knew that, I just wanted to make sure I liked it by taking a small bite" I say as I try to take the biggest bite and act like a guy.
I noticed but Jinyoung was staring at me.
"What? Is there something on my face?" I asked.
Chuckling he said "Yes" He tried showing me where it was but I couldn't find it Suddenly he leaned in closer and licked his thumb. I leaned back a bit. He wiped his soft thumb against my face. I felt my face getting hot and turned my head the other way.
"Are you okay dude?" Jackson said noticing my face read.
JInyoung sat there staring at his thumb. "Y-your face is really soft" He stuttered.
"It's the face wash I use. I got it from my younger sister." I said lying to come up with an explanation.
"You have a little sister?!" They both looked at me with wide eyes. "Do you have a picture?" Can I see her? How old is she? What is her name?" They kept hitting me with questions.
"Uhh. She is my younger twin. Her name is Hana.. And she is far far away so you can't see her." I said. It felt weird talking about myself like that.. and lying.
"Really a twin? Do you have a picture." The continued. I just then remembered the background on my phone is of Hyung Seok and I. But If I show that to them they could probably tell that Hyung Seok isn't me. He was taller and more masculine.
"I don't have a picture. Sorry." I turned layed down on my side facing the other direction every time I think of Hyung Seok and me together I get depressed.
"I think i should get going Jackson they are going to start checking dorm for curfew." I hear Jinyoung say. He slaps my butt. Guys do that. My face turned red. What the hell? "Jinyoung jumped down and walks out.
"Hey are you alright?" Jackson says as he puts his hand on my shoulder.
I start to tear up. Fuck. I can't tear up not right now goddamnit. I sniffle.
Jackson turns me around easily and sees my teary face. "Bro whats wrong? Why are you crying?"
I wipe away my tears. "Nothing I am just tired. Lets go to sleep." I say while putting on a fake smile.

JACKSON'S POV

Hyung Seok seemed a bit down when we mentioned his sister. He was even crying. I mean he is a guy why is he crying. I don't want to be in his business so I let him sleep. I laid at the bottom bunk I couldn't sleep well. I hear mumbling from the top bunk. Is he talking in his sleep? I chuckle at the thought.
"Hyung Seok! I am sorry." I hear Hyung Seok yelling and crying. I hurry up to the top bunk to see him curled up with his head in his hands and crying. Why did he yell his own name and apologize to himself? I go over to him.
"Ya! Hyung Seok are you okay?" I shaked him a little.
"It is all my fault. It is all my fault" He rocks back and forth. I sit him up.
"Hyung Seok talk to me." He looked me in my eyes. He stopped crying I could feel my heart racing.

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