"Chanyeol-ah...come on appa is waiting" i heard a women's voice call i saw a little boy running to her he held her hand and she led him somewhere...a car it was bi and black..."ah you two are finally here come on yeol-ah we are going to Uncle Jae's house okay" i heard a man's
The little family were all in the car driving off to somewhere...they finally came to a stop at a house it was your basic white picket fence house you would always here about

The family got out of the car and made their way to the door the man knocked and and thr door opened and revealing a quite tall man "ah Oh Jaehyunie Hi Chanyeol-ah you will be visiting Sehunie today okay eomma and appa have to go somewhere" the little boy nodded and took the other man's hand and lead him in

Next thing i knew i was still in the car the couple were driving on the bridge they were joking around the man didn't look where he was going he drove into the opposite lane there was a truck horn and the man served the car out of the way but sadly not to safety no but to their deaths as they were falling off the bridge they shouted "Chanyeol-ah eomma and appa loves you" i saw a little boy that little boy it wasn't the real him it was like a ghost a hologram of him standing there at the side of the bridge screaming "eomma...appa...eomma...appa" tears running down his face...that's when i realized that little boy...was me...

I felt someone shaking me screaming my name i slowly opened my eyes realizing my face was wet i have been crying i looked to my left and saw Baek with worry showing in all features of his beautiful face

"Chanyeol are you okay..?? You have been screaming Appa and Eomma over and over again and you were crying are you okay?..." i just sat up and shook my head i pulled my legs to my chest trying to avoid questions and reality

Honestly this isn't the first time i had this nightmare it happens often but once it does i shut down i start to get quite and shut people out because that means it won't happen again i won't lose someone again because i have no one then

I felt someone snuggling in behind me and they wrapped their arms around me well more like one arm around me and the other rubbing circles on my back i silently sat and cried

"Shh let it out Chan it's okay shh you don't have to tell me about it okay but let it out the tears" i heard Baekhyun say as if on cue i started sobbing madly this isn't what i wanted i wanted to be happy...am i not allowed to be happy...

(BAEKHYUN P.O.V)

Saying i was startled doesn't even begin to explain it he was sleeping peaceful and thenall of a sudden tears came out and he started to shout Eomma and Appa what's going on...i decided to wake him up i woke him up and he just shook his head when i asked him if he is okay he pulled his legs to his chest and paced his head in his knees and cried

I moved in beside him wrapping one arm around him and the other rubbing circles on his back tell him it's okay and to let it out and as i finished my sentence he started to cry more it seems he had a dream maybe a nightmare which was maybe something he didn't want to remember i can't say exactly because i don't know him that well

I decided that in the morning i will call Ms.Kang she will know what to do
Soon he calmed down and fell asleep again i kept holding him to make sure he will be okay and with that we both went back to sleep...

I woke up to Chanyeol who was still asleep in the daylight i can say right now he really didn't look to good which worried me more

I went downstairs and saw eomma she turned around and smiled as i entered the kitchen but the smile soon disappeared when she saw my face i sat down and she sat next to me and said
"Baekie what's wrong hmm..." i shook my head and said "last night...Chanyeol...he had a nightmare i don't know much about but he is Ms.kang's son right but he kept crying and screaming Eomma and Appa...what can that mean eomma...and this morning he doesn't look to well"

She toom my hand and said "Baek i don't know what's going on either but now all you can do is help him okay try to make him feel better for now also I'll call Ms.Kang and tell her okay maybe she knows what to do" i nodded she then brought over a tray with foods and told me to take it to my room

I nodded and took the tray and headed back to my room i entered and saw chanyeol sitting there emotionless this isn't how i know him...where is the bright smile he has which makes my heart melt and make butterflies appear in my stomach

I placed the food down and patted his shoulder he looked up yet again no emotion his eyes were puffy and red and he looked sort of pale

"Chanyeol i don't know what happened but please at least eat okay...and the you can take a shower okay" he slowly nodded and took the food and ate i don't know what to do and i feel worried and helpless not knowing what to do

When Chanyeol went to shower eomma told me that Ms.Kang is going to come fetch Chanyeol soon since she has a feeling she knows what happened she can help him i nodded and packed his clothes into his backpack as i was packing a picture fell out of hos jacket it was a lady with long hair maybe about just around mid-back it was a light brown color and a tall man with black hair and a little boy who looked exactly like Chanyeol...but the lady...that's not Ms.Kang...the man in the picture isn't her Husband either...what is going on...

I heard the water in the bathroom stop i quickly put away the photo in the jacket where it came from and placed the jacket neatly on the bed and also just in time because he came into the room just as i placed it down...that was a close call...but now i have a lot of questions i don't think he wants to answer

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